I don't cry usualy but i guess sometimes you just gotta let it out. I was talking to DeWayne the other day and he was talking how much fun High School was, and how he' give anything to go back. But no matter how badly i think im glad I've gotten out of High school, I realize now, that I miss it. I miss bing Anna- Marie all together. I miss being young, I miss things making sense. Like:

1. Being with Tamz and Alana and Dana 2 When sleepovers were cool 3. When Bryan was an ass 4. 2 words: Don Mega (being Annabear) 5. Setting the stove on fire (kickin it up a notch) 6. Paper cups, freshly made green or orange or red koolaid, and our spot on the hill 7. Josh's nose ( ALF) and takin our shoes 8. Writing in code, d was a ittle donut 9. When HOME was this little city and there wasnt much else to do but talk on the phone, go outside, and go to chuch. 10. Peabody: Boys, weave, Tims, Fubu, freestylin and bomb threats 11. how we had fun with NO money whatsoever 12. The mall (we never bought aything but we were happy) 13. B.R.A.T.S. (Bunni, Ruby, Animal Cracker, Twinkie, and Starlita Alize Jenkins) 14. The Halloween Sleepovers 15. Ridin in the car (Nelle, Pookie, Sal, Jarvis, DeJuan) 16. Broken AC light 17. Immature vs. NSYNC 18. A+ (F-) 19. Masterlock 20. Jessica and ...Bryan? ew 21. ARGS (55) 22. spinning around and falling 23. Playin Church with Grandma's piano and the old Burgandy Baptist Hymnal 24. Black Ice 25. Concert Choir 26. BOYS (optional) 27. BOYS (manditory) 28. Grandma 29. Aunt L, Chelle, Jae, and the LTD 30. Senior Year Contreversy, among the Juniors (She go wit who?) 31. Everyone else starting sexual activity early, enough to know wether they liked it or not (ie. Bunadette? thats her? OMG) when you thought that being like that wasnt real. well... 32. April, Abria, Ashley, Terena, and little Rick..and Big Rick. Tiffany, AMP, Ben, Staceyboi, Courtneyboi, Shannon,Jaquelette, and Bg Jessica. Lets not forge Jayzon. 33. Tanglewood 34, High Pearl Street 35. Dublin (Drug Central, Dopewell,VA) 36. Who is MeShaun?? 37.OMG... cannot forgetthis JOVAN 38. My first dumb kiss 39. My last dumb kiss 40. The Congregation (Holy Roller lunch Table) 41. when the crew was THE CREW 42. The DeJuan and Eesha fight 43. channel 99 lmao 44. Phone calls to FL with everyone listening 45. Ann and Joy 46. Vanessa and Lisa 47. Brittany and Norma 48. Tevin Campbell 49. innocence 50. love

I guess somewhere between me then and me now, i lost some of myself, gained some of other people. Now that I think about it, when have i truly been me fr the past few months. Is this me? Some really altered, changed, different me? I'm finally seeing things without a shade being pulled over my eyes. These are the things that were so funny, so important and a big part of my life and now, its like it never happened. I guess its made me realize that Im a grown woman now. Every decision i make is a prediction of what the rest of my life will be like. Now, I'm being forced to live all over again Some of the same friends, some dfferent. Doing thinks i wouldt normally do or say, living life in order to find all these missing things. Its gotten confusing learing to live again.

Would I go back, no, I'm so excited about the future. Its just too bad my new friends dont know who i used to be, and they probably wont. Remembering is more fun than doing it over again, so I gues i should just be hppy making new memories and finding myself somewhere around them.

*sigh*
I know what you mean. I laughed out loud at some of those memories. lmao, Annabear.
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