feeling: Nostalgic
listening to: Nothing

So... After hours of panic and wishing that time would stop forever in 2008, 2009 crept up on me without me even realising it. I want to live in 2008 forever. I don't want to turn 19. I don't know why, I just don't. I want to stay 18 forever.

I really panicked in the last half an hour of 2008. 2009 came so suddenly. I hadn't gotten used to 2008 yet and a new year had already arrived; forced itself upon me. I will come to accept it eventually, but for now, I want to live in my bubble and believe it's still 2008. 2008 forever.

Why? Not a clue. It's not like this year was amazing in any way. Lots of major things happened though, like, I was baptised, for one. I turned 18, I went to Uni, I began pole dancing, I'm now learning so many languages my brain can't hack it anymore, I got my ears pierced 3 times, I got a job, I fell in love with Korean music, I failed my diploma, the Beijing Olympics, spent Christmas at a family Christian retreat, which was actually really fun (not in chronological order)...

Thinking back, lots of things have happened. It's certainly been a year unlike any other. I think it's also the year where I've done most of my growing up so far, but from here onwards, I can only grow up now, can't I?

No more acting like a child and still being able to get away with it. Maybe I'm just afraid of the responsibility, but surely I shouldn't be considering I've been in positions of responsibility loads of times before?

Either way... I guess now, it'll only be a memory and there's nothing more I can do except wish you all a happy new year, so...

Happy New Year, Everyone // 新年快乐 // 明けましておめでと // ...I can't believe I don't know this in German and I'm studying the darn language!!!

I'm off, gnight all :) Going to London to visit Emma (yus, THE emmabanana of Nutang and SnS x]) tomo--er... today =p

L8r,

��Kuriח

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