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ColdRush
Age. 36
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Chinese/Southeast Asian
Location Wilmington, NC
School. Univ of NC at Chapel Hill
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Hello!?
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I like to show up every once in a while to see what everyone is up to

Great to see that! my browser
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treats every blog including my own like it*s a unsafe page so finding it hard to explore around currently tho

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Hi CPK! Not a lot of people still here, but I still hang around haha.

Well, hello everyone!
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*fly by hello*

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Yeah if you just do one word sometimes that works.

I feel like the comment
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has to be really short and not have any apostrophes

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oh dear. the comment is really not working.

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I*m not sure why comments work sometimes and don*t other times... Sometimes it works if it*s just a short comment though

Known y*all for 15+ yrs!
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That*s insane. Btw how did you leave a comment???

Thursday. 8.4.05 12:24 am

August 9th will be one year since my cousin Ben's life slipped away.

I feel so alone and empty. I hate being attached to people...i hate being so emotional, irrational, passionate. I hate everything that is me. I always end up loving others more than they love me, I always end up getting hurt. People always end up leaving me. I'm cursed, jinxed.

Ugh, i hate losing my happy go lucky attitude. I must maintain it, fake it if i have to.

I need to think more with my mind, less with my heart. I need to just think less in general.

*Next morning comments*~

Ummm i think last night was crazy (all of the stuff i wrote above)! I think i was having one of those days, had some emotions to get out. But today, i'm really happy! I'm bounce back pretty quick. OK, what to do today? Somethingssss fun!!!!

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