I couldn't think of a title.

Today was the last full day that I'll be in Las Vegas. Today was also pretty much the last chance I had to do anything. Even though I won't be leaving until 7:30pm, I need to be at the airport about 2 hours before the flight leaves and it takes about an hour to get to the airport from the house. Mom has to work tomorrow and doesn't get off till 3. Which means she doesn't usually get home till between 3:30 and 4. Which means we won't have more than an hour before we have to leave to bring me up to the airport.

Its so depressing; the thought of going back.

Especially now that I've already gone to a couple apartment complexes to get information on move-in deposits/requirements/fees and such. I've got a pretty good idea on which complex I am going to try and move in to. Both the ones I have my eye on are in the same general area {one is right up the street from the other} and they both cost about the same. The deposits and stuff are slightly different, but monthly rent is about the same. They're both gated and seem well upkept.

There's only one thing stopping me from moving out sooner than July. And that's the fact that I'd have to break my current lease. I don't want to do that cuz it doesn't look good on apps when applying for another apartment. That is literaly the only stopping me from moving out of Tucson earlier than July. I don't have more than a few good friends out there and I certainly won't miss my job.

Alright, I'm seriously getting depressed thinking about how long it is till July.

I don't even want to talk about the stuff I've done already cuz that'll depress me knowing its over and how long it'll be before the opportunity comes again.

Ugh! I hate how this works.

I know that I need to be patient and wait it out for my benefit, but I've never been good with patience. I've gotten slightly better at it over the years, but only a small fraction.

Grr. I don't even know what else to say right now. If I figure out anything else to say I'll just post it under a differnt name.

well, before you know it...July will be here and then you'll get to go back to Nevada!

You'll make it! Just think of all the good things that will happen when July does come :)
» lazypuppy on 2007-01-02 11:03:59

I feel so sheltered... I never knew you had to apply to get an apartment... I just thought you walked in and said "I want to live here" and they'd let you...
» randomjunk on 2007-01-02 11:38:40

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