watching: my life go by in a blur
listening to: Tatu- Not gonna get us
mood: Strange
I just noticed that my last three entries have been bitching about something i hate.... well this one is gonna be dofferent... no bitching about nothing. I wish y'all could see my dogs piled up on top of each other wrapped in my shawls. It's soooooo cute. I also really like this Evanescence song- My Immortal..... it really makes me think back over my last relationship.. and realize how bad it truly was. if i have anything to be thanksful for at all... and i do... it's that i survived that......I feel a lot of gratitude all of a sudden.....which is awesome... I've been totally lacking it lately.... so i guess it's a good thing to finally have a bit

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watching: the clock
listening to: Darude- Sandstorm
mood: cranky
I hate insomnia.... i really really do.... i can't stand not being able to sleep. It drives me NUTS.... It's almost 2 am... and herei am...bright eyed and bushy tailed.... THIS SUCKS!!!! I'm gonna be tiredas hell tomorrow and i have tons of stuff i want to get done (finally)It's frustrating as hell...... *shrugs*c'est la vie

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I figurededededed it out!!!!!!!! This CSS isn't really as hard as i think it is.... i love my new background!!!! YAY!!!!! GO ME!!!!!

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(< rant >)Severe Frustration.... that's the name of my game today.... it's colder than a nun's c**t out there and i HATE it.... the overnight low was TEN BELOW..... today's high... SEVEN..... i HATE COLD WEATHER!!!!!! I have shit I need to get done... but i can't... because i AIN'T GOING ANYWHERE IN THIS SHIT(< /rant >)

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listening to: Evanescence- Haunted
watching: my dogs embarrass themselves
mood: grumpy
Here i am... yet again... awake at 2 am.... *sigh* I'll live.. i just hope i get tired soon... i can't hang with this awake stuff for too much longer. Insomnia does not make for a kinder gentler me....... neither does the 8 or 9 inches of fresh snow on the ground... probably more by now... it's still snowing. I HATE WINTER!!!!! ANyway her ia m... listening to music... typing in my journal... when i really SHOULD be asleep for all intents and purposes... I HATE INSOMNIA TOO!!! Oh Well.. it's not like we're going anywhere... really... i refuse to drive in this weather... so we aren't gonna go to the meeting...*sigh* I probably need one really bad... but i can catch one online somewhere....

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watching: my monitor listening to: John Digweed- Virtua Trancer mood: depressed What is so special about another fucking year????? I mean... look at all the fabulous things i failed to accomplish last year. There are so many... i can't begin to list them all here.... Yeah... i know... i supposedly have accomplished a lot... but it sure doesn't feel like it. I think i might have too high expectations for myself or something... Anyway... i made a resolution last night..... just one... cause it's the only one i'll ever keep.... My New Year's Resolution.... is to not make any more stupid New Year's Resolutions cause i never do stick with them anyway.... I am in the process of setting some goals for myself.... but those are not resolutions... they are easily defined goals.

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