feeling: happy~
listening to: AQMFS
watching: AQMFS =]

Hehe I've got quite a lot to blabber on about today: First, I'd like to say...

I LOVE YOU ALL!!! Thank you all for supporting me and coming to my site!!! I've now officially made $5+!!!!! <3333 Yay!!! =DDDD

Then, I'd like to say... Hm, my layout's messed up on FireFox... I don't like it anymore since I use FF more than IE now and I can't fix it =/ I'm considering just ditching it and going with one of the pre-made ones, what do you guys think? =3

Oh yeah!!! =D And I was also thinking of putting some background music up--JJ's Cao Cao, one of my favourite songs... Good idea or no? =3 I get annoyed when background music come up on people's sites sometimes though, so I'm only considering whether to put some up on mine or not... should I? =3

Then! I'd like to say, has anyone noticed I changed my userpic? ^_^ Yup, that would be me, taking a photo of myself with the webcam =3 I decided that since there are so many AWFUL photos of me online and in other people's cameras that I will never be able to see [=beings to mutter about stupid performances=], I decided to take some half-decent ones to redeem myself, and I posted one up here since I love you all <3

So... what do you guys think? ^^;; I'm 16->17, not 11->12 years old btw ¬_¬;; (unfortunately, I get mistaken for an 11 year old way too often =sigh=)

Oh!!! And guess what!!! =DDD I managed to get -->Katie<--, a friend I got to join NuTang a while ago, to make her first post and actually USE NuTang today!!! YAY!!! XDDDDD

Not only that, but -->Katrina-nee<-- also joined!!!! =DDDD Please welcome them, you guys! <333333 [Katrina-nee's NuTang will be up soon! =D]

Maybe Sylphie will join soon too? XDDDDDD

@Katrina-nee, would you like me to change your SnS blog link to your NuTang one? =3

And last thing but not least: Today, I made a proper decision... I said I'd go to China and be famous and marry JJ. I wasn't joking...

Okay, maybe the 'marry JJ' part might not happen ^^;;

But that's beside the point... Before, I always thought I'd be okay with doing something in finance and economics, even though I really disliked maths, I'd still do it cos it'd earn me quite a lot of money, but my recent... obsession, if you like, with JJ, has made me realise...

No, I won't be happy with that.

So, because of my desperation to meet JJ and befriend him, I've decided to do a degree at Warwick in Performing Arts. I'll be doing my Grade 8 Piano in December, and I'm really working hard at it now. I know I will do well, because I'm practising like.. an hour a day now, and then I'll do a Diploma in Performance. [Here my piano teacher cheers ^^;; He says I'm really talented, so... =3]

I can also play the flute, along with 3 traditional Chinese cultural musical instruments, which not many people know how to play, which would help a lot in my quest to stardom =3

I did a few exams in Acting at my previous school with the New Era Academy, too, but since I moved I was unable to continue them, but I still managed to get a Grade VII Acting--passed with Distinction. =]

And I managed that when I'd learnt my lines like... the day before my exam, so I think I'm pretty good at acting too ^^;; (No, I honestly did... Lol, if it wasn't for Hatty, though, I don't know what I'd have done... I expect I'd have failed, cos the day before my exam, she was like 'Crystina, have you learnt your lines yet???', then helped me learn them--Thank you, Hatty! <3)

And after reading Katie's blog on LJ I realised I really made the right decision, too. I can't live doing a job I know I'll dislike, so I've decided to move back to China and get an acting career. With my achievements and my looks (yes, I am considered quite pretty in China =3), I should be able to become famous, as either an actress or a singer... I believe if I train my voice, I can sing quite well, after all, I was in the choir for a good 4 years in So'ton.

Recently, I've been doing a lot more exercise, and eating better too. I did a Maximum Impact exercise thing (with Nell... something or other--apparently she's quite famous in America?) on Monday, went swimming today, and am going swimming again on Friday.

Hopefully I can lose quite a bit of weight, because Chinese people are really skinny--I need a really good figure as well if I wanna be famous =3

I will pray for it... if any of you are Christians, please pray for me too...

Then, I will meet JJ, and hopefully befriend him, then we'll see what happens from there =].

I feel really excited now... I'll be able to do something I love, *and* meet the guy I really, really like too. <33333333

Yay! =D

I'm really grateful to JJ, though, cos if it wasn't for him, I wouldn't have had the guts to do something like that since my parents have always been saying 'it's hard to be an actor, especially if you're not a famous one; you'll have to work really hard and probably won't get paid enough for you to live on', but because of JJ, I've been able to have the courage to pursue my dreams, just like he did.

I thank God every moment of my life right now, for letting me like JJ again.

To be honest, I actually liked him last year, during my holiday, but I guess since the whole 'BaoYu' thing I surpressed any feelings for JJ... (Long story about the BaoYu thing--don't ask ^^;; It's over anyways =])

JJ blogged again yesterday! I thank God SO much for that cos, just when I'd been feeling pretty crap cos I felt the day was wasted since I wasn't able to do ANY sport WHATSOEVER and my internet hadn't been working, JJ blogs! And my emotions fly sky-high with joy!

My heart almost leapt out of my throat when I saw his update... I was the first to comment, too!!! My fingers were shaking SO badly when I typed my first comment cos I was so excited and nervous and--and...

Yeah I read his entry properly after I calmed down a little heh heh ^^;; I really hope he'll reply to my questions since I was first to comment =3

Ah... Wish me luck, you guys!

Plugs to the beautiful: randomjunk, peachy7646, Kirei, Silver-dot-, dave, katiehorrorshow, Chelsey

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Ohhh, by the way, I was just wondering, I really wanna add Chelsey as a friend on NuTang, but because she's using Invisible's layout, it's taken off the modules in her profile... Is there any other way to add Chels as a friend? =3 Please help~~~

L8r,