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No one wins. One side just looses more slowly.
Sunday. 10.1.06 8:38 pm
Strumming my pain with her fingers
Singing my life with her words
Killing me softly with her song,
Telling my whole life with her song

" Do I look like the type to go clubbing,"
"Nope,she said with a gaze and a smile, sizing me up like Detective Stabler.

I shrug it off and lie back down on her bed. I ask that question a lot, the "\ I look like the type of (Person, Negro, man, boy, super hero) to do that? Anyway, I'm lying on her bed 'cause my dorm suite has the AC cut off, and I didn't feel like sweating that night. I saw a few friends, saw a few acquaintances, and then went to her place. Me and her, we met a few weeks back in the cafeteria and had what the science majors would call 'Chemistry.' She invited me back to her place, and for three weeks or so I chose to stay home and watch Law and Order or study instead. ( Just a week ago I skipped out on a trip to the movies in order to watch the season premier of law and order. Nothing short of the rapture or a family emergency, is taking me away from my hero Jack McCoy.)

So she's getting ready, bringing out all these outfits and asking me what goes with what, as though I had a clue, and I'm looking around her room.I ask her about the pictures on her wall, and she tells me one of 'em is her boyfriend. Two hundred miles away, and two months strong. Is that strong? I'm not sure And before Biz Markie's "Just Friends" started playing in my head, the boy calls and speaks to me for a good 2 minutes( 1 was filled with awkward pauses,) before asking for her again.

"He's a good guy..." he starts to say after awhile before moving the phone from her ear and looking at me. 'He hung up," She said with a shrug, and went back to getting dressed. I walked her downstairs and waiting with her til the ride to the club showed up, then went back to my dorm to watch The Wire. She invited me back to her place Monday night but I think we may just go to Borders or some quiet place Instead. I won't push for nothing though, as not to become "That guy,"the one who sleeps in the beds of taken women and takes girls out while their boyfriends are 200 miles away.
Besides, do I seem like the type to make a move on another man's girl? Nah.

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Hm... not really sure what to say....

How about...

» randomjunk on 2006-10-01 08:54:52

poor jon.


is the wire any good?
» of_your_mind on 2006-10-01 10:43:19

I love to write, but I wouldn't be able to live without my camera. :P
» Le_Jes on 2006-10-01 11:31:02

oh i see, heh heh i dont watch horror movies or anything--scare me to death... so i dont know what scarface is ^^;;

well, my pasta tasted nice though~ =P


» Kuri on 2006-10-02 12:31:47

oooh i seee~~ haha well it sounded like it could have been the title of a horror movie ^^;; personally i dont watch english films that much tbh... i prefer chinese martial arts series ^^;

about the apology thing, no, it wont change the stress i've felt, but my main motive is to make *her* lose face through those apologies, i personally dont give a donkey's rear if they're sincere or not, if she admits she was wrong her career will be extremely unstable. i'll note you the password to my 'Japanese Teacher' entry, you can read what she did to me if you like, but yeah, i got extremely pissed off at her, so pissed off that i was even tempted to force her to lose her job, and not just that, but i wanted to make her unemploy*able* at one point cos it's not only about my education, but a part of my future, but i'm not that harsh. =3

about this entry of yours... lol, like randomjunk, i'm not sure what to say either XD i can totally understand the whole 'bringing out all these outfits and asking me what goes with what, as though I had a clue' deal though ;) i often feel sorry for guys... XD


» Kuri on 2006-10-02 02:52:52

Just keep in mind that sometimes you don't have to make a move. For girls, sometimes all you gotta do is just be there. That's obviously more than the boyfriend is doing.

Also, my church is "southern baptist", but we don't really practice any of that. We're more about a relationship with God and others than any rules or anything like that.
» elessar257 on 2006-10-02 06:04:49

I started reading the very first line & I found myself singing it. good song.

before, i wouldn't have gotten the "detective stabler" thing, but I recently got into law&order.. i love that show!
» dis1girl on 2006-10-02 10:19:05

Platonic friends are great to have as well. Chances are, this girl has a bunch of other interesting girlfriends she can introduce you to, if you're more into the relationship type stuff.
» eXiled on 2006-10-03 04:22:51

yea... it does kinda remind U of Genesis, dosen't it?

yea it would be pretty bad 2 be that guy...
» CPKviperpheonix on 2006-10-03 10:48:54

Why thank you! I like yours as well, it's quite aesthetically pleasing!!!
» darthkaylee on 2006-10-03 11:13:34

yeah..sounds like a good idea.
but--you shouldn't shut yourself out yet.
i mean you just started college right?
you've got so many opportunities...
just keep an open mind:]]
she could be lying..?
» hellasamira on 2006-10-04 09:45:37

I miss you.

I agree with hellasmira..you've got so many opportunities.

Homecoming is next week Oct. 13 ironic eh?
» your_in_safe_mode on 2006-10-05 04:55:14

Hey, I love those songs too. I really loved This Is Not An Exit and The Last Lie I Told. It's okay, I'm pretty out of the scene as well.
» eeerreneh on 2006-10-05 05:47:53

I am totally honored. I hope you like it!!
» Zanzibar on 2006-10-06 04:03:53

hmm...im currently being chased by a guy who has a gf and he knows I am taken too. I think it isnt easy being 'the other guy'...just wait til she realises 2 mths isnt serious and she will move on to look for another guy - maybe tats when u come in ;)
» von-nation on 2006-10-06 06:05:37

about prison break - i must have missed that part. i've been really tired lately so i miss things every now and then.
» rand0m_ness on 2006-10-06 08:47:08

hmmm. i can see where you cannot have an opinion about my post because i didnt really write anything but "whomp"... or something along that line, but i appreciated that you can at least be open....lol...

» iammagic_biotch on 2006-10-07 04:09:17

Thanks for the pps
» bluetopaz on 2006-10-10 07:21:04

Geology can be really hard, not going to lie. But it's so AWESOME that it's totally worth it in every way. Seriously.
Well, heh heh, if you ever have any geology questions, that's what I'm here for. I mean, they pay me to be a TA and help people. So that's what I do. There's nothing I like talking about more than geology.
» Zanzibar on 2006-10-10 09:20:44

quiz results...
we're the same.

best wishes.
» jen on 2006-10-11 07:28:05

I'm back! Sorry for leaving.
I like the Law and Order reference at the start.
And I like your new layout.

And you don't seem like that kind of person.
And I like the tie-in at the end. You're clever.

I reckon two months is pretty strong, since they live so far away from each other...

Haha science majors. Everyone loves the science people at my school.
What do you major in?
» okidpokie on 2006-10-14 11:08:04

how interesting ur from texas. hmm.. ur like two hours from where i live.
» macyxhuynh on 2006-10-18 12:49:28



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