welcome to my mind ...

I made my final car payment today. I'm excited and giddy and it's probably going to take me another month or so before it finally kicks in that I actually own my vehicle. Completely and entirely, no more payments. In writing this, I just realized that I still have to renew my tabs this month .... shit. Guess it'll have to wait until next week when I get my next Sam's check. I mean, there will always be payments on my vehicle for maintenance, but I am the sole owner. My name was always the only one on the contract, but technically the financier owned the vehicle while I was still making payments. I wonder how long it's going to take for me to receive my title.

I went out last night with a friend to celebrate her getting the final yes on the new job. She will be starting next month. I'm super excited for her, but I'm really sad that she's leaving me. Who's going to keep me under control now? I'm actually hoping to follow her to the same place, but that could take time, if I'm even a candidate. I really hope I am. It would be a great job for me to have. Hell, even one of my friends who happens to be overly blunt about certain things said that I would do a lot better at that job. Not that I'm a shit security officer, but she seems me excelling in a customer service setting.

Today is *hopefully* going to be a productive day. I have already taken a shower and my laundry is in. Now I just have to motivate myself to clean my bathroom, take out my trash, do the dishes and straighten up the random papers strewn around my room. On top of that I have to motivate myself to leave the house, go put gas in my car, stop at the bank, buy a new shower curtain {something I've been needing to do for a couple weeks} and I should get something to eat while I'm out. Ugh. As much as I like payday, it's usually a day when I can't just laze about.

I'm also going out tonight to get sushi with a friend. Which means I have a deadline. I guess this will either fully motivate me to get everything accomplished or I'll just end up putting it off another week or two. The gas is the only absolute must that needs to be done. Let's see how much can be accomplished.

It's been just over a month since my last post and I've been meaning to write something new, but the motivation to do so just hasn't been there. I've also been working a shit ton of hours because my current full time job is fucked and the upper management is about as incompetent as you can get. Which is another reason why I'm trying so hard to leave. We all are. It's beyond words at this point.

Anywho, I'm starting to get distracted by what I actually need to do today so I'm gonna attempt to at least get a couple things done.

Until next time. . .