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So when I start to see some face in neon dreams
engulfed in fantasies, the world seems more inviting
A few words
"When we describe the Moon as dead, we are describing the deadness in ourselves. When we find space so hideously void, we are describing our own unbearable emptiness."
~ D.H. Lawrence

"Is the meaning of life defined by its duration? Or does life have a purpose so large that it doesn't have to be prolonged at any cost to preserve its meaning?"

"Living is not good, but living well. The wise man, therefore, lives as well as he should, not as long as he can... He will always think of life in terms of quality not quantity... Dying early or late is of no relevance, dying well or ill is... even if it is true that while there is life there is hope, life is not to be bought at any cost."
~ Seneca

"People will tell you nothing matters, the whole world's about to end soon anyway. Those people are looking at life the wrong way. I mean, things don't need to last forever to be perfect."
~ Daydream Nation

"All Bette's stories have happy endings. That's because she knows where to stop. She's realized the real problem with stories-- if you keep them going long enough, they always end in death."
~ The Sandman: Preludes & Nocturnes

"The road now stretched across open country, and it occurred to me - not by way of protest, not as a symbol, or anything like that, but merely as a novel experience - that since I had disregarded all laws of humanity, I might as well disregard the rules of traffic. So I crossed to the left side of the highway and checked the feeling, and the feeling was good. It was a pleasant diaphragmal melting, with elements of diffused tactility, all this enhanced by the thought that nothing could be nearer to the elimination of basic physical laws than deliberately driving on the wrong site of the road."
~ Vladimir Nabokov, Lolita

"It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend."
~ William Blake
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Going to sleep... soon...
Wednesday, April 15, 2015
"Sea of Tears" by The Goldebriars.

I might have posted this song before, but I don't remember. It came up on Pandora and I'm rather fond of it.

Sailing on a sea of tears
Alone and feeling kind of blue without you
So I'll be sailing far away, far away to stay
To stay and cry and try and try to find someone
Who maybe will be fun again
Or maybe find a friend who's true
And so I'm sailing on a sea of tears
And and blue because of you
Can't you see that I am sailing on and on
The night turns into dawn, and day is gone
And dusk goes on, and on and on, I search for someone
Just like you, but that's the worst thing I could do
Because I'm sailing...
Sailing on a sea of tears
Alone and feeling kind of blue without you
So I'll be sailing far away, far away to stay
To stay and cry and try and try to find someone
Who maybe will be fun again
Or maybe find a friend who's true...


Here's a happier song for contrast.

"How Can I Be Down" by The Yellow Balloon.


Life was just a downer till now, then you came along and oh wow

---

It's 2 AM. :( I didn't mean to stay up this late but I got sidetracked talking to my friend. We were wondering how much each of us has said in our conversations and he wrote a script to find out. Turns out he's got a good thousand words (and then some) on me. I was surprised to find that out, but it's interesting to know.

WHY DO ALL THE INTERESTING CONVERSATIONS HAPPEN SO LATE AT NIGHT? D:

We have been talking about dreams and memories and subjective experience and stuff and I wish I wasn't so tired and that I didn't have to do stuff tomorrow.

---Edit---

Have I mentioned this song before? I can't remember at all. I hated that other popular song by Florence and the Machine, but "What Kind of Man" is nice.

The VEVO version is the only one on Youtube that didn't have the audio altered... The actual song doesn't even start until almost two minutes in.

And with one kiss, you inspired a fire of devotion
That lasted twenty years
What kind of man loves like this?

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Makeup and blah [2P]
Sunday, April 12, 2015
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LIC, LIB
Tuesday, April 7, 2015
"Absolutely Cuckoo" by The Magnetic Fields.


I don't remember posting this song before. I've listened to it a lot.

Earlier I watched this and something about it struck me.

"On S'Embrasse?"


Sometimes trying to smile is much harder than keeping a neutral face.

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I played a little game called We Might As Well Die tonight. It wasn't very long or even particularly good, but it mentioned a book called Bright Lights, Glass Houses by Ashton Raze, and I got curious and looked it up. Turns out it's free on Amazon, so I read a bit of it. It's a collection of short stories, so just up my alley, I guess.

One of the stories is called "The Last Voice You'll Ever Hear" and I kind of liked it. It's about someone who stalks girls and then sedates them in their apartments and makes them choose between living and dying. Somewhat interesting premise. I'm not sure what the ending is about, though. It's only a few pages, so maybe I'll see if anybody I know wants to read it and talk about it with me. That seems like it'd be nice.

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This game, pacapong, looks a bit interesting too. Need to find someone to play with...

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Yesterday things [2P]
Sunday, April 5, 2015
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People who can't read
Thursday, April 2, 2015
So I had this... "exchange"... on OKC:

Random guy: Hey what's up
Me: Sorry, I'm not interested.
Random guy: Nothing much
Random guy (over a week later): Hey what's up

I'm not really sure if this guy just can't take a hint or can't read or what, but I have absolutely no idea how "Sorry, I'm not interested" could be interpreted as "What's up with you?" or something similar.

Anyway. Plans with my friend are solidifying! We're going to go to a trampoline park, not sure what else we'll do.

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I had a dream that was kind of upsetting and made me wish my boyfriend was next to me when I woke up, but eh, nothing to be done about it. At least the feeling went away after awhile.

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Aw yeah, friendstuffs
Monday, March 30, 2015
I'm going to hang out with that guy I mentioned in a previous entry! We have not worked out 100% of the details yet but it's pretty exciting that we're in the planning stages. Things have been going well in our conversations, which is cool.

I've been having a nice time with my boyfriend this break too. We got a large pizza yesterday and I think that between today and yesterday, he has eaten more than half of it, but that's probably for the best. He wants to gain weight so he can get buff. I just want to stay slim, so I shouldn't be stuffing my face with pizza. :P Or at least, not too much pizza, I guess. Food food food. We also got Godiva soft serve, which as I may have mentioned, is super delicious. Mmm junk food.

On Saturday we were out for lunch and we saw this round old white guy who had a major amount of swagger when he walked. I wish I could have taken a video. Other than the walk, the guy looked like he could be a business exec in like, maybe the 80s.

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One more term [2P]
Thursday, March 26, 2015
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Stuck in the shade
Tuesday, March 24, 2015
"Happy Idiot" by TV on the Radio.


This song reminds me of how I felt about happy people when I was a teenager. I thought they must just be stupid or ignorant, because there was obviously too much bad in the world to be happy if you actually knew about it or understood it.

It's a bit strange, I guess, to think about that now. The world hasn't gotten better since I had that attitude-- if anything, maybe it's gotten worse-- but I feel a lot more positive about it regardless.

I'm looking forward to being done with this week and finals. Gonna hang out with my boyfriend for a few days, maybe we'll do something fun together. Or just... play video games and cuddle. Who knows. He said he has a surprise for me. :3

That guy I started talking to wasn't on tonight, but I'm hoping we'll get to chat again soon. I'd like to talk to him about a part of his profile... Something he put in his "I spend a lot of time thinking about" section that I think a lot about too. I'm sure there are other people who think about it, but I've never seen it on someone else's profile before. Recently I've been browsing profiles and have seen some things that I really relate to, and it makes me wonder if I should make my profile less vague. Perhaps I would attract more like-minded people if I actually said things on it... Talking about oneself is hard, though.

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