I look at you smiling
Loving life, when all I know is blue
Rainy days and cold stares
Broken love affairs
Everything's beautiful as long as I ain't there


REHAB - It don't matter


Report cards came back today. My GPA on a 12 scale thing is 8.2.. which is weird because the last time I asked a counsiler woman, she told me it was a 3.2 on a 5 point scale. Needless to say, I'm a bit worried because it's so low..

On paper, my grades don't look that bad.. I had two C's, three B's and three A's. Sounds nice, right? Dunno how the thing is so low.. All I can do = try harder?

Bah. I did try, the second semester. But the three before that ( Two freshman year, first one of sophomore year ), I didn't really care that much about grades. They still don't mean the world to me.. ( Nothing really does. ), but I've got the worries of not being able to be accepted into a college.. What college, I have no clue.

All I know is that I want to go to one.. and study something that has to do with making videogames.. so, I ican make videogames since it's one of the only things that makes me happy. Everything else = a moo point.


I think it was Saturday when I talked to G-J about my future plans. I told him I wanted to become a man of the cloth when I get older, and he encouraged me.. Him and Loroz have ben the only two who did't laugh at me when I told them what I wanted to do.. might be because him and Loroz are the only cool people left. Oh, and Marli, the marinator/mybirthdaymate. ( People who shar ethe same birthday.. does that mean they're compatable or completly opposite? )


So I'm talking to Ms. Paquette about how people mature, and how most do their growing up during High school.. It hasn't been like that for me. Only thing that's changed from this year from lasthas been learning more about music, and adding alot more people to my shitlist. 'Tis a weird thing, my level at James Bowie High School. I'm well-knowned, so I can hang out with pretty much anyone during school, from the football team since I'm on it, to the musicians since I used to be one. I can go to Chinatown and talk to the yellow folk', or chill with the mexicans or arabian people and talk about Soccer. But, that's all during school.. Outside of school, I hang out with people who don't even go to Bowie, like Charles.. I thikn he spends the most time at my house out of anyone I know.

Anyway.. I think that's it for my entry today.. I was going to write about Caitlin, but.. eh. I guess I still can.

I forget sometimes, that she's not older than she looks/can act sometime. She's smart.. I used to think she was smarter than me, but when I really think about it now, no one is. I believe I think differently than most other people.. Everyone does. The one important thing that my Pre AP english teacher taught me came on the last day of school, when Sara Davis and I were talking to her.. She called us ' Gifted and Talented ' because of our behavior in the classroom.. Our interaction.

Out of the entire class, only two people would get my jokes, or understand how I looked at things, Sara and Bibin.. Bibin because he's the baddest and coolest man to ever walk James Bowie High School, and Sara because she thinks outside of the box like moi. But anyway, with Caitlin.. she's very knowledgeable(SP?) of alot of things. It used to impress me because she's young like moi, but knew somuch more.. But now, I dunno. As these last couple of years passed, the fascination has disappeared. I still love the girl, for reasons I know not, but love none the less. .. Anyway, entry = done for now.

Everyone is talented in their own way. Everyone has their own path to follow.. ~Jana
» (24.0.28.252) on 2004-06-04 12:56:18

i don't know what th ehell you wanted me to write, babydoll, but thanks a lot for being such a DICK. just playin. but for real, i think we might as well kill our "relationship" when all you can do is cry and all i can do is get high
» caitlin (205.188.117.7) on 2004-06-04 10:42:49

you're just a few steps ahead of the game, that's all. -ms. paquette
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