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Noo! Not now!
Wednesday. 12.3.08 7:01 pm
I feel like my stomach is trying to assassinate my brain.

In the middle of fourth block today, I suddenly had this awful pain in my stomach. Dull, but throbbing. It didn't feel like a cramp or air bubbles. It was something I haven't had to deal with in...ages. It was...just an upset stomach. I'd forgotten.

One thing I hate about pain, in general, is that it feels so wrong. A quick flash from a burn or prick isn't so bad. But that terrible wrongness that just goes on and on...it's indescribable. It's something you can't ease, can't get away from. It makes you shudder. You think that if you ignore the feeling, you'll be fine. But it's like the urge to eat, the urge to relieve yourself. It's the sensation that you must satiate your body somehow, whether it be by going to the bathroom, eating, scratching the itch, pushing on a cut...you can always do something to relieve it, at least for a short time. But this...you have no choice but to sit through it, and try to wait it out. It grabs your attention, it breaks your focus, and it does not relent.

What awful timing. The one night that I have little other homework. The one night before Friday that I can work on this 1500 word paper, the one that I have not been able to even start. And now all I can think about is this terrible...thing.

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Suddenly feeling poetic
Tuesday. 12.2.08 6:41 pm
I have this urge, out of the blue, to write poetry! Uh oh.


This is from Halloween. :D

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This is weird
Friday. 11.28.08 8:47 pm
The entire break feels weird. I can't get up in the morning or go to sleep at night. Except for another sleepover at Ryan's, I've done pretty much nothing the entire time. It's like I have this vast amount of time and nothing to do with it.

I've been watching a lot of Digimon (past halfway through season 4 now) and reading a lot of The Dark is Rising (book 2). That's mostly it. Not eating a lot.

Ryan and I were watching some videos on youtube about a guy who's slightly into parkour but mostly just likes to cut flips and stuff. We've decided that we want to be ninja like that guy. It'll be easy for HIM, he's already a beastly dude.

I'm terribly out of shape, though. And it bothers me immensely. I used to ride my bike all the time just for fun, and I was fit enough to be pretty athletic. I don't anymore, though.

I partially blame my mother for that, because she still won't let me leave the neighborhood except in a car. It's crazy. If I could ride my bike somewhere DIFFERENT for a change, then I might find it to be exciting again.

Then again, I could probably find a few bike trails and just drive there. But I dunno if she'll let me do THAT, either.

Bah. Vacation is weird.

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My mother insists
Friday. 11.28.08 8:46 pm
Now that it's past Thanksgiving Day, I can compile a Christmas list without feeling like a tool. Take that, commercialism!

For music:

  • 8 gigabyte Zune, black. List of Retailers (under the Gears of War 2 panel)
  • Replacement ear pieces for Skullcandy's Smokin' Ear Buds (White color, Medium size)
  • FM Radio Broadcasting device, like the Whole House Transmitter . The website looks kind of fishy, but it's also on Amazon (little cheaper, but less warranty). As far as I can tell, this is the best thing you'll find.

From Threadless:
In order of preference

Keeping it Simple (Better hurry up!)

Roses...

Easy Steps

I already have all these in my shopping cart, I just need to be able to order them.

All I can think of, for now...

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