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The lady that i wrote about before (the one who's husband died) was here for dinner tonight. She seemed okay i guess. I had such a headache though, ever since i fucking bashed my head off the bus window, god im a loser. Oh well, i just downed like 4 or 5 asprin so its all good. HAHA i drew all over Skyler today with eyeliner, it was funny. Melinda was actually in school today, i love when she comes she cracks me up. OMG Cheryl farted on the bus and i was asleep and it smelled so bad it woke me up i was laughing so hard at her my eyes were watering. It smelled SOOOOOOOOOO fucking bad. Mr. Runk left for Williamsport today, that makes me sad, he doesnt get to yell at Amy, Diane, Maggie and Me for talking anymore. He's gonna be like 60 and think back to when he was student teaching at Troy Senior High School and remember the four girls that never fucking shut up for 5 seconds. Eww, i just went to scratch my nose and my finger went up it. It kinda hurt actually. Uh, i guess im gonna go cuz im gonna make a private entry. Erika if you want to read it and the other Bobo one i'll give you the password, i might give it to other people if they ask...it depends on who you are.

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I havent written in here in a few days, my computer was all screwed up and my internet connection password got erased and we didnt remember what it was so...yeah. No school yesterday, that was cool except now we dont have much vacation coming up. Brian called a little while ago, havent talked to him in a long time, since we got in that fight. Um, Scott was home, didnt get to see him though. Skyler you suck, forgot your guitar...god. j/k (sorry i hit you so hard too). The whole gangbang/orgy thing is never gonna work because only nasty skanky people will show up. Cuz Erin, Kelly and I were joking when we signed it, not sure about Marcy but im almost positive that she was too. You guys the fire extinguisher (sp????) thing from my dream makes totally no sense to me its so stupid. Why the hell would he take it out of the trunk? That was the most screwed up dream, god who has an elevator in their house? Yeah well im have to go for right now have to check my email and everything.

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okay, i had some time so i thought that i would write in this thing. Nothing too much is going on, the Kyle thing happened Friday but i guess that he is okay now. Im glad, that scared me, he shouldn't have mixed pills. But i guess you cant change what happened, thats why it makes me mad when Josh wouldnt talk to me cuz i talked to Levon, yeah the Puddin thing happened and it pissed me off but Puddin's out of jail and its been a while. Levon was scared for Cody, he could have told what Cody had in him without saying who's house they were at but he didnt...anywho. Grr, my favorite person pissed me off again yesterday, she thinks that she is so fucking cool and knows everything that's going on. I thought it was funny though because she was talking about the Kyle thing and had no idea what was going on and i said soemthing about it and she got pissed. I love pissing her off. Stupid bitch. She should kill herself, that would make me happy. I just got done eating a pear, it was good, but now my keyboard is kinda sticky, that sucks. Im doing laundry right now too, almost done though, have one more load to wash and two more to dry then im done. A Perfect Circle is on tv, they kick ass. I really need to get my room painted, it feels wrong to be in here without any of my stuff out. The only things that i didnt put away (other than my furniture and computer and tv) are my guitar and CD player. it feels so empty, it makes me kinda sad. All my interesting stuff put away in boxes. Yeah, i gotta go for now got to fold some laundry.

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Im in second period again. We're watching Napolian Dynamite in Mr. Wiles room but i've seen it like four times so Diane, Maggie, Amy and I came over to the Auto Cad room again. OMG I fell getting off the bus this morning, it was funny. Thank God that i hang out with the people that i do or it would have embarassed. After spending time with them you dont really get embarassed anymore. Its kinda a bad thing though because i do stupid shit in front of everybody now. Oh well, i dont care what people think about me. It makes me mad when people talk shit behind people's back. This one girl (my favorite person) talks shit about the guys but to their faces she's like "I Love You guys so much" it bothers be more though becaues they dont like her either but nobody will say anything about it. It's really gay. Anywho, on to things more important than her, i dont have anything to do right now. I have a test next period, i hope that i can pass it i didnt really pay attention to anything going on. Oh well, whatever. Listening to Atreyu, hell yes. Anywho back to me falling off the bus, i must of hit my arm somehow, it hurts, it was swollen earlier but i think that its gone down now. I really wish that i could smoke, that would make me happy right now, but its almost 7 months so only a little while longer. yeah im out i guess nothing else to write

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Yeah since i made a private entry i though that id make another one just because i have time to. In second period. Im supposed to be in Music. App. but Amy, Maggie and I asked if we could come to the Auto Cad room and the sub. let us so here i am. Nasty people came over too though like 5 minutes ago. they always follow us, that girl that Amanda Dulton beat the shit out of, and some other girl that i dont know or want to. God they're annoying, they try to talk to Diane and she doesnt like them either. Diane is sick, that makes me feel bad. Get Well Soon. I'm listening to Across Five Aprils right now, they kick ass, everyone should go to www.purevolume.com and listen to them, but you have to type them in as acrossfiveaprils . , thats me, rocking out to some good music. Skyler, Bill told me that i should come to your walmart thing, im gonna steal the guitar case with the quarters in it. hehe, the monkey is cute. I was looking in a 1999 yearbook and i saw J when he was a freshman, he looks kinda like Josh, its the first time i've ever seen him with his blonde hair. Anywho i really dont have anything to write about so im gonna go.

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