I am...

feeling: Lonely
watching: Nothing

Happy Moon Cake Festival, everyone!!! ^^

Yes I know I'm a day late with my wishes but oh well. I was out more or less all day yesterday. Got woken up in the morning only to rush out the house to go play badminton, came back for a quick shower and a bite to eat before jumping in the car to get to church then went out for a YG social afterwards and didn't get home til about half 9 in the evening, fun fun x]

I realised, I enjoy being busy ^^

I felt a bit bad that I was out and the rest of my family were at home and I wasn't able to spend time with them at all yday when it's supposed to be a family thing on mooncake festival, but tbh, we've never celebrated it before but I guess since I'm leaving for uni soon mummy wanted to celebrate this year.

Still, I went out... =/

Oh well, there's always next year ^^ And honestly, we've never celebrated it as a family before. I've done performances for it with the Phoenix Arts Group when I was still in So'ton, but never anything more than that, really =3

I have a feeling my mummy will miss me lots when I leave and that bothers me :( I don't want to leave her ;_; And my sister, too.

These days I barely see my family cos I'm out so much. I can tell my mummy's not used to it. I'm always either out with friends or working now, leaving my mum at home on her own and I feel so sad about that... :(

Still, even when I'm at home it's not like I really talk to her, but at the end of the day, it's not the same, really.

And I hadn't seen my sister properly for a week. She'd always be at school by the time I wake up and I'd always be out by the time she got back and she'd be asleep by the time I got back so I had barely seen her for more than 5 mins before Friday =/

Daddy's going on a business trip this week which makes me feel even worse when I'm out working every day in the evening cos it'll only be my mum and my sister and they will be extremely lonely >_<;;

Okay, enough about that la... Sigh :(

I will still see them when I'm in uni. It's not like my uni isn't a 10 min bus journey away :)

L8r,

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Vor langer Zeit hatte ich Deutsch gestudiert. Ich denke, da� ich Deutsch mehr sprechen muss, so vergesse ich nicht.

Yeah, I was working full time. It only came out to be $13/hr. because it was an internship. I can't wait to graduate from my master's program because I can easily make twice to thrice that to start. But I can't get used to that if I want to continue on to a Ph.D. program because then I won't be paid nearly as handsomely while I'm in school. It might not be so bad money-wise if I don't have to pay rent, but that means either going to Stanford (so I can live at home with my parents) or going to either UCL or Imperial and living with my aunt at her flat in London. But then again, I don't think I can live with relatives for 4-6 extra years without them making me absolutely mental. o_O
» ranor on 2008-09-15 10:52:46

Hey! ^^
We never celebrate autumn-moon festival either. We kinda just randomly eat moon cakes on the day if we happen to want to. XD But its nice to be able to be with your family...though I'm assuming, you're still living at home? And, you'll still be nearby. haha. Parents like to worry. I'm not sure if I know who you are...haha, but you commented on my blog, and decided I should at least do the same for you. ^^"
» (131.104.138.13) on 2008-09-15 12:03:53

Yeah, I guess that would be more grammatical. It's been... 5 years? I retained Spanish a lot better than I did German, but it helps since half the signs over here are also in Spanish so I get daily practice.

For Ph.D. programs, they will hook you up with a stipend while you're attending, so you don't have to worry (too much) about supporting yourself. Then again, you wouldn't have time for outside employment anyway.

I guess one nice thing too is that my aunt has no children of her own and I'm pretty much her favorite nephew. She told my mom that if something were to happen to her (heaven forbid), she wants me to go over and take care of all the business--not any of her other nephews or nieces. Having no family of her own, she's pretty much the most loaded person in our family, so I don't think I would worry too much about the standard of living in London (as outrageous as it is!).
» ranor on 2008-09-15 12:05:42

Thank you!
I love monokuro!
I like the entires to look longer, so I make the page thinner, hahaha =^.^=

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