Sometimes I feel as if my friends are slip slipping further and further away, and that I, myself, am losing my sense of gravity. Where is up, down, right, wrong? Where are they going? Where am I going? Do they feel the same way?

Mmmm. I suppose we all are alone, in a sense, because most of us are to scared to actually say what we want and wish for. Just lately I suppose, its been a little more prominent in my mind..

-sigh-

I'm looking for something more. Not really more convenient, not really always present, just something with more substantial meaning. Someone who might actually care to know me. Someone who WANTS to know the things I do, and why I do them. Someone who will think about and care for me while the world is getting warmer and we are all perishing in our own malpractice.

Someone to tell me when I'm wrong, to stand up and scream and fight with and for me, to promise me things will be alright- and to make that true, to show me new things, to be patient with me, to know that I am lying when I say 'I am fine', to let me do the things I love, to make me quit the things that are killing me, to understand when I just have to leave, to love me for me even though I know I am a hassle and not flawless, but I swear

I am the best you will never give a chance.

We want to,
we just never know how you'll take it.

If I knew earlier, I would have, and you know I still will.
» Unicornasaurus on 2008-06-19 11:12:47

Well, you have more self-esteem than me. Congratulations. :P
» randomjunk on 2008-06-20 02:42:02

He's knocking.
So, let him in already.
» middaymoon on 2008-07-24 06:03:27

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