if you don't like it go away =P
Fingers curling around the warm midsection
of this white disposible cup.
That's filled with over priced hot goodness,
helps the mind flow freely; fluidly
in the early morning chill.
Though it's summer every morning
the grass is covered in a film of dew.
It's that time in the morning where everything is quiet.
Where all the creatures of the day are in their
deepest of REM sleep.
Dreaming of dreams of what they're going to do when they get up.
Going on about their daily routine.
While I am trying to break free.
Free from this life of conformity.
wake.
shower.
work.
dinner.
sleep.
and occasionally go out with friends.
Life should never be at that point of predictabliltity.
Because once you've reached that point of
Predicability.
What's the point of laughing?
or even breathing.
It's all the same.
That is why I am here.
Sitting sipping my over priced drink
in the quietest point of the early morn.
Letting my thoughts flow freely like a stream
in the deepest woods.
hmm... blah.
haha
I have a feeling that I'm never going to forget you.
Even though we never see each other
You're always there in the back of my mind.
I want to forget.
Honestly I do,
but for some reason I am uncapable of doing so.
So I wait.
I wait for what happens next.
People tell me to forget about you and move on.
but like I said.
I can't.
I don't know why I can't.
Maybe because
you had a different affect on me.
You made me smile when I was feeling the worse.
You complimented me when I didn't do anything special.
Hell... on some mornings I didn't shower.
I don't know what it is about you
that has my heart and mind still tugging on my sleeve
to look back and never let go.
But I'll listen to what's inside me rather than what they are saying,
because being true to myself,
even when I get hurt,
is better than knowing that listening to another person opinion
can be even worse.
ahhhhhhhhhh
i don't know....
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