William Shakespeare couldn't write stuff like this...
Monday. 9.25.06 12:24 pm
And yet again, my life has proven itself a tragically comedic melodrama.
My close friend Junior whom I have known for almost 9 years now, has seen me through some of the toughest places in my life, and laughed. You see, he always had the ability to make something horrible into something you could laugh at. He's a good guy despite his various flaws. Flaws such as infedility and the ability to see a woman as nothing more than someone to just please him, in whatever way that may be. Recently, things were looking a bit different. He began to date this girl who was sweet, cute, kind, and anything great that any guy should look for in a girl. He hit the jackpot. And he even began to fall in love. Or so he claimed. They went out for over a year and a half until recently, when an issue that they had been battling became too prominent; religion. So they took a break. This was about a week ago.
I've had another friend for a few years, too. I've known her less time than Junior, but we were closer than any other friend I've ever had. However, things grew complicated with quite a few situations. I would include them here, but I would like to finish this entry at one point or another. The end result was that she could no longer trust me or any other male and I have fallen for her. I'm not in love with her, but I definetely could be. My feelings kept growing every time I'd see her, talk to her. We were trying to at least be friends, while my heart hoped that she might open up and let me in. However, I quickly realized that I was not being treated like a friend is treated. I even tried hanging out with her and Junior to see if it was just my imagination. It wasn't. She was kinder and more open to him than me. She hadn't met him before until a couple weeks ago. I was upset. And I realized that this just wasn't going to work out. I told her this. She got upset, but I knew it was for the best. I had already tried being friends to someone I was in love with. I still carry the pain from that today.
Junior told me when him and Elizabeth went on their break. I knew just how upset Elizabeth must be, so I sent her a message saying that I thought she was a great person and that I hoped things would go well for her.
Robyn has always had trouble with guys. She's always gone for the guys who would obviously hurt her in the end. Until recently, that is. Her previous boyfriend, Rick, seemed to be a great guy. He was kind and caring and not a complete moron. I actually approved of this guy compared to every single one that had come previously to this. She had gone out with guys who cheated on her various times, who used drugs, who used her just for sex, and so on. It came as a surprise to all of us when Rick decided to leave Robyn for no reason. Robyn was in some of the worst pain of her life. She had let herself fall in love with him.
Last Friday I hung out with Mandy, Junior's sister. She talked about how Junior had cheated on Elizabeth a few girls. This came as a shock to me for two reasons. The first being that Junior had not told me, since he usually tells me everything no matter how horrible it may be. It's always the truth he shares. The second reason is that he really did seem to care for Elizabeth compared to every other bedfriend he had previously. He had even talked about proposing to her. So for him to do such things and not share them, really surprised me and loosened the trust I had with him.
Elizabeth sent me a message back today. She thanked me for trying to raise her spirits and that during this time apart she had come to realize just how in love she was with Junior. She told me not to tell him. She's going to do that herself, soon probably.
I spoke with another friend, Monica. I adore this woman like no other. She is unlike anyone I have ever met before, male or female. I have yet to meet a person who has not fallen for her. She is wonderful, despite the flaws that seem to only be shown to me. Nevertheless, she studies at Loyola University in New Orleans. She had spoken to Robyn the other night. And thus the plot was revealed...
I am falling for an ex-friend, Robyn, who has had relationship issues and is currently dating my close friend, Junior, who has no problem using girls, and is "on a break" with a girl, Elizabeth, who has realized how in love with him she is.
Ah... the beauty of it!
Let's see how this story turns out, shall we?
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