They'll be days like this
So, you'd better count your pennies
'Cause you might just need a wish



Past week.. I odn't remember, so I'll start with today and what I can remember about the past couple of 'em. My sister came back.. last week, from college. My dad missed her like crazy, as did my mom and my younger sister. I didn't. I thought I would, but honestly, I don't think I cared much.. or as much, as everyone else.

I've been with 'er for sixteen years. You'd think after that amount of time, you'dmiss 'em alot.. but.. nope. I'm glad she came back though. She took me to Walmart, where I was gonna' go get Samantha's present, which I couldn't find, so I got her something else I thought she'd like.

Her party is on the fourteenth.. she's been telling me about it, coaxing me to go to it, since like.. June, or maybe July. Ever since she got back from her trip.. I told her I would because it's important to her for me to be there.

Michelle told me late last night ( Or early this morning ) that hers is on the same day. Right now, the plan is to stop by Michelle's early and give 'er like, five dollars or something and then go to Samantha's. Michelle told me late.. and, ontop of that.. I.. don't know.



I called Caitlin today.
Once in the afternoon, and again a few minutes ago tonight. I remember a time when I could call that girl, speak for two hours, maybe three, and get off the phone and feel.. bittersweet.
Bitter, simply because I missed the girl like crazy. Don't get me wrong, I still miss her.. it's just alot more bearable after a year. But, those eyes of hers still haunt me when I close my own.

It was sweet, too, though, but I doubt that was why my feelings for her were so strong. Talking to most girls on the phone was sweet, but when I talked to her, it was as if I were talking to a mentor. Someone who knew more than me, and was willing to show me and teach me things that she knew and I didn't. She was the one who influenced me to take an interest in politics, and the one who told me to be more tolerant of homosexuals. I'm still against gay marriage though, and I doubt I'll ever truly be acceptive of homosexuality aslong as I've got Christ in my heart though. I've learned, and believe, that marriage is for a man and a woman to be married under God. If two homosexuals wanted to like, get married under Elvis or Oprah, then I doubt it would be such a big deal.


In multiple places, the bible talks about where God stands on homosexuals. And on liars, rapists, murderers, and people who give into lust. It's all the same sin to God, so my idea and belief is the same.. but, in multiple places the bible says that God loves all sinners, including rapists, liars, and homos.. so, yeah.


Anyway, the girl has taught me alot. I'm grateful to her for helping me mature over the past few years.. The thing is, I hate talking to her on the phone after knowing what it's like to talk to her in person. Makes me feel as though I'm being cheated out of something..



But then again.. I dunno. Maybe next year, or this winter, I'll see her. Maybe..

I hate ' maybe '.

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