You know what?

It's April.

It's my birthday month. It's the month our town celebrates spring with a bunch of cool activities.

It's time to cheer the hell up!

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Today was horrible! It seems like everyone was irritable but me... Well, not everyone. I just got into a couple arguments--one because my mum hadn't completely woken up, and she's not one of those people who can wake up and go right into business.

So she got overwhelmed in my general direction.

An hour later, I just had to get out of the house. I called Steigen, no answer. It was just to see if she wanted to tag along, because I'd wanted company. Once I got out there, though, I realized I really didn't. I liked the freedom of not having to tell anyone where I was going.

So I stayed out for an hour and a half, driving and stopping. I considered getting on the interstate with a GPS and just heading back after getting...somewhere. I wasn't sure where.

But I didn't. -sigh-

When I got home, I ate dinner, did a chore for Mum, and ran upstairs.

After a couple more hours, I put up a status about wanting a hug, and this guy I've sort of been talking to popped up on IM. He'd just gotten maybed for his college of choice, so we exchanged e-hugs and talked for almost an hour, which was nice. It certainly took MY mind off of things.

And that's why I got all chipper! I didn't have to think about this headache.

...And now I do!

-morbid ending-

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Some people dig the whole Ignorance is bliss deal--you know; if I don't know, it won't affect me. Which is fine.

But I like to just know. I like to actively seek to fix problems as they arise, because I always hate when the problems don't fix themselves. I'm not one to drop something, and that bothers some people.

-sigh- A lot of people, heh.

So it's challenge, learning to bridle that.

HOWEVER, I want people to put trust in me, so I've gotta figure out where I stand on some stuff.

...Because I love all my friends so much. And I REALLY miss some. That's all that matters, right now, to me.

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