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number of kind souls~
yeah its moi..

Fat ugly ger called*Jacqueline* aka *Xinyi*

U can find her in the *Eastern part of Spore*

Landed on *18th March 1985* with a smile => not a cry!

Graduated from *Red Swastika & Maha Bodhi Primary Sch*
*Manjusri Secondary Sch*

Currently still at *Singapore Polytechnic* => she cant wait to graduate!

Working as *Part-time Beauty Consultant*

Achieving a *Diploma in Biz Admin (Major in Mktg)*

Aspire to...
obtain a
*Degree in Biz Mgmt* or *Social Science*

work in *Hotel Industry*Food & Beverage Industry*Schools* (being a teacher was her childhood dream, but mayb not now..)

Finally..have *Her driving licence* {wahahah}

Happily attached to *Her bunch of sch & work frenz, & of cuz her family*

Loves to *take photo*daydream *& Picture how her future will be like* =>I'm a Pisces you see!*bio-ing at branded products* buy diff kind of watches*

Will love to *get married at de age of 23*design my own house*have many kids-preferably 4* (hehehe)

Favourite singers *Trademark*U2*Five For Fighting*Matchbox Twenty*Elva*
*Cyndi*Fish Leong*Red Hot Chilli Peppers*SimplyRed
*Firehouse*Sixpence*Air Supply*Avril Lavigue*Tatu*Linkin
Park*FIR*Sammi*Joey Yung*

Favourite movies
*How to lose a guy in 10 days*Shrek 2*Looney Tunes*
*A walk to remember*Finding Nemo*Prince & Me*Taxi*

Favourite food
*Durian*Potato*Strawberry*Mango*Most noodles (not rice pls!)*Fish*Vegetables*Jackfruit*Soursop*

Favourite drink
*Grass Jelly*Lemon tea*Green Tea*Apple Tea* Aloe Vera*Sugarcane*Soyabean*Peach Tea*Passion fruit*Gin Tonic*Vodka* (no Coke for me pls!)

Dream car
Nissan March

@wants to be [email protected]
@wld love to cook for her future [email protected]
@can be [email protected]
@cries [email protected]
@believes in fate & [email protected]
@loves tube [email protected]
@likes to [email protected]
@loves [email protected]
@used to [email protected]
@drinks but do not [email protected]
@shop, shop & [email protected]
@loves Winnie the Pooh [email protected]
@hang ard at clubs & [email protected]
@plays pool but not [email protected]
@treasure all her love ones tho she may not show [email protected]
@dislikes liars, backstabbers, cheaters, insincere [email protected]

Friendster: [email protected]
MSN: [email protected]

^Her msg to everyone^- Life is short, enjoy while you can, and treasure all ya love ones! May ya life be filled with excitement, blended with happiness! Rem to smile, cos de world will SMiLe with you (at least i will..)! -
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~Wish List~

- 60 Christmas cards
- Glitter pen
- refil for 2005 organizer
- CD Rack
- SMOMA CD featuring jazz music
- FIR's album
- Shiseido eyebrow shadow
- H20 eye purification
- Crumbler
- belt
- Adidas cap
- Lancome eyebrow pencil
- Maybelline's new lipstick colour
- Esprit brown leather watch
- Breil watch (blue)
- CK new range oval watch
- Shiseido concealer
- Black pants for work
- Michael Negrin necklace (with Enamel Rose)
- Casio Baby G (pink)
- Black covered shoes for work
- Tony & Tina Herbal Glitter Eye Pencil
- Gucci "Envy Me" Perfume
- Shiseido eyeshadow (Jewel on Veil)
- Victoria Secrets Gift Certificates
- Cross Necklace
- Recipe book
- Loreal Studio Line Mega Fixing Spray
- Eyefrost Eyeshadow from Red Earth
- Chanel Precision Eye Definer
- Jelly Pure Eyes P-2 & Styling Rouge Lipstick (from Kanebo)
- Denim Corset from Sisley
- Georg Jensen ring
- Burberry bag
- LV pouch
- Nokia 7200 Black cover
- Urban & Co Membership Card
- MTM VIP Card
- Fitness FIrst Membership Card
- Jitterbugs Membership Card
- IPod Mini
- Mambo dress tube
- Lver tube top
- jade necklace

~Courses learnt/learning~

- Yoga
- Pilates
-Japanese language
- Belly Dancing
- Exotic Dance
- Salsa
- Piano

~CHILL...cool webbie:~

- Victoria Secrets
- Guess
- French Connection
- Zara
- Esprit
- Gucci
- Burberry
- Ralph Lauren
- Georg Jensen
- Tommy Hilfiger
- Christian Dior
- Charles & Keith
- Lancome
- Estee Lauder
- Bobbi Brown
- workout
- Forever 21
- Levis
- Funny T-shirts Design
- Delias shopping
- DrJays shopping
- FredFlare shopping
- Cosmetic shopping
- Bath and Shower shopping
- Estrella shopping
- Kawaii-neh
- Lip gloss shopping
- Roxy
- Nike
- Adidas
- FleshImp
- bikinis
- splash hawaii
- Women's Secret
- The Life Shop
- PinkPeony
- Rouge online
- Urban Nymph
- Luxe Ideas
- Mavrik Jewelry
- Suzz
- Purple Anemone
- Wynhost
- Bohemian butterfly
- Junk Funk Munk
- RoseOfAsia
- FieJapan
- Singapore Bikes
- Chain of Beads
- Revolve Clothing
- Cocoon Dreams
- Abercrombie & Fitch
Impt Dates..
6th - Lihe
7th - John
12th - BTBM Test
14th - MMIT Test
17th - TTP Test
19th - Poly 50
20th - IAF Test
21st - Werner
23rd - Father
27th - Wilson
28th - UCCD CA1 Submission, BD BSG Test
31st - Vivian

4th - Angeline, BD Phase 3 & MMIT Part 1 Submission
8th & 9th - CNY
14th - Valentines Day
16th - LayKuan, Wenna
18th - BTBM CA2 Submission
23rd - Jonathan
24th - BTBM Presentation
25th - BD Executive Summary
28th - Mummy, Vikki, Suria

2nd - UCCD Presentation
3rd - IAF CA2
4th - Cindee, UCCD CA2 Submission
7th - TTP Presentation
10th - Jennifer
11th - Stella
17th - Dennis
18th - Me, MMIT Presentation
19th - BD Final Presentation
24th - BD BSG Report Submission
27th - Shufen
29th - UCCD Written Test

1st - Bridget
3rd - MMIT Open Book Test
5th - Sister
6th - Niki
9th - Shawn
10th - Terence
14th - Doris

7th - Sujuan
15th - Yuwen
16th - Wynn
17th - Joyce
24th - Brother
28th - Laiman

16th - Xiaoyi
27th - Jieshan

14th - Bryan
29th - Cuijuan


7th - Xiuwen
15th - Sharrel
19th - Cindy, Terenz
27th - Huiping

2nd - Xintian
6th - Minyee
11th - Roanna
13th - Yeow Tuck
17th - Jiayun
28th - Nicholas
29th - Gabriel

3rd - Yingyun
8th - Weilin
10th - Eugene
11th - Samantha
13th - Lynette
17th - Novem
21st - Lynn
29th - Kelly

1st- James
15th - Qiwen
19th - Peilin, Tingfeng
25th - Selina
27th - Maybelline, Peiling
28th - Suryanty
31st - Tricia, Claryn
my inspiration..
Entry 1
Life is like a rollercoaster
Sometimes feeling at the top
Sometimes feeling at the bottom
Really happy to be with you
I love to see u laugh, see you smile
Life is full of ups and downs
Sorrow and happiness
Being with u had made my life splendid
just wanna tell the whole world
you are the greatest!

Entry 2
Dun leave me for you friend
for i'll never leave you
for my friend

Entry 3
Sleeping under your arms
is all i wanna do tonight...
the warmth...
the security...
is really priceless!

Entry 4
Somedays, some nights
I just cant stop thinking of you
Somedays, sometime
I just cant stop missing you
And every minute, every second
I jus cant stop loving you!

Entry 5
that's my character
that's my hair
thats my life

Entry 6
In my mind
there is only one word to describe you
In my life
there is only one person who tries hard
to make me happy
In my heart
there is only one SPECIAL YOU

Entry 7
It was you
who made me grow
It was you
who made me learn
It was you
who made me strong
It was you, my dear
who made me what I am today!

Entry 8
My life is not interesting
without ur hugz
My life is not interesting
without ur kisses
My like is not interesting
without ur lurve
I wanna make ur life interesting
so i am giving you
my love by my

Entry 9
My tears just flowed naturally
dun ask me why
coz i am not sure myself
many thoughts just came to my mind
Dun try to make me happy
cos i know its all a lie
dun try to make me smile
cos i jus dun wanna try
all i wanna do is CRY

Entry 10
Made many mistakes
in this life i undertake
there is no turnng back
the crack is always there

Entry 11
Had a sudden urge of going
back to school
Being with my frenz who are
so-called cool
Looking at some guyz simply
make me drool!

Entry 12
Born into this world
as a healthy ger
Like everyone else
I'd a love of my life
My only wish
was to be his wife
but fated as it might be
our luv couldnt withsatnd time
Thursday. 12.2.04 9:55 am
yesterday was pretty fun other than de funny convo i had wif tis agent of mine. lol. he called me regarding de lancome job. i jus answered n said 'hello', den he was like "wah, y u sooo gentle? u tok until lidat, my heart melt leh. now so few gers like u liao". i faint on de spot. wad was he trying to do?? lol.

met up wif wil n gab @ PS, togeda wif wil's fren. slack @ de Starbucks, which erm wil din even noe there was one at PS. lolx. ordered tis 'Mocha Rhumba' which created some commotion. haha. i got introduced to tis drink by babe. i din noe of its existence initially too. lolx. alvin came after tt, after his bd discussion. hmm. anyway, we walked down fr PS, de guys left to play pool at Cine, while i walked further down to Taka to mit darling viv.

she had a haircut appt @ bugis Monsoon, so i met her after tt. we had lunch+dinner at de foodcourt n was so pissed off we tis couple. our seats were de 4-pple kind. we wen to order our food, n came back finding a couple sitting at our place. dey saw us, stil diao us. i mean, its not wrong sitting there, but its basic courtesy to at least ask if de seat is taken or wad, n not jus simply sit there, act like nth happen, as if u were de one hu found de seat.

waited for viv's fren, kelly to join us after tt. dey had dinner @ Mos Burger. i was too full to hav anythg. as usual. lol. coincidentally, my fren ask me if i can b his hair model again. i din mind. i brought dem along too. haha i wen there, everyone laugh at my fren. dey were like "wah, u best liao lo, use back de same model neh" i jus kept smiling. lol. sometimes go there also very de stress. there's tis 2 guys, one in white, one in black, i tink dey quite high post. de black one like got attitude lidat. de other time, he also show one 'seh'.

anyway, my fren Jordan din even tel me wad he's gonna do to my hair! lolx..i trusted him! haha. heng wasnt tt bad la. i tout wad he gonna do to my hair..cos got all those rollers again..lol. i tink he'll soon get irritated wif my hair. cos too much layering liao. everytime see him blow dry, always damn jialat. my hair fly here n there. lol. tis time rd, my hair had a little bit of curl.

de guy in black surprisingly said i look much better tis time. lol. wasnt expecting any gd comments fr him actually. haha. de guy in white was quite impress, n i actually managed to help my fren! buahahah...he gt promoted. lol. viv's hair also not bad, but she din reali like de curls. mayb cos de ger did for her a diff style. somehow diff fr mine. but i tout it wasnt tt bad. :) anyway its not permanent ger, dun worrie.

by den was already close to 9, so we decided to tk cab to Zouk, instead of de original plan, bus. sian. de taxi stand was so damn bloody long. reached there ard 930. tout there wld b quite a bit of queue, but there wasnt! woohoo! everyone was jus in grps, crowding outside, but no one was queuing. lol.

was deciding between zouk n phuture. ended up in phuture. haha. music better mah. found a not-bad seat den ordered our drinks. viv n i shared de long island tea, while kelly ordered de shirley temple. die. i tink i too long nv drink alcohol liao. de long island tea made me damn seh. its super-duper high. i dunno wad was i doin man. i tink i even send some msgs, dunno saying wad, to ppl whom i cant even rem now. lol. i jus hope i nv send funny msgs. -.-

viv's fren, lindy came after tt. she's darn friendly lo. ger, i stil sober enuf to noe tt i saw her ok! lol.. tink we left bout 1 or 2..cos kelly had to leave. she hafta work man. apparently, both of dem were like holding me throughout, afraid tt i fall. lol. viv sae i nv walk straight. or dunno wad. lol. den dey kp laughing at me. sae i pretend to b sober. wa lau, im only half drunk lo. head a bit spinning nia. lol.

we send kelly off den viv n i walked down...aimlessly. lol. wanted to head to alley bar but argh, bout to close liao. was tinkin of devils bar also. ahem. cos i was wonderin if J wld b there. lol. he mite b celebrating is bdae there ma. haha. but i din lah.. so erm, yah we wen Checkers. haha. not as many ppl as i expect. we ordered de hot milo. viv a bit tired liao. we actually slept there..lol..until 3plus. haha. i was quite awake after tt. but viv stil looks like she wanna slp. she kp saying she miss her bed. hehe. so became my turn to tk care of her. lol. we walked down to dunno wad hotel to use de washroom..den continued our way to PS..lol..den further up..n decided to stay at de 'Banquet' near de Raffles Hotel i tink.

i din noe dey dun close so early. took a short nap there. haha. til 5am. my stomach was seriously unconfortable liao. feel like puking but cant vomit. argh. i tried to grab sth hot fr 7-eleven, but no use. hai. we walked all de way down to Suntec after tt. tinkin of takin bus70..but we saw 36, n decided to tk tt instead. lol. de bus headed to parkway n fr there we took 135 back home. i felt so awake. i dunno y. lol. got hm ard 630. din slp well. woke up 2 hrs ltr, here i am. im drinkin hot tea to 'cure' my stomach, but it doesnt seem to b workin. argh fark. ger u ok ma? hmm.

ltr stil meeting yingyun in de noon. ooh, how am i gg to go out lidat? stomach, pls dun b notti! argh.

pics wil b loaded ltr wen viv gets up. lol.. tonnes of pic i tink. pardon us. lol. ger, i enjoyed myself man! hope u did too! tk care! =)

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not a bad dae!
Tuesday. 11.30.04 11:07 pm
its J's bdae in 1 more hr..hai sian.

wen out early in de morn for training todae. tout i wun b able to find de plc so left 1 hr early. heh. surprisingly, i din had to tk a cab! yea, money saved! lolx. i jus printed de map wif me. haha. im after all quite gd wif directions huh? boo! anyway, wen i gt there, i found de plc so familiar, n i realise tt i came here b4!

last yr, came wif tricia n niki for some olay job. to promote de olay total effects. so qiao rite! its called event gurus. but tis time im under a different person. 4get name liao. lol. tis time under 'Raj'. den he told me Serene also did de total effects olay thingy. haha shld hav known her tt time man! lolx. anyway, tis time rd de job, promoting hair care product, is introduced by Serene. thanx babe! de pay not bad leh. i told angel babe bout tis too. n she can work! ooh. cool man.

training wasnt too bad. learn those product info n stuff. look like i gotta study next wk liao. lolx. ltr tel customer wrongly. haha.

anyway, after tt wen town to mit viv. long time since we met liao! ever since our holidae trip! lolx. had lunch at de taka food court, den i was kena conned by de yong tau fu stall! sian!! hai~

head to Tangs to get de sugarcane cos viv had craving for it! lols. there goes my teh-ping. haha. walked down to Pacific Plaza cos viv claim tt de Adidas shop there very big, n it isnt lor! at least to me lah. it was raining somemore. grrr.

wen back taka to walk cos finding a shelter place ma. sian. orchard also boring. hai. shop at heerens awhile cos was lookin for bdae present ma. din find any nice one. so we decided to go Bugis.

finally found a sleeveless shirt for my fren. tink can suit her ba. was walkin ard Edge, n erm, yah i saw tis tube, which i ended up buying la. i realise tt my guy frens dun like gers to wear tube. i dunno y. but i like lo. lolx.

was exiting Edge, den i saw...Ying yun!!! sista!! haha darn happie to c her man. been sooooo long! mayb even more than 1 yr?? she nv change at all, stil so sweet n slim! like my small sister. lolx. tok to her for awhile den she was tellin me de other dae on msn, i was actually tokin to her cousin cos she wasnt at de com! den i was like, omg!!! wad did we tok bout??!!

rem i told her she's somehow related to my family? her cousin noe my cousin also! den her cousin was tellin her" i c ur fren not bad lookin den i tok to her lo". lolx. den yy said" err tt is mingli's cousin lor" mingli is my cousin. haha. den he was like" huh? he got such pretty cousin nv intro me!!" *faint* i gonna mit her on thurs! yeah! hafta catch up a lot man!

viv's fren, kelly, came to mit us after tt. so qiao! lihe noes her also! aiyoh, de world too small la. n she noes jasmine also. in her click somemore. lol. we had dinner at Macdonals all thanx to vivian!!! she la..wan to buy dunno wad de incredible hp thingy..we buy our meals liao, den de cashier told her no more le. or dunno wad la. bottomline is, she couldnt get it lor. sian. ger, i din wan to eat fast food one lor! grrr...

sat there tok cok. den viv saw tis Monsoon hair salon. tis ger..she wan to change her hairstyle..lolx. was tokin to de hair stylist, den she told me de curls i had is for setting. those one-time setting. called dunno wad spa perm. cost freakin 200+!! sian leh. viv gonna cut her hair tml..ooh, new look liao!!

anyway, we're gg zouk tml! lolx. but sian leh. my leg lidat..hai. sry man viv, cant dance. if nt my leg gonna scream liao. tink i made it worse my running for bus jus now. n i hurt it while bathing. fark. so i jus gotta sit down there n drink liao la. go n bio guys. lolx.

picture time!! :

tis is de cute ger i met in bangkok! see wen fate bring us togeda again. :)

i bought coffee for my father to try! see if its de same as sg! cos it cost cheaper ma..

de slipper i bought there..for hmm, 4 bucks? lolx. mum stil sae expensive..-.-"

tis is de hanging coaster tt i took last tt made me felt like vomiting! heng, i took it last! if nt gone case liao!

heh heh now pics of me, wearing my Adidas hat. lolx..

more pics jus in awhile! viv, quick send me! lolx..

1mth after de poll haf been put up. results here:

10% "yes, im better than her in any aspects"
10% "yes, i wanna giv it a try"
10% "yes, i'll definitely win this"
20% "no, its too dangerous"
0% "no, it'll spoil my reputation and image"
50% "no, i'm afraid it'll end de frenship"

new poll done! vote kae!

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Monday. 11.29.04 11:44 pm
zoukout on 4dec! tis saturdae! sian. tink i hafta work..hai.

met Ro jus now..at erm, Parkway (yes, i noe again..) for dinner. had my carrot+pineapple juice, under de influence fr my mummy..lol..had a gd chat as usual. seems like we r gg thru de same situation. both of us initiate..end up like machiam nth happen. sibei sian.

but Ro said" errm, i tink u r worse off than me". oh well. i tink so too. hai. thigns aint gg well. den we pop by MPH..Ro decided to flip thru magazine to check out our horoscope. seems like for all de mags, my horoscope said, "to go for it", "dun give up", "sth will work out". dunno how true man.. got those dates for gd luck also la..but cant reali rem.

am i having weird guy frenz? mayb some..not all hor..no offence..lolx..those normal one, pls stay normal..buahaha...

Case 1
'A' told me tt he heard tt sp's food not bad. i told him i not sure which one he referring to. den he reply" haha i also noe. one look i noe u r those eat outside sch type one liao"

Ok lor! if tts how u see me..*sian* nvm..

Case 2
unknown person added me on MSN. he sae hi, so i ask him hu he is. he reply "someone tt u dunno lor, i saw u on friendster". den he kp laughing at me cos i dunno hu he is (i tout some1 playin prank on me). so i said" tis is not funny lor". den...he sae i am fierce! wtf..seriously no comments.. u dun wan to tel me hu u r, den u wanna comment on me..fine.. :(

den i jus wen to de washroom, so i replied a little late, he ended up sending me so many msgs! he was like "eh u very busy on msn ar?" wa lau..*faint* he sae i look like barbie doll. if tts a compliment..ok nvm. he continued" next time ur kid very xin fu. no nid to buy doll. see u can le. den if tv gt any ming xing lian, u can tk part for barbie doll". *arghhh* speechless!!

Case 3
i nv sae bye-bye to my fren! he sae i wen off wifout telling him. den commented tt everytime chat halfway, i'll be gone. wa lau, guys so impatient n sensitive nowadaes? den assumed tt im nt in a gd mood (cos i wasnt being tt friendly). actually, im perfectly fine! but cos of all these weird stuff, its quite irritating man.

Case 4
'B' ask me out many times, but i told him tt i aint free. he sae im avoiding him n dun wanna make frens wif him! wah sian!

everythg is so weird!! or mayb tis is natural..must ask de normal guys..lolx..

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Monday. 11.29.04 4:11 pm
im sooo bored! stupid viv, sae she tired, so im officially free for date..lolx.. heng i found company liao..haha..ltr den go prepare..

was tokin to J in de afternoon. hah de longest convo we had! but jus general topic..lol.

stil got time, so here r some pics. wad ya wanna c first? food?

their tom yam soup! its not tt hot man! but very red!!

de yummy sharks fin!!

tis is de pattaya beach..only manage to capture tis shot while de bus was moving..

my cutie brother and me..on de bus..

being bo liao, takin pic in de hotel toilet..lalala..

sigh. hafta tie up my hair wen i work. see how ugly i'll be..shit. can i dun tie? hmph.

i miss my long hair!!

de bruise i had! tis is only a portion of it! lolx. it looks clearer on my fone tho.

tis is de card i designed halfway. *hard work* it looks simple, but im not an art person la. so to me, very tough liao. lol. 4got to tk de finished product.

de black shoe i bought yesterday for work..

refilling my cosmetics! lolx..

see, i bought de stuff for curling hair! i intend to DIY! buahaha...i hope i dun make a mess out of everythg man!

i was so bored tt i did my nails yest! lolx..

i'll b back wif more pics tml or wed. stay tuned! lolx.

sry for de big sized pics man. was to lazy to resize. gotta go prepare liao!

*my com can listen to music liao!! yeah!!*

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faulty MSN!
Sunday. 11.28.04 8:09 pm
my MSN is weird! argh. every nite, wen i turn off de com, it will auto restart n my MSN will automatically sign in. i cant simply switch off de main supply, cos it wil mean = improper shut down, and my sis's com is dependent on de main supply also. bcos of tt, i tout mayb, i dun switch off de com, i jus sign out wenever im nt ard.

n omg! no use! today i sign out, leaving de com on, i got home, n saw so many msg pop-ups. argh. how de hell did it sign in itself wen i already sign out? sick man. tts y sometimes ppls msg me, i nv reply. not bcos im dao k! sometimes, im not even there! sian. surprisngly today, wen i saw all de msg pop-ups, one of dem happen to b J! lolx.. he msg me at 1.23pm..and wtf, i left hse at 1.15pm! crap. is tis how 'fateless' we are? sigh. now he's offline..sob sob..

Sunday, as usual..a family dae. lolx. suppose to mit Peiling for lunch but was cancelled last min. wen out wif my family to Parkway. dine at Jack's Place cos mummy had 20 bucks voucher. de deal's gd! 4 ppl, we only pais 21 bucks, and stil can get Mango Mousse cake for free! cos mummy has de membership..buhaha..

wen shopping after tt. bought hell lots of stuff. haha. many wil be strike off fr my shopping list liao. but i stil cant get my Shiseido cosmetics. funny leh..de ger told me their product range is different fr those i c in Orchard..grrr. most imptly, i wen to get a black shoe. for my work. if darling viv comes online ltr, den i'll post up de pic. haha, cos i nid her to help me upload. viv, r u back? :P

parents wanted to hav kopi @ Yakun but it was full hse. cos raining ma. everyone rotting there. dun wan to let their ass off de chair. so we headed to Delifrance instead, den took a cab back.

hmm. was chatting wif tis guy, hu doesnt even reali 'noe' me. n he has been saying he miss me..tt i catch his heart..blah blah..it feels weird..he wanted to cor me, but i rejected. den he was like:" we noe each other for quite awhile liao, cannot tok on de fone meh? " hah. does time determine tis? mayb jus dun hav de feelin ba. i told him its weird. den he " hmm very weird meh? u pretty mah. n nice also. n got de feelin lor. " tis sentence even more weird! jus based on being pretty? crap. i cant believe it.

sometimes, wen u hav de 'chemistry', even if u noe de person for only 1 wk or so, u wld most prolly end up chatting on de fone liao. sigh. too bad, i haven done tt wif J. *sob sob*

i jus read my horoscope for tml, it says:

Someone you're quite fond of will make a tender revelation -- the kind you'll be only too happy to reciprocate. You may need to keep this thing under wraps for a while, though. Shh!

hmm..someone tt im quite fond of? could it be..ahem..haha. dunno how true. argh. confused. confused.

do u believe in such horoscope prediction thingy?

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life has been tough..
Sunday. 11.28.04 1:32 am
argh, im feelin a bit lethargic but i'll jus write tis entry..cos im waiting for de mask to b done..lolx..been a wk since i use de mask..my face seem to b in a worse condition now. sigh.

today pass pretty fast. i cant believe i woke up early jus to design 'his; birthday card..hmm. its so unlike me. its totally hand made somemore. i paste here n there, draw here n there, n ta-dah, de card is done! lolx..not easy ok! took me a few hrs to finish man. dun even noe if he likes it..but well..

had lunch wif parents..den i left to get rdy for my mission. lolx. i seem like santa claus today. i left hse wif many bags. all wif gifts. lolx. headed to Sharrel's shop first. deposit J's stuff there too. dun tink i gonan mit him. hah im too scared of rejection. *im so weak* she was kinda busy, so i left it wif de staff there. walked over to Parkway next, gave de watch aunty gift..she was sooo touched! lolx..busy her look so blur wen she saw me. buahaha...din tok much wif her tho next time i guess. hmm. send de fotos to b developed den i headed to town.

long journey man. prolly cos i was in deep touts. heh. met Werner for a split second. lolx.. he was kinda in a rush. sorry man. din get scolded rite? lolx. stop by Wisma's H20 counter to giv Serene de gift. reali like santa claus rite? buahahah.. wen to Hollywood Secrets to pluck my brows after tt. mayb i shld got for make-up courses..can get those certificate..den next time got a standby job..lolx..

was ard 7pm wen i met Peiling @ Far east. settled our dinner at de Ramen-Ten ( is tis how u spell?) wif her fren, Xing Min. a babe man. both so slim. wa lau, sian, not like moi. grrrr.

wen shopping here n there..haha..but i nv buy anythg wor! broke liao lah. now its pl's turn to hav a long shopping list. lolx..she wanna buy Dior bag, Fossil watch, Gucci shades, Levis jeans..n her facial stuffs which cost a bomb! oops. lolx..time always pass damn fast wen im wif her.

had a gd chat. tok bout everythg under de sun. haha. placing more emphasis on our future. de number of credit cards we wanna hav..de benefits la..blah blah..lolx. we walked from Orchard to PS as usual..lolx..gd exercise yea? had a pretty gd time wif her, n her fren. :) my Bangkok trip tempt her to go tis holiday..buahaha...gonna start work next wk liao. a bit sian. will i be lunching alone ? shit.

got home ard midnite. jus in time to catch de last train n bus. lolx. lalala~ saw J online. i hesistated for a moment b4 tokin to him. sigh. i shouldnt hav hesistated. ended up not tokin much cos he was tired n gg to slp liao. guess work is draining his energy ba. hai. nvm nvm..if its not meant to b..it will nv be..

*im stil trying to b happie..life has been tough i must sae..* mayb im not easy to please, tts why. i dunno..but im like forcin myself to b hapi, smiling everytime, making myself happie for de sake of others. cos being sad wil only cr8 trouble, getting more ppl worried. argh. fark.

~living in a daze~

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