It seems to take me a long time to write things down, and when I do, it has to be perfect. I'm not sure why that is. I should have pages and pages of journal for the amount that I think.

All I seem to be able to do at the moment is feel. I can't get over losing the baby, especially when it seems to get thrown back in my face. Someone at work discovered they were pregnant quite recently, and due on July 13th, the same day I would have been. She's got quite the belly now.. And mine is just.... Empty.

My daughter's father called me on Friday. His wife is pregnant and due a month after I would have been. Need I even say more?

Of course, there's much more to write but it will have to wait. The Tia Maria is calling me...

I'm sorry you lost your baby :( That has to be heartbreaking (well, I see that it is heartbreaking)
» lazypuppy on 2008-02-06 07:03:28

i'm sorry to hear that. but don't give up.
» renaye on 2008-02-07 09:07:01

I am terribly sorry to hear what happened, it is a hard thing I'm sure to go through, just know that things get better in time.
» Brutaly on 2008-06-13 01:28:28

That's sad. =( Sorry to hear about your loss. =/

I love the username.
» baskinthemoonlight on 2008-12-18 05:05:25

everything will be ok......
» Kuri on 2009-08-01 06:57:36

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