Running in circles.
I feel like I'm just going in circles. It's almost like I'm living the same day since not very much ever changes. My life has never been eventful or exciting. I thank God that it hasn't been since that normally means trouble. Ever since I moved it's been very weird though. I'm not sure what's different, but I feel in a slump. I don't feel like doing any of my hobbies, but I force myself since I know people are counting on me. I haven't been sleeping well and when I think I have when I wake up I feel tired and drugged. Basically I feel like when I take the sleeping aid, but without the freaky dream.
Maybe it's because I wasn't used to living in an apartment yet before I dived head first into my website project. Add in being the head of proofing (Although right now that doesn't mean much since I only occasionally check in on my proofers. I trust them to do their job and only spot check every once in a while.), picking out teaser pages for the about 10 more shounen-ai and yaoi series, etc. I think I've taken on too much. Maybe I'll take a small vaca from the site once I fix all of the page problems. Sayumi, she's part of my staff and helps me a lot with the site, offered to fix some of the problems so I think I'll take her up on her offer. I then can concentrate on updating the site, making new pages and uploading series. I actually started on Gokusen season 1, but the last vote was for the second season. Yeah I know...I have no idea why either since that season doesn't have the amazingly wonderful Jun in it. It's a good series, but having Jun just makes it 200 times better. hehehe On the bright side I've sent an e-mail to SR asking if we can host Tokyo Juliet. We host the manga and I really love the drama. I think they did a good job with it. Yeah I know, I'm giving myself more work.
There's been a question on if I'll be hosting the yaoi for online reading, but I'm not sure. Some of the series we host are pretty graphic and since we couldn't host it through Photobucket it would mean using a gallery program and taking up more bandwidth. It would release me the trouble of having to pick out teaser pages. I'm having the HARDEST time picking them out for Komatta. You never want to give too much away, but you want them to get interested into the story. I just adore the series and so it's just so much harder for me to find pages that make sense, are interesting and don't give too much away.
I think I mentioned before that my boyfriend's grandmother had breast cancer. Well she past away a while back. His mother somehow got her hands on my cell number. I told her my boyfriend's cell number since I really don't want her to call me. Well she gave it to his younger brother, who knows why it wasn't hers to give. The other night she called my cell because my boyfriend called her back, but she wasn't around to speak with. What the hell! So you call his cell again. I felt like telling her to just call his cell, but decided against it...ok I had taken a Vicodine and was pretty easy going at the time. She was not very happy that he wasn't more heart broken. They weren't a close family. She mentioned using part of the 1000 dollars she gave us at Christmas to fly out there. Ok who in their right mind would have saved the 1000 bucks when they were moving? Seriously is she just insane?? He ignored the question by telling her that he wouldn't be going. He's not one to spend money to visit someone who's passed away because of some twisted family obligation. He's never been close to his family and hell after dealing with them I can understand why. If I wasn't waiting for a call about a check that should be arriving by the end of this week I wouldn't have picked up since it said restricted. I have everyone's phone number that I know or who I want to call me. If it says restricted I rarely ever pick up unless I'm waiting for a call, like I am now.
sometimes i'm in a situation where i don't feel like doing anything and sometimes i just feel whatever i do is meaningless in my life. and worst things is those gorgeous guys in the anime/manga don't exist in reality. that makes me more miserable. bwahahaha
i hope u will get a sweet dream that will put on a smile on your face for the rest of the days.
» renaye on 2007-04-13 02:17:42
I think you've done a really good job with the new Animanga website and you deserve a rest. Don't force yourself on it and what's the point if you're not having fun? By the way.. your bf's mom shouldn't do that.. just because you're her son's gf, it doesn't mean the you'll be always with him.
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