Friday. 10.3.03 4:01 pm
so Matt didn't call right? i sent him this email:
"you're really good at making me feel like an un-important loser. thanks a fucking lot for not calling. "
At 9:45 this morning he calls me and starts talking like everything is peachy keen, when he know FULL WELL that I'm
highly upset with him. And I don't have to get up till 10, so that was kind of annoying too... So I'm like, say you're sorry. And he does and then I'm like, well I'm going to bed, talk to you later. Okay, well I just now talked to him and he was like, hey did you check your email, and I said not yet but I will. So I just did, and look what he sent.
"well Im really fucking sorry sweetheart but Im gona call you when I get off work or when you get out of school depending on the situation. And look I know you expect a call from me like every night but sometimes I can't & then you make me feel even shitier buy getting all pissy about it. You know I didnt get very upset that you were so upset this time, but you know how sometimes it makes me really mad and it just makes things harder for both of us so could we please with sugar on top not talk about it when I call you later. I love you soooooooo much & I'll talk to you later."
UNACCEPTABLE! "fucking sorry"? "getting all pissy"? "sometimes I can't call you"? first of all, never say I'm fucking sorry. That doesn't even
sound sorry! second, well, okay fine, I get pissy. But he knows that! I get pissy
every time!! And third, don't tell me you "can't" call if you were so drunk that you forgot. Just say, hey, I was so drunk I forgot. At least then you won't be lying.
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