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Thursday. 7.25.13 6:52 pm
More particular, at least for this entry, just one type of dream. I can handle the annoying busy dreams, the bad ones that leave me concerned for my friends or family, the nightmares that leave me gasping for air ... actually, those are probably the worst. Those can go away as well.

The particular type of dream that I'm referring to today is when you imagine yourself in some kind of weird situation with a person you know: coworker {specific to this dream,} friend, acquaintance, or even an individual you don't much care for. Lucky for me, this coworker is someone I can actually stand so it didn't disgust me. However, the downside is the same reason I'm lucky simply because now I'll picture it in my head every time I see him, at least for a while.

I'm not sure where we were working, but a good chunk of the people involved in the dream were people I know from work. I was hiding in an area, like I would never do at work and this particular coworker caught me in that area, which is no big deal. I'm not the only one guilty of it. I just have never been caught. So we are both alone in this area, joking around, when the jokes kind of take a turn. They become more suggestive, details getting more personal. We make eye contact, he comes toward me, pushes me against the wall and starts kissing me. Passionately. It becomes fiercely passionate and we really start getting in to it. Hands are moving around, touching, feeling, exploring.

And that's all that happens with it. We both get startled out of it by a noise and we have to leave, but it was rather intense and quite enjoyable and it's messing with my conscious mind.

The dream then skips ahead to someone wind surfing on a large, inflatable pool island and after cheering him on from the rooftop of the building, I wake up.

Now, I'm off the next two days so hopefully this is long enough for me to convince my conscious mind that this dream will NEVER come true and when I work with him again on Monday {I'm working a different shift Sunday} it shouldn't be too distracting. At least I can only hope that it won't be.

Here's to hoping that dream doesn't repeat itself.

Until tomorrow. . .

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Just in case
Wednesday. 7.24.13 4:12 pm
I'm going out to meet a friend for dinner in a little bit so I'm writing this now in case I'm too tired to write it when I get home.

I'm so glad that tomorrow is my Friday. I've been waiting for this since last week. If you can't tell, there's a pattern when it comes to eagerly anticipating my days off...

After work I headed up to Sam's Club for an impromptu interview. It was probably the shortest one ever. He quickly scanned my resume, asked me a few questions about when my availability was and told me he would be in touch Friday or Saturday. It wasn't a scheduled interview because a coworker of mine is friends with the manager there and told him that I would be by today to speak with him. I'm hoping I get it, but I'm not dying for money so I won't be too put off if I don't get it. We'll see what happens.

It's hot outside. According to my phone's weather it's 83 and the breeze is warm so that doesn't help much. I'm really hoping that it cools off for Saturday's 5K. I don't want to get heat stroke from jogging in the heat. It will also slow me down if it's that hot out. I want to actually complete this thing in under 40 minutes {even if it's 39 min, 59 seconds} and I'm afraid if it's too hot that won't happen. My fingers are crossed for some kind of cool air to move in. Or clouds. Clouds would be even better.

Alright, I am going to browse the net a little bit before I head out.

Until tomorrow. . .

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Another day
Tuesday. 7.23.13 7:34 pm
Tuesday's are always the busiest days for me. I have no idea why. Luckily the one report we had wasn't mine.

It's hot outside again. It was really nice the last week or so with the temperatures staying below 80 or just dipping in to the 80s. It's now back up near 90 and it's only slightly cooler inside. Ugh.

My tire pressure light came on yesterday morning and it didn't go off when I put air in my tires ... until when I was on my way to Discount Tire this afternoon to have the one that was significantly lower than the others checked for a small leak. Of course. Luckily I hadn't gotten very far because I offered to drop a coworker off at home first. As soon as I turned on to a different street to head up north, the light went off so I more or less took the long way home. I'm, of course, going to keep my eye on it until at least payday. Then I know I can afford if there's a problem. Hopefully it keeps itself in check until at least then.

Two more days of work to get through before the weekend. I am ready for this week to be over.

Until tomorrow. . .

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Haha oops
Monday. 7.22.13 7:43 pm
I know this is going to bite me in the ass tomorrow, but it happened and I have to deal with it. I laid down for a quick nap around quarter till 5 and set my alarm for 6 so that I would get up after only a short period of time so that I could still be tired enough to sleep by 11. Well, I pretty much told my alarm to fuck off and I slept until just after 7.

I'm going to be very tired tomorrow if I can't get back to sleep tonight.

Today was one of those days that made me want to quit my job on the spot. The funniest part of the day was actually an accident that we had to fill out reports for because there were witnesses. Basically a taller rolling chair snapped in two and in my attempt at keeping the person in it from falling, we ended up both getting some kind of minor injury. Nothing serious enough to need to report it or get seen by a doctor, but because there were other employees that witnessed the incident, we had to fill out accident reports. It's the second time something has happened to me at work, but the first time I've had to fill out any paperwork. No one saw me slip and fall on the stairs so I didn't report it.

On top of sleeping way too long, I'm getting so many random food cravings right straight back to back. It has gone from chicken nuggets to chicken wings to pizza to breakfast sandwiches to cakes and cookies back to pasta and more chicken and pizza. I have no idea why I'm craving so many different foods all at one time. I'm actually tempted to go brush my teeth just so that I don't give in and eat anything. It's kind of too late to eat anything at this point otherwise I really will have trouble sleeping tonight.

Payday is Friday and I'm trying to figure out how I'm going to rearrange the bills. This is supposed to be the rent check, but there's other things that need to be paid and I could probably put off paying the second part of my rent until I get paid again. I'll just have to pay a late fee, which is fine since it's only $20. This is that weird time of year where the paychecks inch toward the beginning of the month and are just in the wrong dates for things to get paid at the right time. They're either paid way early or just a tad late. At this point I'm aiming for achieving both. We'll see what happens.

Alright, I'm actually gonna go brush my teeth and try to make sure I'm tired enough to fall asleep before 11. I'm really not sure how well that's going to happen, but we'll see. Tomorrow is either going to be a really long day or a really, really long day.

Until then. . .

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So that's what it's like
Sunday. 7.21.13 7:55 pm
Oh man, the plan for yesterday worked ... for the most part. I was up at 7:30a to get my laundry done, went to my friend's place and hung out for a while before working the swing shift that I swapped for with a coworker. By around 8p I was starting to get pretty tired, but I had to push through until 10. I got home around 10:30 and was asleep shortly before midnight. I slept straight through until my alarm went off at 4:45 this morning. I woke up pretty confused as to why it was already going off, but then I realized that I had slept for 5 straight hours. That's definitely something that doesn't happen often.

It may or may not have to do with the fact that I tend to nap when I get home from work. . .

Either way, I probably could have gone back to sleep for another couple hours, but duty calls. And the bills don't exactly pay themselves. How fantastic would that be if they did?

Thanks to a coworker I will be going in for an impromptu interview for a part time job on Wednesday after work. Which, unfortunately, means that I'll have to push back the plans that I had for that time, but hopefully my friend will understand. I really could use this part time job. I'm doing horribly again on saving up money. I'm actually half tempted to just open a second account so that I can just have the second income go there rather than being able to easily access it with my main account. I have to get the job first before I get too far ahead of myself. We'll see how Wednesday goes.

The past few mornings have been cool and overcast, which is nice because it means that by the time the sun burns through, it doesn't warm up too much. Today is the first time in probably a week that I've turned on my fan. It warms up about 20 degrees by the end of the day and as long as it stays under 80 or just at 80, it's nice. Anything over 80 is definitely pushing it.

Alright, I need to shower before it gets too late. My hair does still take a couple hours to dry despite the fact that I had more than a foot cut off.

Until tomorrow. . .

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Early morning fog
Saturday. 7.20.13 8:19 am
It's cool and foggy outside. Just how I like it. The sun will probably burn through it later and ruin it all, but that's kind of to be expected. I can enjoy it while it's there.

I don't think this is the earliest I've ever written an entry, but I could be wrong. I'll have to go back and check at some point.

The reason for writing this early is because I have a busy day ahead of me and I don't want to forget to write something when I get home tonight after work. My laundry is in now; an advantage when you actually get up early enough in the morning is that you're usually the first one to get to the washer/dryer. After my laundry is done, I'll be heading over to a friend's house for a couple hours. We originally planned to hang out for most of the day, but when my coworker wanted to swap shifts, I cut the plans short. I didn't want to completely cancel them because it's been a while since we've hung out, but I also wanted to be able to help out my coworker so we worked it out.

I'll be leaving her place around 1 in case there's traffic. I have serious doubts since today is Saturday, but I know that if I push it there will probably be some kind of crazy accident or something and I'll be really late to work. I'm the type of person who feels that 5 minutes early is too late. It's probably a good thing.

So I guess today won't be too busy, but I won't be home much. I'm hoping that with me being up and out of the house all day, I'll be tired enough when I get home tonight that I can go to bed right away and get enough sleep for work tomorrow morning. I guess we'll have to see.

Until tomorrow. . .

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