Home | Join! | Help | Browse | Forums | NuWorld | NWF | PoPo   
welcome to my mind ...

The weather
A constant state of being.
My Unkymood Punkymood (Unkymoods)
Well, hello there.
Flag Counter
Can tomorrow be normal?
Wednesday. 10.2.13 9:46 pm
The crazy bitch that fucked up my day yesterday was STILL THERE this morning and didn't leave until quarter after 1. This became our new record-setting standby coming to a total of 33 hours. It was ridiculous. Then we had a Code Red because some fucktard decided to cook popcorn too long and it set off the fire alarm system. Then once that was reset, the 1st floor card readers stopped working and that took another hour of time to fix. It was ridiculous. I managed to set my new person record with steps tonight. Now, that's between both jobs, but still.

I have one more day to get through and it seems that every day this week there has been something to keep it from being a normal day. I just want one day to be normal and it would be great if it could be my Friday. Especially since I'll be working extra time tomorrow at the other job. I could totally use a break. And since this is my first full weekend in two months; I would really like that extra day to wind down and take things easy.

An errand has been added to the stuff I'm doing on Friday. Tonight is the second time in two weeks that my tire pressure light has come on and I'm thinking I may have a very slow leak in one of my tires. It could be that it's the weather fucking with the system, since it is dipping in to the 40s now, but twice in two weeks? It's probably safer to get it checked out in case there is a hole or something like a nail stuck in the tire.

Alright. I'm way under my calorie intake for the day, but it's too close to bed for me to eat a full meal so I'll just have to take the hit. I'll try to make sure I consume enough tomorrow.

Until then. . .

Comment! (1) | Recommend!

Tuesday. 10.1.13 9:44 pm
Yeah, I'm definitely looking more forward to the fact that I have two full days off in a row than I am to the events that will be occurring on those two days. Now to just get through the next two days without losing my mind or killing anyone.

If the pattern keeps repeating itself at my regular job, I'm bound to snap at someone. I was ready to walk out today, but at my own fault. It's something that could have been prevented, but wasn't and I kicked myself over and over about it. I know that no one else felt nearly as badly about what happened as I did, but I was seriously ready to just walk off the job. At least for the day. I even thought about calling off sick tomorrow, but I know that I shouldn't.

The way I felt got better as the evening continued on, but I still am hesitant about the next time something like this occurs at work. Hopefully it'll never happen again in the time that I'm there.

Anywho, I am going to watch a couple videos and call it a night. Perhaps be in bed before 11 again.

Until tomorrow. . .

Comment! (0) | Recommend!

I need a drink
Monday. 9.30.13 9:36 pm
Ever have one of those days where an hour in to your shift you were already wanting a drink? That was me ... at 7am. I was cranky today and it's mostly due to the fact that I didn't sleep very well last night. I just couldn't get my mind to shut off. All day I was just in a bad mood and everything that anyone said to me seemed to get on my nerves.

The first part of the shift at Sam's was like that too, but it mellowed out a bit as the night went on. It's hard to stay in a bad mood when the people around you are in good moods. It did bum me out when I got caught with my tongue ring in. I'm usually good about keeping it hidden, but this actually gives me the chance to gauge it up again. I'll be buying clear ones and I can go up to 8's and still keep it hidden.

Three more days and I finally get a full weekend. It'll be busy with stuff, but I will get to sleep in both days. It's the first full weekend that I'll have had since starting the second job two months ago. I'm ready for it. Honestly I'm more ready for just simply having two days off than I am the celebrating part. It'll be a nice, calming, stress-free weekend. I just have to get there first. . .

Until tomorrow. . .

Comment! (0) | Recommend!

Time consuming
Sunday. 9.29.13 7:01 pm
Has anyone else ever sat down to think about how much of our lives are consumed by work? I'm not just talking about the time in which you're actually at work, but the time that occurs before and after. How many hours, or minutes, before you have to be at work do you wake up to get ready? How long is your commute to and from? How much time do you spend making sure you have sufficient sustenance for the coming shift? It's amazing how much time we lose for ourselves when we think about all the time that gets put in to work.

The coming shifts this week I'll be spending nearly every minute between the hours of 4:45am {when my first alarm goes off} until around 9:30pm {when I get home from my second job} as dedicated to work, whether it be the commute, prep or actual work. I don't count the winding down process because that's about the only me time I actually have. I also don't count the sleeping part of that because I need sleep for every day activities and I get about the same amounts regardless if I'm working or not.

I get that I'm crazy for working two jobs, but actually putting numbers to it and thinking about it makes me actually feel like I'm crazy. Besides, the payoff in the end will be worth it.

Anywho, I took a nap this afternoon when I got home from work and I woke up thinking I had slept through my alarm for tomorrow morning's shift. Then I realized that it isn't that light out at that time of the morning anymore so I was okay. I hate that feeling when you sleep really well and wake up, glance at the time and have a mini panic attack only to later realize it's only been a couple hours, not an entire day/night. It's worse when it actually happens and you did sleep through your alarm, but in this case having your heart race that soon after you wake up is not ideal.

Until tomorrow. . .

Comment! (3) | Recommend!

You know you're tired...
Saturday. 9.28.13 9:02 am
... when you lay down for a nap around 5pm and don't wake up until around 1am, then fall back asleep and don't wake up again until around 8:30am. I do believe working all these extra hours finally caught up to me. The only downside is that it caused me to miss an entry yesterday; I was planning on writing it when I woke up from my nap. Oh well. I haven't missed any days since April, I think, so I'm still doing pretty good on this entry-a-day challenge.

I'm definitely glad I did my laundry yesterday. I wanted to get it done yesterday just so that I would be able to sleep in this morning. Well, I did get the sleeping in part done, but if I had planned on doing my laundry after my nap, I would have been screwed because I didn't wake up in time this morning to get it done before I have to leave for work, nor would I have enough time tonight when I got home to get it done.

It's cool and rainy today. Definitely a Fall day in Seattle. That probably helped with keeping me comfortable while I slept for nearly 16 hours. I'm fairly certain it'll go on for most of the day, which I'm okay with. This is my favorite time of year. Once it gets cold and rainy, the chance of snow and ice increases and I'm not okay with that. Hopefully the hard hitting weather happens while I'm in Vegas, but I have serious doubts since the hard hitting stuff doesn't usually happen until January or February.

Alright, I am going to watch the YouTube videos and Hulu shows that I planned on watching last night. I have a couple hours before I need to head north for work and I plan on enjoying them.

Until tomorrow. . . {hopefully}

Comment! (0) | Recommend!

Quick turn around
Thursday. 9.26.13 9:49 pm
I'm scheduled for that morning shift at Sam's tomorrow. Hopefully it's painless. I will most likely never work this early again, but we'll have to wait and see what happens. It's entirely possible for that to become a regular thing on Saturday's, but since they usually have me closing, I'm sure it won't happen any time soon.

I get to sleep in an extra hour tomorrow morning than I normally would for my regular job. Then again, it's my day off so I'll be waking up far too early. Oh well. I'll be getting off work at 11:30 and still having the rest of the day to kind of do whatever. It's another pseudo day off.

I got a chunk of my debt paid today. I still owe about $50, but they were willing to work with me on the first option since I pretty much had most of what they were asking for. I'm not getting charged any more so I'll only be short $400 from my trip instead of just over $500. So come the 11th, I'll have on debt collector off my back. I'm still dealing with paying off another one and there's a third one that just started contacting me, but I know what that's for. It'll be the last thing to get taken care of.

A coworker looked at my tires tonight and told me that three of them are bad. I was planning on getting new tires soon anyway, but I was going to wait until after my trip. I may still wait, but at least now I know what the state of them is. The plan was to make sure I had enough money to buy 4 brand new tires and get them insured. I'll have to look online to see around how much that costs.

With all this paying off stuff, I may just keep the Sam's job until I'm caught up on everything. Hell, once I get my debt or car paid off, I will have a lot of extra money coming in so the second job won't really be necessary. All I have to do is get my vacation taken then I'll dive deeper in to what I owe and how much time is needed to pay it all off.

Time to watch some videos while I let my hair dry before calling it a night.

Until tomorrow. . .

Comment! (0) | Recommend!

LostSoul13's Weblog Site • NuTang.com

NuTang is the first web site to implement PPGY Technology. This page was generated in 0.035seconds.

  Send to a friend on AIM | Set as Homepage | Bookmark Home | NuTang Collage | Terms of Service & Privacy Policy | Link to Us | Monthly Top 10s
All content © Copyright 2003-2047 NuTang.com and respective members. Contact us at NuTang[AT]gmail.com.