Actually getting more than 6 hours of sleep the other night screwed with my system. I've gotten used to only getting 3 or 4 hours of sleep a night so anything more than 5, my body doesn't want to cooperate. So today, going in to work on a little over 4 hours and working the whole time, I was a bit fatigued when I got home.

I had to stay up for at least a little bit so that Lotus could be out and stretch. But when I almost fell over, I decided it was time to put her away and for me to lay down. I slept straight for 3 hours.

Alright, now, if you read the post yesterday you might have noticed I very briefly mentioned that the day got better for a little while. Lemme tell you why.

I wasn't going to see Sam at all this week because even though we worked on some of the same days, he doesn't start his shift until a couple hours after I end mine. I'll be long since home. I was a little bothered because I enjoy seeing him, but there was nothing I could do. And I wasn't about to say anything to anyone. It's bad enough too many people already know that I like him.

When I heard his name yesterday, it caught my curiosity. I happened to know he wasn't supposed to work that day; I was curious as to why he was supposed to call. A few hours later I found out why. I glanced up from what I was doing at one point and I saw him walk past ... putting on his uniform vest. Needless to say I was happier.

I wasn't able to really talk to him though because he was cashiering and every time I went up there to try, he got a line. Finally there was a break in the line {and I was sick of trying} so I worked up enough courage to ask for his number {he still hadn't called me.} I got his number, joked with Jean for a bit and finally left.

That couple hours that I saw him though, was nice.

We exchanged a few texts last night, but I needed to sleep. I have no idea when I'll get to see him again nor how often we'll be talking. He's got so much more of a life than I do; I never know when he's busy or when he's not. Oh well. That's the thing I like about texting. You can text message someone and if they're busy, they don't reply right away. If you call someone, the way people are these days, they won't always call you back.

Anywho, I think this is long enough. I have more to write, but I don't want to bore you completely to death with my ramblings.

**{EDIT} I just need to make sure that Sam knows I don't want a relationship. I like him, yes, but I'm moving in July. And I'd really rather not have my heart broken again. I just want a friend and he really does seem like a good person. I'm interested in getting to know him. Now I just have to work up the courage {and find the time and figure out the words} to talk to him about it. Meh.

yea,I agree about the whole text/call thingy... texting does seem to work better sumtimes... and plz, ramble on, Ifind ramblings interesting 2 read myself :-p Hopefully things will develop and work in your favor

yea, and i know what U mean about that sleeping as well, that can be a real bitch at times..
» CPKviperpheonix on 2008-01-13 11:00:50

Wait, what?
You're moving in July? When was this decided? And to where??

Getting someone's number is always a little bit wierd, but you just chugged right along and got the job done. I respect that. I've been trying to do that with Brittany but, unfortunately, my "just _____ do it" philosophy hasn't been helping in those areas -_-
» The-Muffin-Man on 2008-01-14 01:56:26

Clarification:
I should probably say:
My philosophy hasn't been helping in 'that area'. Lol just so I sound like less of a loser...
» The-Muffin-Man on 2008-01-14 01:57:39

Yeah... for being so picky, I eat weird amounts of fast food. There used to be Checker'ses down here, but they closed them all.
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