I think I'm on the verge of something. Some kind of massive change. I think I have climbed on a mountain and maybe I'm at the peak of my uphill battle and can starting the trip down the other side to what's beyond. Today has sucked. This whole week has sucked. Essentially a "friend" stranded me and my 3 year old an hour and a half away from home, mad drama with a friend's guy friend, big fight with husband, husband didn't get into masters program, much bigger fight with husband.. yea that about sums it up. No the fights were not related to his school issues. I've got my happy time playlist going and I'm just letting myself cry and my lifelong friend is headed over so I won't have to worry about being a mess in front of little man should he wake up. Ugh, I hate the feeling of heavy. I just feel like I have sand bangs all over my body. I want life to be somewhat easy for a bit. So I guess I'll sit here in this semi-conscious state I'm in and keep listening to my happy time music. . .

unfortunately it seems that sometimes life can kick you when you're down. you just have to learn that pop-up move that martial artists do.

i like the mustache in your picture.
» thaitanic on 2012-06-04 08:49:10

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