A lot of things I feel and I know I cannot put into words. The feelings, they are there, flooding my body and my brain and my soul, and I know they are there, they are real. They make my nose scrunch and my toes wiggle and my eyes crinkle cause I am so gosh darn happy. They make me happy. But what are they? Where do they come from? What purpose do they serve? Will I run out of them? Does someone cause them? Do I cause them? I wish I knew the answers to these questions. I wish I knew the answer to every question floating around in our entire universe. Someone would be like �Say, Britney, what is the purpose of human life?� or �Say, Britney, is there a God?� and I could say �I know the answer to those questions.� And I actually do know my answer to both. They may not be correct, but they are my opinion, and in my particle of universe, my opinion is what I believe. So I could answer those questions if you asked. It might just be with the wrong answer.

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I feel like I have to hold onto the grass to hold on to earth, everything been upside down lately.

Pointless talks, coffee rush, coffee crash, adrenaline rush, paranoia, ants in your pants, goodnight kisses, loudest key turning, 8 hour conversations, wet footprints, negativity, Playradioplay, and a five hour hibernation.

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"I just love talking to you on the phone, I don't want to hang up just yet."

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Stability results were medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were very low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

trait snapshot:
messy, disorganized, not rule conscious, rebellious, rash, weird, ambivalent about chaos, likes bizarre things, anti-authority, good at saving money, not a perfectionist, never leaves things unfinished, high self control, strange, romantic daydreamer, abstract, impractical, productive, leisurely, likes the unknown

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What is the best feeling in the world?
Please give me your answer, and why, the best description you can think of.

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Tonight it all started when I told you that you can't disappear from my life. You had become so close to it, too. Three and a half months and not a word from you has got to be a record since a long time ago.

No, you told me. I'm right here, I'm right here. No, I'm sorry, I'm here to stay for good this time. I miss you, and I'm sorry.

You said: "I feel bad. I feel bad and you said you'd wait but I don't know how long it's going to be and it will probably be longer than you think it will. I just feel bad, and you shouldn't be waiting on me if someone else comes along that you like. I just feel so bad, so bad. And I myself want to be completely ready to be with you. I've just got so many things to sort out right now. I'm not saying I don't want to date you, because I do, I do. I just want to make sure I'm ready, so I won't mess things up. I'd never want to mess things up, and I know I would. We will happen."

I told you: "No, we wont, I'm done Adam. I can't wait for you. Have a nice life. Sorry"

Thing is, I feel so much better. Is that bad?

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