I've never been physical. No matter how much I've wanted to. My fists curl up in my effort to be like those angry people I've read about in books. But I know the move wasn't the result of an overflow of aggressive energy. It doesn't do much for you. It doesn't relieve the tight ball of fire sizzling in your chest, creeping up your throat, clenching your teeth. I didn't need to physically restrain myself by gripping the wooden table-edge with white knuckles, not yet. I only clenched my muscles every time wondering when it was, that one day my teeth would sink into my gums or crack into dust in my mouth or break my jaw. I wonder.

And I wonder when it will be that I lose that control.

Hmm. When I'm extremely angry/upset sometimes I feel the need to kick things or, for some reason, rub the tops off of my feet, but the clenching fists thing has never done much for me either. :P
» randomjunk on 2007-09-18 04:59:43

i think it's really important that people let out their frustrations one way or another, coz it just messes them up in the end. Trust me. ;)
» frostbitten on 2007-09-18 10:18:55

I only get physical when my youngest brother gets a little too annoying. Other than that, I just curse and glare at you.
» Nuttz on 2007-09-19 02:46:10

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