So I have this crazy habit of only writing when I am upset...
The problem lately has been that I have been so happy with life that I have had nothing to complain about, ergo nothing to write about.

It reminds me of the Harvey Danger song Happiness Writes White.

So why am I so happy as of late? Well...I am finally done with school. The summer isn't even half over and I miss it. So I have decided to take the classes I was too scared to take in college because I didn't want to mess up my GPA....just for fun classes. I saw a handful that I really liked.

My friends are amazing. I miss living near Courtney. But there is something awesome about living so close to the girls who know everything I have been through in my life (Alisa and Michelle).

I also stumbled into this amazing relationship without even looking for it with Warren. It's like all these pieces fell into place at the perfect time...We have been together for almost 5 months, which isn't long for me. But I feel like we have been together for so much longer. I had no idea relationships could be like this. He plays absolutely no games with us, I feel like he is always so honest, it's refreshing.

He understands that I am crazy and weird and insecure and he just goes with it. Whenever I do something that makes me feel awkward or if I get nervous he is judging me for something I said...He can see the worry on my face and the just makes me laugh and realize he isn't thinking anything bad at all..i love when I wake up and he just pulls me close and holds me for another 10 minutes before we need to get out of bed. And the silly noises he makes also make me giggle. I am determined to win a tickle fight one day soon...

One of the best nights was just sitting in his room and watching him play guitar. Some he wrote, some he just knows. It was just so great to watch him enter into his own world like that. <3

There hasn't been a single blow up fight, no yelling matches. He hasn't called me a single hurtful name...not even as a joke. Sure we have had tense moments, but they always seem to be fixed by just explaining how we felt.

I really see this lasting, I feel like we have built a really good structure over this last few months for something completely amazing.

So I doubt this will be updated often because....

happiness writes white :)

It's so nice to see you happy. :)
» Zanzibar on 2009-07-13 02:50:12

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