very funny video.

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this is convo about my friend steve. i am arguing with his GF cindy. enjoy.

My friend steve and i dont talk any more

spencer says:
he smokes weed and isn't really going anywhere with his life

spencer says:
I on the other hand am going into the Air Force and have plans to move on to NASA..

he went to jail for not reporting to his Probation officer

his girlfriend, Cindy poasted a status update on myspace saying and i quote "I MISS HIM SO MUCH I GOT TO C HIM YAY I MISS HIN ALREADY .SET MY BABY FREE!!!!! (I LOVE STEVE STEVENSON) HE'S MINE FOREVER"

so i said "Harsh" and she said "what why is that 'harsh'"

"steve being in jail and all. nothing against him but i saw this coming"

and she said
IM SORRY HOW IS THAT HARSH AND HE'S IN THERE CUZ HIS P.O. Y DOES IT CONCERN U ANYWAY AND HE WILL BE OUT MONDAY

p.o being probation officer (also note that me and steve have been best friends for about a year and a half prior to him meeting cindy)

i said
i dont expect you to understand what im trying to say but he didnt report, so thats his fault.


she says O SPENCER DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED IT IS NOT HIS FAULT QUIT ACTING LIKE U CARE. AND I DO UNDERSTAND MORE THEN U DO ABOUT ANY OF THIS. RIGHT NOW U HAVENT BEEN AROUND U DONT KNOW SHIT SO Y DONT U STAY OUTTA IT AND LEAVE THINGS THE WAY THEY ARE PEOPLE BEING HAPPY OK

and i said
"yup, lol. you just proved me right. oh and ryan told me everything yesterday. also i know him better than you.. i care, but the things he does and the things ryan does aren't good things. they are not bad people!!! they are my best friends!! dont get me wrong. but i have more planned for my life than they do, our life styles dont match up. THATS why i dont talk to them anymore."

(i should have said "and the choices that Ryan and Steve make aren't good choices.")

she says
"OK WELL JUZ CUZ U GET TOLD SHIT DONT MEAN U KNOW WHATS GOIN ON OK? WELL SINCE ME AND STEVE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER U HAVENT BEEN AROUND EXCEPT FOR THOSE COUPLE OF TIMES, OTHER THAT YA. BUT SO WHAT AND STEVE HAS SHIT PLANNED FOR HIS LIFE. AND U KNOW IF THERE SUCH GREAT FRIENDS SPENCER THEN Y AINT U THERE BEING A FRIEND JUST CUZ THEY SMOKE WEED AND SHIT THAT DONT MEAN NUTHING. I DONT LIKE IT VERY MUCH EITHER BUT U KNOW FRIENDSHIP IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN THE WORLD AND GOOD FRIENDS LIKE THEM ARE HARD TO FIND DONT TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THAT"

(as you know i am going into the Air Force, and she knows this. i cant be around weed or any drug for that matter)


so i say
this conversation is going nowhere, and you are so hard headed that no matter what i say you are never going to get it. so goodbye. when you grow up a little bit you will see where im getting at.

and her always having to have the last word and being sooo "grown up" says

"YA ITS NOT GETTING ANY WHERE CUZ OF U, U MAKE EVERYTHING SO DIFFICULT YOUR WORSE THEN A GIRL, SO JUST WHATEVER. AND U KNEW SINCE THE LAST TIME AND U EVEN FUCKIN HUNG OUT. IVE GROWN UP U JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT IM SAYIN, MY GOD BUT WHAT EVER. JUST LEAVE ALL OF US OUTTA YOUR LIFE, AT LEAST ME STEVE AND THEM MAKE THERE OWN CHOICES AND U KNEW LATELY THERE GOOD ONES ESPECIALLY ON U"


(ok she was refering to one time a month ago where i slipped up and smoked a lil pot with steve. ONE TIME!)

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Im pretty much an easy going guy. I sit at home during the day piddling on the interwebs and thinking about random things.

here is a visualization of my thoughts

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Back when i was a kid i played lots and lots of nintendo, i started with the NES and have had every consol (except for the hand helds). But i distinctly remember playing Turok 2: Seeds of Evil for my N64. When i was younger i had loads of fun runing through the levels and killing random dinosaurs. Altho there were some very scary parts of that game that still haunt my dreams to this day.

Has anyone played this game?
If not you are going to have a hard time knowing what im talking about, so i will add a YouTube video at the bottom.


It was the "Portals to Oblivion" that got me.
Some of these portals take you to a "Holy place" where there is no terrifying dynos, and absolutely no element of fear what so ever.
But some of these portals would take you to these dark, man slaughtering, hell holes of pure evil. Mutant dyno-like man eaters charged at you with a massive arsonal of guns and blades.

I never beat those levels simply because i was too scared to enter them.

So now 10 years later i am ordering another Nintedo 64 and i am going to conquer that fear (with cheats most likely). Wish me luck!

what was your video game nightmare?

Skip to 5:10

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Man its been a while since my last entry! I googled my name and my site popped up. Im so sorry i forgot about you nutang! Well the good thing is im back right?

Alot has changed since my last entry, im nearly 20 now! I dropped out of school 8 weeks before graduation... i know im stupid. But i got my GED and scored in the top 99% in science! I have also decided to join the Air Force, and in order to get in you have to have a HS diploma. Just recently (3 days ago to be exact) i completed an extensive packet to get it. So now i have graduated twice, pretty cool huh? I go today to turn my paper work so i can take the ASVAB. Im hoping to get a job with the section that deals with space (satellites & junk) (it seems like the military is the only "recession proof" occupation out there) Then I plan on moving on to NASA, My recuiter said that the Air Force works directly with NASA and being in the AF i have a better chance of getting a job there.

I've had a system put in my truck along with a brand new pioneer radio. Its pretty cool, [(really helps with the ladies ;-)]. OH! and that "absolutely amazing girl friend that i was soooo in love with" dumped me at the begining of last year. I was hurt at first but now im over it... And she has a kid now!!!! (dont worry its not mine).

lastly (most certainly not least) i have turned my life around, and now i am a devoted christian.

i also love poker, if you love poker too just comment me, and we can talk about poker. (note the obsession)

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