Sunday. 8.19.07 10:23 pm
I have been reading books, and playing Maple Story to pass the time. If you read my past blogs you will know what I have been reading and that I have playing on my computer. I have been so addicted to the game but it has also been my anti-drug.
Why am I so depressed? Well, since my bf had his surgery, I have not been able to really spend "Quality" time with him. That is so depressing. I really look forward to the time we spend together and it has been very limited. The surgery was on his ankle so he has not been able to drive for over a month now. That makes it rough.
Normally when I am depressed, I spend a lot of money that I dont have, drink to put myself to bed, and fratenize with the wrong types of people. I have not done none of that... Well, maybe wasted my money on needless things but that is normal. I do that everyday. Even when I am happy.
I think I will listen to "the secret" on audiobook tonight.
At least when you see your boyfriend again, it'll be that much better 'cause of the wait. I learned that when my last boyfriend had surgery on his jaw and I didn't get to see him for two weeks -- but then again, I probably would've gone crazy if it were a month or more.
Try to stay away from those depressed activities, they're no good. However, I don't think you needed me to tell you that.
Thanks for everything you said on my blog, and likewise to you. I hope things start looking up soon. » Illicit
on 2007-08-19 10:38:56
I think family members are both a pain and a ..er.. what's that word? Oh right, blessing! Because when you spend too much time with them, they annoy the hell out of you and when you spend too much time away from them, you miss them hell of a lot!
Anyway, I hope your bf's ankle would heal faster, then you guys can spend more time together. Too much drinking is not good.. maybe you should try chocolates instead, it makes the body release some hormones which will make you feel better.. or that's what I've heard.
Hope everything goes well!! » Nuttz
on 2007-08-20 05:48:02
i hope u feel better soon...
i think Nuttz of trying chocolate... is a good idea... cause i used to eat chocolate when im stress or depress » jolenesiah
on 2007-08-21 12:08:39
I will check the site out again. I just hope I remember my password, lol... » Princess_00
on 2007-08-21 11:44:10
first visit to your blog, and i'm diggin' it. hope your bf gets better soon, and that you are doing better soon as well! :) » afterhours
on 2007-09-01 03:16:21
I hope things improve for you. » Bizzle_whore
on 2007-09-07 09:03:03
I'm sorry to hear about your boyfriend. But don't worry, once he's better he'll be all over you! So chin up, yeah. Always carry happiness with you. » Toowit
on 2007-09-10 08:07:12
I hope your bf recover soon aye?
Playing maple is a good thing to take your mind off things.
Drinking alone is soo.. lonely (ok duh) it's more depressing.
And kudos to you for not doing the things that will make you even more depressed.
Hope all will be good soon! =) » laziewong
on 2007-09-17 04:57:07
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