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Lazy day off
Friday. 9.13.13 6:08 pm
I'm sure I've already used that title, but seeing as how I recently deleted all my saved history and cookies and stuff, I won't know unless I go back to look and as is indicated by the title, I'm feeling too lazy to look.

I stayed in pajamas the whole day and I left my house for about 10 minutes to bring Jacob to work. He worked two 16 hour shifts back to back so I thought he could use the extra sleep. I still stayed in my pajamas; I just threw on a bra for those 10 minutes.

I took a 4 hour nap that consisted of rather vivid dreams, though I can only vaguely remember them.

It's rather cool here today. I'm glad that it's back to feeling more like fall than summer. 80s and 90s is just too hot here. Hopefully this trend continues.

Until tomorrow. . .

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Feeling better
Thursday. 9.12.13 9:50 pm
It must have just been the day that caused me to be out of sorts yesterday because I felt fine today. The anxiousness was gone and the doubt was minimal. I'm not sure how I'm supposed to invite him to a party when we don't work together, but I'm sure that if it's meant to happen, the window of opportunity will make itself known. Unless, of course, us not working together is a sign that I will probably owe my friend lunch.

Still no plans for tomorrow, which I'm perfectly okay with. I will be sleeping in, staying in my pajamas and possibly napping some time during the day. It will be a good day off.

For now, however, I'm going to get my hair out of this towel, get my peanut butter bar and enjoy some YouTube videos before calling it a night.

Until tomorrow. . .

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Feeling bummed
Wednesday. 9.11.13 9:50 pm
For some reason, I feel like something has changed. I woke up this morning with that feeling and it only got worse throughout the day. Specifically, I'm referring to my crush. I feel like I've already been rejected, despite the fact that I haven't even talked to him about anything yet. At first, I didn't think he was there, but even when I did see him, I didn't perk up like I normally do. He was standing next to me helping out with something and it just made me sad instead of excited. I hope this is just a passing thing and I go back to the way it was before. I'd rather be distracted and excited than sad and bummed out every time I see him.

Tomorrow is finally my Friday. It couldn't have come soon enough. This week has certainly been busy and tiring and now that I'm feeling really out of it, I'm ready to be done. I have no plans for my one day off. I may drive up to Target to get some new razor cartridges and deodorant, but that depends on how much money I feel like spending. I guess we'll see what happens.

It's entirely possible that this whole working two jobs thing is finally starting to catch up and take it's toll. Or I just haven't had the time to myself that's necessary and I'm starting to feel a bought of depression kick in. Or all this shit could just be in my head and I'm concerning myself over it for nothing. I'm still planning on inviting him to the party; I just have to figure out a good time to do it and catch him when he's alone. With the way I'm feeling tonight, I'm not expecting a good outcome, but this is one of those situations where I'll never know if I don't go for it.

It got super hot today. The high was somewhere in the low 90s. It was a good 10+ degrees more than Vegas. There's something wrong with that picture, for sure. It's still 81 out so sleep might not come very well tonight. Hopefully tomorrow won't require much so that I can just kind of hang around without concerning myself with needing to be fully alert. If I'm still feeling this way, which it might be amplified by a lack of sleep, then I'll most likely hide out away from people so I just don't have to deal with putting on my mask more than necessary.

Until then. . .

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So many steps!
Tuesday. 9.10.13 9:38 pm
On an average day, even between both jobs, I typically don't reach the 10,000 step default goal. I usually come close, somewhere between 8,000 and 9,000. Today, however, I blew straight past the default goal and somewhere in to a place where my feet are definitely telling me that I did a lot of moving around. We're talking exactly 13,436 steps, which equates to about 6.1 miles. I'm really hoping tomorrow isn't too bad. I don't want my feet to be complaining again tomorrow.

I finally got my Trader Joe's shopping done today. I really need to work on actually getting it done when I originally say because I feel like I keep repeating myself in the fact that 'if I didn't get it done today, I knew I would just keep putting it off.' Now I'm set until next payday Friday. Which, I will definitely have to get the shopping done then so that I'm not spending extra money that I didn't need to spend on food that I should have already had.

Alright, I'm gonna watch a couple YouTube videos before calling it a night. Two more work days. I'll make it through them, right?

Until tomorrow. . .

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Summer isn't over yet
Monday. 9.9.13 9:36 pm
It's supposed to be in the 80s all week, with it being near 90 on Wednesday. And here I was hoping that the super rainy, stormy weather we had last week was a sign that fall had come early. Apparently I got my hopes up too soon. Oh well. Fall will come, just not soon enough.

Today was the first day since I started working the other job that I really didn't want to go in. I had trouble sleeping last night and was tired all through my regular shift. I napped for an hour when I got home from work, before going to the other job, but it didn't seem to help. My crush wasn't there and I messed up on an order that I ended up having to scan twice. It was not the best of days. Hopefully tomorrow will amount to something better.

Until then. . .

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Apathy vs empathy
Sunday. 9.8.13 6:56 pm
I'm at the point, again, where figuring out the title is harder than figuring out the content. However, it can get a little easier once I start actually writing the entry for the day.

Work was uneventful, as every Sunday should be. We did have someone check in to UC who claimed to have had a psychotic break, but luckily he wasn't a harm to himself or others. He was just crazy. I'm fairly certain that, after some time, medical staff become apathetic to the conditions that come in, especially since we're just security staff and we feel that way toward most people who come in. There are a few circumstances where we feel empathetic toward the individual's issue, since we know exactly how they feel. Such as the guy with the migraine that came in today and didn't want to be bothered by listening to the rules of standing in line. I've gotten migraines that were pretty damn bad and I was probably more cranky than when I'm sleep deprived.

However, the tables get turned when it's someone in your own family that is experiencing issues that require medical attention. Funny how that works, huh?

I'll be working both jobs the next 4 days so the entries will be later in the evening. The content of each entry will probably be more interesting, or just as boring, when I work both jobs simply because the second job is still new enough that things are more interesting to talk about. My 3rd year with the regular job is coming up in a couple months and it's just become an involuntary action at this point. Sad, but I guess every job becomes that way after working at it for a while. You see the same things over and over and it becomes dull and boring. Even the busy days are mostly dull and boring.

Until tomorrow. . .

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