Looking at the post the day before,
i feel like laughing at myself and scolding myself an idiot.
looking like a clown..

How things can change in just a few days.
i can't fathom the unpredictable human heart.

it was another stupid day going to camp.
i wasn't feeling well and wanted to get an mc
but i guess it was enough.
i've taken more than enough.
i wouldn't want more problems coming my way.

While i was on the bus,
i was staring out of the window with my earpiece in my ears playing
"Rule the world",
tears unexpectedly crept to my eyes.
unknowingly i was sobbing throughout my journey.
i don't think i'm sad.
i blame it on the air condition which was practically blasting cold air into my eyes,
or maybe i was really hurting from the raw pain in my heart
i guess the more you love the person the more pain you feel.

my pain is so intense that i feel so numb
i can't differentiate the pain from the saddness inside of me.
i finally experience the word "desvastation"

what was funny was the bus was fucking full..
the only empty seat was next to me
nobody dared to sit beside me.
i guess they were scared of me. hah!

Silly people. however on further thought i think i'm the silly one.
i feel a tad of disappointment.
i can't be that special someone to share your life with,
however i still sincerely wish the both of you happiness..



this song totally describe how i feel..

Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

-------------We were just a dream.. ----------------------

hey loves,

be happy =)

tears are the reason behind every story,

i believed you will make your story more colourful after some time.

loves



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