mood: kinda mellow
listening to: the radio
watching: my fish

Hmmm...well...
things are going alright, I guess, I start uni next Tuesday, just lectures, no tutorials yet, so hopefully I'll be able to kinda muddle my way through it ok and make some friends and not be a total loser (I'm thinking I'll prolly be atleast a lil bit of a loser). Brad gave me some advice, hmmm.....according to him, I gotta keep my head up and be confident, wear something that makes me feel good, get there early and talk to people in the lectures, go to the ladies room to make sure I haven't got anything stuck on my face or my butt O_o and be organised....so we'll see. I'm worried that uni might not be for me though. There are already a few things I'm worried about...we don't actually get told what hw we hafta do and how much of it we hafta do, so I'm prolly gonna freak out every 2 minutes cos I'm not gonna know if I'm doing enough or whatever. Also...well, I'm alright at essays and stuff, but I've never actually had to write like a 2000 word essay before, a 2000 word assignment, sure, but not an essay that long...apparently it's something I'm gonna be doing alot of though....so again, I turned to Brad for advice (I gotta admit, he's pretty good at it) and he told me I gotta first do an outline, then kinda fill it out lil by lil and just go back and add stuff as I go, until it's long enough...so that doesn't sound too hard, I'll prolly fuck it up the first few times though...oh well. I'm gonna be one of about 40 000 students on that one campus, so I'm kinda worried I'm not gonna get the guidance and support I need...for some reason I seem to need alot of that, I need to know I'm doing the right thing...but apparently I just gotta talk to the lecturer and find out what kinda work I'm expected to do and how much of it and take good notes and listen and stuff and ask lots of questions...hmmm...I'm good at asking questions, I should be ok.

Hmmmm...Brad...
well...we're talking again, and we've had quite a few good conversations and he's called me a coupla times over the past 2 days, so things seem to be going alright...I'm trying not to expect too much from him though, cos I know he's busy and stuff. The other day he told me he could talk cos he didn't have anything to do that day...his version of having nothing to do is having 1 class, finishing off a couple of assignments and vb practice in the afternoon...hmmmm...if that's having nothing to do, then I can kinda understand why he's busy all the time. My version of having nothing to do is literally that...nothing. If I have nothing to do then I'm lying on the couch watching t.v all day and sleeping and MAYBE doing some housework to help my mum out and walk the dog, MAYBE.

Cleo...
Things are going really well with her, she's a good lil girl...suprisingly she likes spending alot of time outside, she'll actually walk to the back door, whine and then when I let her out she'll curl up next to the door and go to sleep..lol, tis cute. We have a kinda carport thing and then there's stone steps up to like a platform and then the back door...so I think she likes being there cos the stones are cool to lie on...it's been so hot lately, it's yucky. Then when she's done sleeping she goes and plays in her water bowl, lol...she'll literally stand with her 2 front feet in it, kinda bow and get her chest all wet and then splash all the water out with her big paws (you'd be surprised how big puppy feet are). So then, ofcourse, she's soaking wet and wants to come back inside, so she'll stand at the back door and whine and bark and yelp, I'll walk over there and yell at her for getting all wet and tell her it's her own fault and that she has to stay outide, then she kinda whines a lil more and flops down outside the backdoor and sleeps again until she's dry and I let her in, lol. We're leaving this afternoon for Canberra. again, so it'll be her first time sleeping away from home...we're gonna be sharing a cabin with Leony and Glen who have her lil sister, so she'll prolly sleep in a crate with her, so she'll be fine. Problem is, we're not supposed to have dogs inside the cabin... *shrugs* what they don't know won't hurt them. Hmmm..she's so cute, she's lying outside now, at the back door...*goes to pat her*.

well you'll do just fine at the university...won't be as hard as you think...you'll get use to it...sounds like the rest is going really well...tis good
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