Monday. 3.19.07 2:23 am
I just received an email from my teacher with my midterm grade. It did pretty bad. I scored a 73%. That is pretty discouraging for me since I really wanted to do well. I know that I have not been able to focus or study because of my illness. I guess, I could not have asked for better. Alot of the problem has to do with my job and it being so demanding right now.
If I do well on my presentation and my paper she said I can end up with a B for my final grade. I am really discouraged right now. I dont even want to write my paper or do my presentation on wednesday. I just cant find my motivation.
I know how you feel. It's a snowball effect: doing poorly leads to a general lack of motivation. Some people don't understand it because they are the type of people that push even HARDER after knowing they did badly, and when I get the "well, that just gives you more motivation to try, right?" speech from them, I want to wring their necks. Not everyone operates like you all the time, Mary Fucking Sunshine, so take your optimistic attitude and sho--
Ah, well. I guess they have a point. I know it sucks, but we push on because we know ultimately that in the end, we would rather settle for something more. Even if it isn't quite what we wanted in the first place, it's better than the alternative. » ranor
on 2007-03-19 02:36:09
Aww.. don't worry, you'll do well for your presentation and get a B. » Nuttz
on 2007-03-19 04:45:59
hey, dont worry too much.. just focus on what you can do currently and get well soon!
on 2007-03-19 10:14:49 reverie
yeah..idk what that is... is it french? :D » heart-energy
on 2007-03-19 12:30:22
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