The pull that social media has over us these days is ridiculously toxic. And yet, most of us still succumb to it on a daily basis. The accessibility that it provides allows you to see things you're otherwise not supposed to see. Sure, people have the option to privatize things and block others, but not everyone does. Which is how one falls to prey on information that then later hurts them.

I guess I should have known this was a possibility, but I was holding on to more hope than I was willing to admit out loud. Hell, it's the whole reason why things didn't work out in the first place. I guess it's a good thing that I've been disconnected because I'm not sure how I would have handled finding out this information. I'd like to think I would have been okay up front, but knowing I usually get, probably not. Finding out this way means that the stab doesn't go as deep or hurt as bad. It still hurts, but I'm honestly not surprised. Why should I be?

What's funny is that I was finally feeling better until I went and discovered that. I was actually thinking about canceling my therapy appointment tomorrow because I didn't think I needed it. Guess now I have something to talk about.

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