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Random things...

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Dumbo is a sad story about misunderstanding and premature action resulting in a child having to grow up early and become independent in order to adapt to the harshness of life. I was also thinking about how it might be significant that Dumbo is pretty much voiceless, and how his mouse friend interprets everything for him... Didn't really continue that train of thought though.

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Looking through my pictures folder, I found this:


It made me imagine instituting some kind of policy where I required each successive boyfriend to be able to defeat the last in hand to hand combat. I wonder if I'd just end up having to date some sort of master martial artist by the end of that, though.

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Also found this:


Sometimes I worry that I'll end up thinking too highly of myself and feel like I'm above caring about other people's problems. That would be a really terrible thing to happen, considering the field I'm planning on going into... I've never really worried about getting burnt out from doing too much, but I feel like getting too full of myself could have a similar effect on my ability to help others.

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It's like 3 AM, which is a pretty bad time for me to be up and alone, because I can get fairly melancholic at this time of night. I should go to sleep... Sleep's been a little disappointing lately though, because I haven't been able to remember my dreams very well at all.

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I really need to develop some film. It's gonna be kind of fun to get the pictures back, because I have absolutely no idea what they are for the most part.

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So this magical happy streak (possibly helped along by iron supplements, among other things) is still going.

I'm pretty satisfied with my life at the moment! There are still some stressful things, but it seems okay.

Kyle keeps teasing me though. >_>

Kyle: :p
Kyle: It's so fun to harass you.
Me: You're so mean T_T

I had this thought of spraying my pillow with Tag First Move, but it seems dangerous. I mean, flannel pillow case + that scent could result in me never wanting to leave my bed again. Also I'm not sure if I want my head to smell like men's body spray. I mean, I get pretty blissed out smelling it, but I suspect other people's reactions would be not quite as positive?



Oh, this feeling is so nice. I don't know what other adjective to use than nice.

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I feel like throwing bunfetti at people.

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So, last night was interesting.

And nice.

It was pretty nice.

I spent part of it being like though, not gonna lie.

Today was good too! I went to APE with friends and picked up some different things.

Got something for a friend, but when I looked at the receipt in my email, I realized that it meant something different than I initially thought, so... now I'm not sure what to do with it. >.> I just thought it was kind of cute and goofy when I got it. Whoops.

Ummmm um um I feel like there's a lot to say but I don't really know if I want to write about it here. Good thing I have an actual paper journal for this kind of thing, haha.

This song is so nice and upbeat.

"Kiss Me Again" by The Drums.


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Brain is doing that thing where it focuses on terrible things.

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I think it's gonna be a busy weekend... Tomorrow I'm working at a glass pumpkin thing for like... six hours? And then I might hang out with my friend in the evening... though he said after 7 PM would be better, so I guess I'll have a little time in the afternoon to do whatever.

Sunday, I'm going to APE (Alternative Press Expo) with a few people! I've been wanting to go for a few years now, but never got the chance. I'm hoping it will be as cool as I've imagined.

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I need a gif between

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"I Like You" by Morrissey.

No one I ever knew
Or have spoken to resembles you
This is good or bad
All depending on my general mood
Why do you think I let you get away
With all the things you say to me?

I had a very pleasant Skype call with a friend tonight. We had nice things to say to each other, and I made him blush. It felt short, but I guess it was actually an hour long? A little longer than an hour. Maybe it just seems short relative to how long we tend to talk. I was in a good mood, which was very possibly related to the fact that I had my birthday can of Tag First Move in my hand and I kept smelling it. It smells ridiculously good. I'm not sure if I can even smell it without smiling, actually. I imagine this is what it's like to smoke weed.

Happenings today: I got a certificate for being volunteer of the month at the crisis line! I've been putting around fifty hours a month in there, so it's nice to be appreciated for my time.

I also had my first visit with a patient as a hospice volunteer... The patient was sleeping though, so I only stayed about ten minutes before leaving. Hopefully next time I'll be able to have some actual interaction. One of the staff told me that the patient yells a lot when awake, which makes it a bit scary. Alzheimer's will do that to you, I guess.

Oh also, I think maybe I've been iron deficient for awhile? Could also be period-related... but I've been feeling very tired, and today I didn't, but I think it could be because I took some iron supplements and had molasses yesterday. Today my mom and I went to Whole Foods and picked up some different iron-rich foods, including black strap molasses and a lot of dark chocolate. Pumpkin seeds seem to have a lot too, but they only had the shelled ones, and I actually like the shell on pumpkin seeds. Roasted pumpkin seeds are one of the nicest things about this season...

I know it's kinda dumb, but I like getting Chocolove bars and reading the love poems on the wrappers. Not all the poems are that great, but it's a nice little bonus to the chocolate. I need more art in my life...

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