being stripped down to raw emotions.
writing what i feel.
reading it over and over again
not knowing you'll ever read it.
but knowing you will.
and you did.
i didn't know what to do.
you didn't know what to say.
i was in panic
as you sat there and stared....
i know you don't feel the same.
i just can't help what i feel
you know what i mean.
getting hurt won't hurt me
because i'm used to it.
everyday i wonder
pondering away the time
i just wish it didn't turn into this...
i've known you too long...
why has this happened and not before?
damnit. i'm cursed...
lock myself in a room
and keep me safe from
myself.

Christa is so cool.
» chocobopnai on 2006-02-13 12:24:17

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