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Thursday. 9.19.13 7:46 pm
I napped today when I got home from work. I slept for about 3 hours and I woke up feeling pretty good. Despite the fact that I slept away a good chunk of my suddenly free afternoon, that was kind of the plan to begin with when I realized I had a free afternoon. If I get the chance to say something about it to my manager, I will, but if not then oh well. I put in the request for October 19th off so hopefully it gets approved. I'll keep checking once he gets back from his trip.

I've decided that I'm going to be buying a new outfit for an upcoming event. It's a dress and high heels, actual heels, not just a wedge. Unless the wedge is more comfortable. I'll have to go to the store and try them on to decide which would be better. I also have to figure out which dress I want to get. I saw one that I liked in a JCP ad, but I'm not sure if I want it in red. If I could get it in green or blue, that would be better. That'll also be something for me to check out when I get to the mall for the shoes.

Tomorrow is payday {which I didn't even realize until just recently} so I have a handful of errands to run. It shouldn't be too bad since most of the stuff I can actually do at home. I'll probably head out sometime in the early afternoon to get the other stuff taken care of. Hopefully, if I stay up late enough tonight, I can sleep in later than 7 tomorrow morning. If I can sleep until 8, that works for me. For some reason, sleeping in for an hour or two doesn't really feel like sleeping in.

Alright, I am going to enjoy the rest of my evening watching YouTube videos and possibly some Hulu shows.

Until tomorrow. . .

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Calm before the storm
Wednesday. 9.18.13 9:51 pm
I'll have to take full advantage of the fact that I won't be working tomorrow afternoon. I am off Friday, working a full 8 1/2 hours Saturday, off Sunday and Monday, but then I'll be putting in 25 hours next week and 27 hours the week after. So pretty much I'll be working nearly 132 hours over the next two weeks. I'm definitely going to enjoy the three afternoons that I'll have off.

Tonight wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I always like when a specific supervisor closes, regardless of who the manager is. He's been there forever and is just one of the most laid back people. He rarely gets annoyed; I have yet to see it in the almost two months I've been there. He just makes the night go by a lot smoother. So that definitely helped.

I just have to get through my 8 hour, normal, shift tomorrow and I'll get to actually start my weekend on time for the first time since I got this second job. Woot!

Until tomorrow. . .

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Short lived
Tuesday. 9.17.13 10:23 pm
It's obvious he's in to someone else. I had my suspicions, but it was kind of confirmed tonight. I wished him a happy birthday and he didn't even break eye contact with her when he said thanks. It sucks, but it is what it is. I asked for a sign and I sure as hell got one. Now to just back off and hope that he never works the same shift as me. Or just not interact with him the same as I had been. It'll be difficult, as I still think he's attractive and funny, but I'll need to back off if I ever want to gain some kind of sanity over this situation.

I've been there less than two months so it's not like I'm losing a whole lot. This just means that come January, I can quit without feeling so much as even a little remorse. And I'll be leaving with my dignity in tact, not having exposed the fact that I was even in to him. This also means that when I see my friend again, I'll just tell her to pick where she wants to eat lunch since she kind of wins this deal.

My hours for Thursday were cut there so I'll actually have some extra time to myself, which will probably be spent sleeping. I need some time to catch up on sleep anyway. As is, I won't be getting much sleep tonight because I got home late and had to wash my hair so I'll be up until at least midnight. Which will carry over in to me being tired tomorrow and then even more so on Thursday since I'm still working both jobs tomorrow. Ugh. I'm so ready for my weekend.

Until tomorrow. . .

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Throwing in the proverbial towel
Monday. 9.16.13 9:31 pm
I'm giving up, sort of. It's all probably just in my head; perhaps I'm spending too much time thinking about things and playing scenarios through my head that I'm actually discouraging myself, but I feel like I should just go ahead and back off for now. If it means buying lunch for my friend, then so be it. I think it would be cool to go hang out with her outside of her own coffee shop anyway. I will still talk to him if I get the chance, but I'm not going to look for it or expect it. I've decided that if this is going to happen, the opportunity will make itself known.

Today felt like the first day of fall, despite the fact that it's not for another 6 days. It barely made it in to the 70s and it was cloudy, cool and rainy throughout the day. I'm hoping this is a lasting trend; I very much enjoy this kind of weather.

This is going to be short tonight, as I don't have much to actually talk about. I think got out what I wanted to. If not, then there's always tomorrow.

Until then. . .

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Trip secured!!! =D
Sunday. 9.15.13 6:32 pm
I bought my tickets for my trip when I got home from work. Round trip flight, 14 days at the hotel and 14 days car rental for $912. I've known I was going since June, but this secures the trip. Ah! I'm so excited and relieved at the same time. Now I just have to save up all that I can.

In other news, the Seahawks vs 49's game has been delayed due to inclement weather ... in Seattle. There's quite a bit of thunder and lightning so it makes sense. However, this is Seattle so it's just as strange as it is awesome. I was going to take this time to get in a quick shower, but considering how much lightning there is right now, it's probably not the best idea. I can hop in the shower once the game comes back on. I'm only following the play-by-play on ESPN since I don't have cable to watch it live and I don't care enough to pay to watch it online.

So apparently the manager is going to be out of town the end of this week ... which is when Sept 19th is. . . He must have misunderstood, or just not heard, me when I said the 19th of next month. Which means I still may have the chance to ask him to the party. We'll see what happens. After this, I may just chicken out altogether and let it sit until December when I no longer need this job and can quit. Hell, I don't even know if he likes me. I'm so ignorant toward any signs that a guy is interested in me. I always just think he's being nice. I wish there was a definitive sign that he's either in to me or not so I know whether to pursue or back off. This is almost as much of a sure thing as asking for proof of ghosts. If you don't believe, it's easy to miss the signs.

Alright, the lightning seems to have moved off to the East a bit so I'll probably give it 15 more minutes then hop in the shower. As much as I love, love, love this weather, I'm kind of wanting to shower before it gets too late.

Until tomorrow. . .

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So much for an easy out
Saturday. 9.14.13 9:33 pm
My manager will be out of town the week of the party ... Fuck. Now I have to figure out another way to tell him that I'm interested in him. Any ideas? Remember, I can't talk to him about this if other people are around. I was about to tonight, but there was someone in the room we went in to so I had to resist. Too bad there's no way for him to 'accidentally' come across this blog and put two and two together. That would be way too simple.

Besides, I like that my blog is not easily searchable.

The rest of the day was okay. I slept off an on and got my laundry done in between naps. I ate most of a honey bun at work tonight. Big mistake. My stomach is all upset now. I'm hoping that the almond milk will help soothe it a little before I go to bed.

Tomorrow is back to my regular schedule. I'm actually really glad, for once, that I'm not able to work Sunday nights because this means that I'll be home when the Seahawks game is on and I can hear the noise from the stadium. It kind of carries up the hill a bit and with the fans attempting to break the world record for loudest crowd roar at a sporting event {record is 131.76 decibels set at a game in Istanbul} it'll be kind of cool to be able to hear it. I may actually follow the game online. We'll see if the 12th Man can actually live up to the record.

Until then. . .

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