I need to keep my thoughts under control. I want to think about Criss all the time, but I don't know when I'll get back to the Luxor, nor do I think I'll get as lucky next time. But the fact that I still saw him up close and personal and that we exchanged, though few, words has gotten me so love-struck.

Anywho, ma and I played bingo tonight. If we had won a game we would have gotten a free Halloween dobber set. Notice the "if." I would have loved to win money, but I was basically there to win the set. I didn't and I'm okay with that. I wanted to win; I wasn't expecting to so not winning wasn't a let down.

This job is going to screw up my sleep patterns. They had me go in at 4am this morning and I'm going in again at 4am on Tuesday. I was originally hired to train on cashier, but now they're thinking of just keeping me in stock. Which I guess I'm alright with. I don't have to work with the constant customer flow and with me working before we open I'll have that time where I'm alone, aside from the others who are working with me. I'm still unsure about how I feel about the job.

I don't think I'll get friends working at this place. Most of the people I'm working with are much older than I am. Some of them have kids older than me. But if I have money, I'll be able to go out more often and maybe I'll meet people that way. I'm not in any rush though. I know it's not a very good way to think, but it's hard enough to keep a friendship after a move so I'm not sure if I want close friends out here. I've lost enough friends due to moving, I don't need to lose any more. Who knows.

My road test is Thursday. I have three days to get some drive time in the "new" car. I'm not sure how I'll do. I don't really like the car, but it's the one we have so it'll have to do. I guess I'll see how it goes.

Alright, I think that's it for tonight. I'll write again whenever.

It sucks being alone at work or school or whatever. (I have to compare it to class because I don't have a job... yet)

I'm alone in MG and I always feel pretty much miserable during that class. :/ Not to... uh... make things seem worse, or anything....
» randomjunk on 2007-10-29 06:55:40

wow... 4 am.... i'm still in my dreamland...
» renaye on 2007-10-29 08:59:13

Just because your coworkers are older than you, doesn't mean you could make friends.

I used to be friends with my friends' parents. When I lived in Quincy I lived in an apartment building and my neighbor had kids. I hung out with them, but I also hung out with their mom doing crafts with her.

Basically, it doesn't really matter the age of your co-workers. I'm sure you can find someone that you'll definitely get along well with at least. =)
» money4blogging on 2007-10-29 09:29:23

couldn't* make friends
» money4blogging on 2007-10-29 09:39:51

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