I've reached the point where my mind and heart are kind of fighting with each other. One is saying that we're ready to start dating again; the other is saying that we need to still wait until we're 30. Whatever is gonna happen is gonna happen, regardless of whether I'm looking for it or not, but I'm not sure what I'm want to do. In the meantime, I'm still quite enjoying the fact that I'm single. Other than a couple weeks ago when I finally worked up the courage to speak to someone, and found out they had a girlfriend, I've not really been interested in anyone. It's kinda nice to be taking a break from that.

I've rescheduled the hanging out from a couple weekends ago to this coming weekend, now that I'm no longer sick. Not sure what we're gonna do, but I'm looking forward to seeing the pets, despite the spastic nature of the dog. That's what happens when you get a ridiculously energetic breed such as a mini Aussie. In this instance, I like the cats just a smidge more.

Sunday will just be another lazy day with laundry to do. I think I'll try to go to the gym on Saturday before hanging out so that I can just stay home on Sunday. Next weekend is a 3 day weekend and I have plans pretty much the whole weekend. I'll explain more about that sometime next week.

So as I'm writing this, it's a bit windy outside. There's a tree outside my window that has recently become tall enough to scratch at my window when it's as windy as it is now. It scared the living fuck out of me the first time it happened... I live on the 3rd floor. There's a fence around the entire building so there's really no way anyone would be able to easily get to my window without using a ladder... how the hell was there scratching? Damn tree. Hopefully the wind dies down before I go to bed so that it doesn't startle me awake.

Dating is such a painnnnnnnnn. Whether you wait or not though, I hope you find someone actually worthwhile whenever you start dating again.
» randomjunk on 2016-02-03 11:47:38

I agree with RJ.. Dating (even when you aren't really looking) is a pain. Trying to start dating again after healing from a break-up is also difficult but.. when love decides to show up, I suppose nothing will stop it.

Perhaps you can get the building management to trip the branches so they'd stop scraping your window?

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Thank you for your comment =) I'm probably feeling a little off with friends telling me that I should give my suitors a chance.
» Nuttz on 2016-02-05 07:41:14

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