Tuesday. 5.27.08 2:01 pm
i miss my boyfriend. and my in securities are starting to flood in. everytime i'm not with him or not talking to him.... i get a big ball of insecurities in the pit of my stomach. i feel bad but i feel like he still has feelings for his ex-boyfriend. his ex has been texting him lately and he's been talking to him... and it makes me worry. because his ex broke up with him and now he's all trying to text him and apologize and stuff. and i just start to worry that maybe i gave him the confidence to start talking to other guys and i'm just afriad that he's building back his relationship with his ex. and i really don't want that to happen. i cant even count how many times i think about it and i just feel like i want to cry... because i really do. i guess it's my insecurities. and its getting a hold of me... because i'm clingy... i know this. and not very many people like clingy people so i normally dont tell people that i'm clingy... but thats the case with me. i really like him... so i get clingy, and after all the good times and he goes away... i start to think about the negative stuff. but when he calls me... he it makes my day soooo much brighter and i love it. my heart begins to flutter and i just... i don't know. i very much am in love with him. and i've done so much to build this relationship with him and i don't wanna let it go. right now... he's my everything... but i don't know how long it will last before his ex gets to him.... or my insecurities get a hold of me and i just break down. i don't know why i feel like this. but i know that if his ex DOES try to get back with him... WOOOOOOO there'll be blood on the floor and it sure as hell wont be mine. im willing to fight for my man.
NuTang is the first web site to implement PPGY Technology. This page was generated in 0.004seconds.
|All content © Copyright 2003-2047 NuTang.com and respective members. Contact us at NuTang[AT]gmail.com.|