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Sunday. 8.18.13 6:51 pm
I had a rather pleasant dream about the person I'm crushing on. All we did was talk, but it was a get-to-know-one-another kind of talk. I'm fairly certain his parents were not as he said they were in the dream, but I'm also fairly certain I will never find out. I've also decided that I'll continue to use the word 'crush' until I actually get to know this guy. It's easy to decide if you don't like someone, simply by the vibes they give you. Liking someone is a little more iffy because if they don't give off a bad vibe, they can remain a neutral party until you get to know them better at which point you can usually determine whether you actually like the person or if your initial instinct was wrong.

Since he is friends with my coworker {and how I was able to get the job as easily as I did} I subtly brought him up at work today. I asked if he had heard from him and that the guy mentioned something about how he wanted to invite him over again since it had been a while. My coworker then went in to details about the guy's house, what area he lived in and I learned that he has a brother, though I didn't ask whether older or younger. I felt that would be a prying giveaway. I also didn't ask for specification as to whether he's actually single or not, but my coworker didn't seem to indicate any kind of significant other. I'll have to keep this urge to know more on the strict down low so that he doesn't get curious.

As you can see I'm failing miserably at trying not to give in to this.

So at work we are still competing scores on the Jetpack Joyride app. I finally beat out the reigning champ's score. I'm not going to say anything to anyone, though; I'm just going to put the score on the board and see if anyone notices. The last time I said something, I was only in 1st place for a day. I want that title a little bit longer. It'll be hard to beat, though so we'll see what happens.

I took a nap today because I was tired. I forced myself to get up when I woke up around 6, but luckily I'm still pretty tired so I should still be able to get some sleep tonight. I didn't get out to Sam's VIP event tonight because the money didn't go through in my account. That's okay, though. The original plan was to get the phone around Black Friday because that's when there's usually a lot of good deals on phones. If I can get away with buying the phone for less than $200, even if it's $150, that's some kind of savings.

Alright, I'm gonna go kill some time. I want to wait until it's dark before I lay down again, but at this point I'll probably just wait until my normal time before I call it a night. Hopefully the nap won't affect my sleep tonight too much.

Until tomorrow. . .

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More hours = more money
Saturday. 8.17.13 7:14 pm
I got called in to work extra hours at Sam's today. I didn't mind. It'll sort of, but not really, make up for the day I'm taking off at the end of the month since I'm already scheduled to work at my regular job. On top of that, I got to sleep in this morning so I'm in the process of doing my laundry now before it gets too late.

Once my wash is done, I'll be taking a shower and pretty much relaxing until around 10 or 11 and getting some sleep before my regular schedule starts up all over again. With this having two jobs, the time is actually going by a lot faster than I thought it would because for some reason I didn't think it would go by too quickly. I thought it would drag out because I would just be working all the time. Thankfully, that doesn't seem to be the case so far.

I'm working on convincing myself that it's not worth crushing on my manager and I pretty much ignored him today so that kind of, but not really, helped. Luckily I won't be going in to work there for another couple days and perhaps he'll be off when I get back so I won't have to deal with even seeing him.

I'm actually gonna go up there tomorrow evening after work for their VIP event {like Black Friday-type deals.} I want to try to get a cell phone. Hopefully if I get there early enough I'll actually be able to get one and the trip won't have been a bust. If I don't get one, I suppose it's still not a complete bust as I'll still have the money for when I finally do upgrade my phone. We'll see what happens.

On my way home from work, I stopped at the Veggie Grill in U-Village and used up the free meal card that I got like, 3 or 4 months ago. It's really delicious food and you get a lot of it for the price. I paid a little extra and got a cookie, but it was something to take advantage of after a day of working 3 hours more than I was scheduled to.

Other than that, nothing else happened today. I just plan on enjoying the rest of my evening and hopefully getting enough sleep for tomorrow.

Until then. . .

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Lazy day!
Friday. 8.16.13 7:59 pm
This is something that hasn't happened in probably two weeks. . . and I made the best of it. I got dressed only to be nice and bring Jake to work. I took advantage of this, however, and stopped at the Saigon Deli to pick up a couple of their tasty bahn mi ga. I hadn't had it in a while and it was pretty much as tasty as I remember. It's pretty cheap too, but when you're a white girl walking in to a place like that, you tend to get looks. Especially if you've never been there before. The last few times I had sandwiches from that place, my {former} Vietnamese friend was the one to go pick them up. Oh well. The looks won't stop me from going back at some point.

Let's see ... I slept in until a little before 9. I watched videos on Hulu and YouTube. I took a nap. All in all, it was exactly as I planned it to be. Tomorrow I work for only 4 hours, but I'll be up early so that I can get my laundry done before I go in. Since it's Saturday, I'm more likely to get access to the washer/dryer earlier in the morning than I would if I were to try after I got home from work.

Yeah, that's about it for today. I'm not sure what I'll be doing after I get home from work tomorrow. It'll probably just consist of me relaxing some more.

Until then. . .

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Stop it, brain. You can't go there.
Thursday. 8.15.13 9:53 pm
I'm crushing on my new manager. I really wish that I could keep my mind from wandering off in that direction. I keep telling myself over and over that I really can't think that way. But every time I talk to him, my heart starts to speed up and I fall just a little more. Other than the obvious fact that he's my manager and that's something that could cause me to lose my job, he's probably over the 10 year age difference that I allow for dating. Oh and he's my manager! Ugh. Of all the people in the world, why does it have to be someone who is an authoritative figure who just happens to manage the area I work in? Why can't he be someone other than a person I work with? Oh, wait. I know the answer to that question. Because that would make sense and it would be too easy.

Other than that and hilarity of my supervisor at my regular job calling members of a different department "lazy fucks," nothing significant occurred today.

Here's to tomorrow being a super lazy day.

Until then. . .

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Wednesday. 8.14.13 9:34 pm
With this working two jobs 4-5 days a week, I am now facing the challenge of finding time to get these daily entries written each day. It's still doable, but it's become slightly more challenging due to the lack of available time.

I was left on my own at a register today. I think I did fairly well. I'm sure as I do it more often I'll be able to see progress. I still have to get better at getting the sales, but I'm sure that'll come with time as well.

Tomorrow is my Friday, finally, and I'll be working both jobs. I don't actually have any plans for the actual Friday, but that's also because it's in between paydays and I have no money. Perhaps this will be the first chance in a good two weeks that I'll be able to just sit at home and relax the whole day.

Alright, I need to get to bed soon.

Until tomorrow. . .

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Prepared vs unprepared
Tuesday. 8.13.13 9:49 pm
When I look at my schedule, I mentally prepare myself for the hours I'm scheduled to work. I like to know exactly when I'm supposed to be doing something and if that changes, I prefer to know ahead of time. When I volunteer for overtime, even if it's kind of last minute, I'm still {quickly} preparing myself mentally for the extra time. However, when it's time for me to leave and my relief hasn't shown up or the manager says "oh, you're okay staying over a little longer right?" I instantly get annoyed because I'm not prepared. Even if it's only 5 or 10 minutes, that's 5 or 10 minutes of my time that I wasn't prepared to give.

Ugh, mini rant over. I need to go to bed soon. I'm already tired, but my hair is still soaking wet so I'm gonna give it at least half an hour to dry even a little bit.

Until tomorrow. . .

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