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They only wish they had it this good

spring 2k9 @ sdsu

[]Healthcare Management
[]Health Communication
[]INTERNSHIP
[]RESEARCH

goals

bartending school
internship
be fit
eat healthy
SMILE MORE =)
hawai'i 2010

clark gable

I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"
And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd
I know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear
That your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?

spring 2k9 @ mesa college

[]patternmaking II
[]clothing selection
[]visual merchandising

the funny thing is...

Thursday. 12.3.09 5:28 am

i don't know why i still think about him when it's beyond obvious that he's long gone. despite that...he and i know pretty much all the same people (even though i didn't actually meet him til a lil later) for so long that time is gonna catch up with he and i.

i have all these mixed up emotions over him and i wonder why because i wasn't attracted in the first place but he ended up being a charmer, intelligent, and plain nerd. it's ridiculous that i'm thinking about him when i know that i don't come up in his thoughts but maybe i do once in awhile. this is ridiculous because i know if he didn't live so far and i saw him every now and again i'd just blow him off and get bored of him. i wish he was here because he's not. but i know if he was here i wouldn't want his attention anymore. but then maybe i do and i'm just in denial.

i mean he's a nice person and all. i'm just conflicted. how am i supposed to get to know someone i'm not even sure i want to know when they're over 500 miles away? it's all pointless right?

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