yeah... him and his skany girlfriend that is! It was so a waste of time.. and i swear if she doesnt stop writing to me... im not gonna ignore it. So yeah, im totally over him.

I have an even better date for prom now.. hes really cool... one of my friends. I think him and i will have a good time together... i dont see why not :). Hes awesome for actually saying yes lol.

ANYWAY... last night, mom, dad, grandma, and i went to eat the grace's for my mom and dads birthday. It was nice.. then we went shopping so i could buy a bra for prom.lol... and grandma gave me 10$ for my bday so i bought make up that would kinda sorta match with my dress...

But today was just a typical day in school... nothin happened. But after school marcy and i walked downtown so i could get my dress fitted. PERFECTION! I hope ya'll like it! :) Marcy found this ADORABLE dress.. it looks so good on her.. i hope she gets it :)!

Well, i godda go.. bye yall!

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Today in school was such a pain in the ass. 1st period no one talked to me bc amy wasnt sitting where she usually does... 2nd period we didnt have anything to do, so julie and I went upstairs in the shop room and signed the wall. lol you should look sometime. THEN 3rd period was a piece of shit because Mrs. Wheeland was under one of those "perfection" moods. Directed Study I just talked to whore for a little while, then put my head down and took a little nap. 8th period was "alright".... i still havent gotten the nerve to talk to him. I dont know what it is, i'm usually not this way with a guy. But hopefully he comes to the party this weekend, i know i wont be shy at my own house, yah know? Oh well, nothing is gonna happen when hes still with the bitchy skank girlfriend of his. I was sooo mad when i found out she called amanda a bitch... if anyone, she should hate me... not one of my friends. Damn her.. all the bitches get the good guys haha.

Well, im gonna go, im so freaking tired...

Ill tell you what i did tonight, tomorrow :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM AND DAD!

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Well, when i got home from school me and my mom went to pay the rest of my prom dress. I get it fitted on Tuesday... so im excited to get the final project. Im still working on asking him to prom and everything. I really really hope i get to know him this week so he can come to my party friday night. Wow, would that be awesome or what? :). We would really get to know eachother that night... if you know where my mind is going...

The races werent so bad this week. I hung out with Emily, dennis, and devon the most (other than amanda, curtis, and marcy)... so it was cool. Devon gets me laughing so easily. But after the races... amanda, marcy, and i talked in her room for a while and i went in the living room to fall asleep bc amanda was fighting on the tele with curtis.. and i didnt wanna be reminded of that shit. Amanda has been trying really hard to get him and i together.. she's gonna do it one of these days.. and im gonna love her the rest of my life!

Anyway, yesterday (saturday) i drove to Wyalusing with my mom, aunt penny, and aunt ella to my future cousin's bridal shower. I didnt know her very well, so it wasnt really fun. We also went to see my grandmothers grave... its so beautiful there.. it overlooks a lake. We decorated it for the spring time.. i think its the prettiest stone there :). But i really miss my grandma.

Then today... i woke up at the butt crack of dawn to make my mom breakfast. Pancakes, eggs, toast, sausage and hash browns. lol... im still a little iffy on making eggs. I didnt know how to flip it or when it was done, so i had my dad help me on that. But when it was all done, i put the flowers that i got her in the middle of the table and got her lazy butt up. She loved it! And im glad because she deserves a good mothers day.. shes done a lot for me latley.

This afternoon i just hung out with family. Me, josh, and my uncle luke watched "Evil Dead".. OMG that movie is sooo damn disgusting!! Like, i didnt wanna eat mothers day dinner when the time came... yuck. Then we watched the amityville horror... the 1st one. It wasnt bad.. but not 1/2 as scary as the new one. THEN i drove my uncles new car to new albany to pick up my aunt. Which was cool bc we listened to guns -n- roses. hehe.

Well, thats all that happened this weekend. Talk to you all later!

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10 Things About You (personality wise):
1. i'm very emotional
2. I hate liars
3. I love to make people smile
4. I like it when people try to make me smile
5. Im easily scared
6. but i love scary movies...
7. i like to talk to ppl that ive never talked to before
8. when im angry i write or cry on the phone to marcy
9. Im a hopeless romantic lol
10. im gullible

9 Things About You (appearance wise):
1. i have dirty blonde hair
2. i have hazel eyes outlined with a blue
3. i'm 5'5
4. i have short fingernails with tiny nail beds
5. huge scar on my back and below my eye
6. always wearing makeup
7. 6-8 rings on my hands
8. ears peirced
9. addicted to sandals or Etnies

8 Things You Hate:
1. ppl who talk behind your back
2. people who hate you for stupid reasons
3. procasonators
4. ppl who hate to smile
5. running
6. getting up early
7. ppl who shake their leg
8. ppl who smack their food or gum (close your mouth when you eat!)

7 Things You Love:
1. gym class
2. warm weather
3. swimming in pools or oceans
4. nicholas sparks books
5. scary movies
6. sleeping
7. my family and friends

6 Things That Attract You To The Opposite Sex:
1. someone who likes me for me
2. someone who doesnt care what other ppl think
3. someone who can make me smile no matter the time
4. someone who is understanding
5. beautiful eyes
6. good teeth/smile

5 Things That Turn You Off From The Opposite Sex:
1. B.O
2. Hairy bodies
3. assholes (thinking their funny when they're far from it)
4. if they chew tobacco
5. guys who either take things too fast or too slow

4 Things You Need When You Go Out:
1. money
2. makeup
3. jacket
4. a man or just some friends :)

3 Things You Do Everyday:
1. get on the computer
2. think about him
3. read something

2 People You See Everyday:
1. mom
2. dad

1 Person You Miss:
1. my grandmother




^ I got this from Michelle's nutang, i hope she didnt care :) But i was extremely bored and i needed something entertaining to do.

Thats all for tonight.... bye bye

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Amy talked to him today about me! :) eek.. so exciting! lol anway... i guess he said he would like me more if we got to know eachother better and that he would consider going to prom with me. Gosh, I really hope it goes like i want it to... my prom night would be by far perfect. He was my partner for gym class today too... i couldnt concentrate!! haha and yes Gary, you were correct with those statements. ;)

Well, we had that STD assembly this morning. Poor him was in the front row and had to see those pictures up close and personal. lol but when i saw all the pictures.. all i could think about was HER... i scurm thinking about it! ewww

Cheryl took me to school today so i didnt have to ride the bus :).. i love her, id be completly lost without her around. She came by the house this morning and i didnt even have my make up on yet, so when we got to school, we went into the bathrooms and did our makeup... he looked at me when i came out.. lol just had to tell you.. :)

Well, i guess im gonna go.... talk to you tomorrow.

Volleyball practice.. im dreading it :(

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and it sucks. lol. I woke up looking forward to one thing. And that was seeing 'him'.. well he wasnt in school today. So my day was offically ruined when i found that out this morning. I've barly talked to him before, so i dont fully understand why i like him so much. Its just latley ive been getting used, cheated on, and getting hurt by guys.. and for once i wanna be with a nice guy whos gonna treat me good... someone who likes me just as much as i like them. I also need a date for prom.. and i can soo picture him in a tux. wow babay! lol

Well, i will say that me and Emily offically suck at fucking pickleball. Its so damn stupid... having a big paddle in your hand..."paddling" at a white hollow ball with holes in it.. just seems completly meaningless.

Maybe it will be a little more entertaining watching him play... but i dont wanna seem like im obsessing over him, cause im not. Im just trying to be happy for once... getting what i want for a change.

May 15th is my bday :) yay... well, im not all that excited about it this year.. I'll only be 17 years old, there isnt anything special about that. Just one more year closer to being 18.

Well, im gonna go. ttyl

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