I'm a Megalomaniac, dude.
Location Somewhere, VA
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"Hate Humanity? Yep, sure do. There's such a lack of responsibilty for one's actions in the world, a selfishness, and a great destruction in the way people live their lives. It's all instant gratification,and who cares how my instant gratification affects those around me, or on a small personal level or a global level. The way people treat eachother is truly disgusting, and we've created an environment through advances in science and technology that allows for a very septic society to thrive. And we breed and breed, and all the wrong people breed while all the right people don't wanna have children because they don't wanna place them in this world"
Lyrics of the day
Totalimmortal by AFI
Hope unknown. Sometimes just waking is surreal.
I walk right through the nameless ones.
I know that hope's unknown.
Sometimes the water feels so real.
As I walk through it fills my lungs, my god, I'm drowning.
This day never seems to end.
This pain, never.
This rage I will not let go.
I hear them calling.
I feel them gnawing out holes through flawless souls.
So alone. Sometimes I swear that I can hear the taunting of the voiceless ones.
I fear that I alone fear those who ceased to feel that they're alone inside this place.
I am the misplaced.
Now ever face, it looks familiar...
then every face would melt away until..
now everyone, do you know, I know your deception?
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My Current Playlist
- All That's Left
- Paper Tigers
- The Melting Point of Wax
- Under a Killing Moon
- Blood Clots and Black holes
- So Strange I Remeber You
- At A Glance
- Narrative of Soul Against Soul
- Fall Children
- Soap Box Derby
- Days of the Phoenix
- Total Immortal
- The Despair Factor
- Rotting Vampire Eyeballs
Spend the Night
Tuesday. 9.2.03 12:18 pm
Yeah so i spent the night at lauras the night before last. it was fun, i love her room. its so spacious and clean and junk. lol. the next day we picked up brit and we went cruisin around. she let brittany drive for the first time, she was FREAKIN out! it was funny. she was like "road! road! road!... theres a turn coming! road! awww shit theres a car coming!" lmao. and brit was swirving on purpose to freak laura out. it was funny. then i drove, and laura was STILL freakin out, but not as bad. lol!!! omg, laura's car looked so ghetto with her damn donut still on her car. lmao. but later on we followed these guys in this white truck so brit could holla at em, me and brit were lookin out the back window at them wavin at em cuz laura had passed em and they were wavin back then they waved at us everytime they took a turn, then when we passed them we honked at em. one time we drove beside them and asked them where they were goin, sounded like the guy said Hopewell, we couldn't hear from all the wind blowin. but we just kept followin em onto temple ave. then we they turned into BP and waved so we left them alone. lol. it was funny though. and we had to go grocery shoppin for laura's mom. we went to target and we ran into ryan and trevor, i gave both of em a hug, i suffocated ryan. lol!!! then we talked about work a lil bit then we left. then afterwards me and laura stalked shakira. but shakira was kinda acting weird towards laura, we think its because i was there and she kinda knows of me. but laura's hopin she works today so she can talk to her. me and laura were jokin on shakira cuz she had no ass and shakira was all like "if yall are just gonna sit there and laugh at me u might as well leave!" lmao. and laura was like 'no no! we're not laughing at you!' and all this other crap. then shakira was talkin with this girl about cats, and laura jumped in the convo and said she hates cats and said they stink and stuff and shakira was like 'what? your kitty kat? damn that's pretty bad laura" lmao. we all busted out laughin, laura turned all red n crap. the poor thing.
Aww Gabe and brit started school today! the summer went by so damn fast. i'm gonna go visit Gabe and Mrs. Taylor sometime in the next couple months and i'm gonna have lunch with brit next monday. :) laura misses school i don't miss it one bit. lol. i just miss ms. taylor and maybe the fact u had something to do the first half of the day. but its all good. i would never relive my high school years.
Quincy came to visit me yesterday when i came back from laura's house. he looked like a lil thug with the cornrows he had in his head. lol!! but it was cute though. it felt good to be around him again. its weird how not seeing him for one day can feel like u haven't seen him in forever. but we wrestled like half the day it was funny. i gotta few god body slams in but he's always able to slam my ass and pin me, its not fair! :( lol. but at least i did it once! ha! then he spent the rest of the night tryin to make me squeal. lol!! cuz he claims he thinks its so cute the way i squeal. so he tickles me half to death. i hope today goes as well as yesterday did... but i'm going to work so i doubt it will be.
gotta get away from work!!!!
Sunday. 8.31.03 12:07 pm
I haven't written in this thing for a while. I've been feeling kinda sick lately. but this morning i actually feel pretty good, so yay! lol. i went to brits house the other day with laura, that was quite fun. i love brittany's house, its so clean and it always smells like some kinda candle and her room is is setup the way i'd like to have my room. The second i walked through the door, her sister Kayla was right there waitin to jump me and give me a hug, i was like whoa! lol. but i hugged her back and she kept begging me to play with her and kept clinging to me, it was cute at first, but i could tell it was annoying brit, she was like "kayla, go to your room and play, she came here to see me, not you." and kayla would be all like "no! my stephanie!" and she drew me a picture that said "your a good friend" lol! but brit finally got rid of her and kayla was pouting the rest of the day and she called me laura and brit meanies. lol. the day i went over there, the phone lines were screwed up in petersburg, so when we picked up the phone, we heard other ppls convos, we overheard a breakup, it was funny. then once the phone finally started workin we made prank phone calls. it was so funny the shit we were sayin. then we chilled and we were basically layin on top of eachother, laura was layin down, i was playin on her, and brit was spread across me and laura. lol!! we were tired. but we were just talkin the rest of the night, then i had to go home. but at least i finally got to get home and talk to quincy.
i was talkin to laura the other day and we were talkin bout how we needed to go on a diet together. i dunno how we're gonna do it together if we're not gonna join a gym or nothing and just do it at home. but i guess it'll work out. i'm goin on a serious diet once september hits... which is tomorrow. lol. fast food and snacks will become a no no! lol. i just hope i can do it. cuz i haven't been feeling good about my body as of late. i always lose weight it seems during the winter then gain it all back right before summer hits. lol! that's so backwards, but anyways...
quincy came over yesterdee. i took his hair loose, washed it (boy that was tiring. lol) and put it in two cute lil afro puff thingies. lol!!! he looked like a lil bear or something. it was cute. we went to quiznos yesterday too. good stuff. it kicks subway in the balls man! lol!!! keepin it gangsta. lol!!!
i saw some of the VMAs i'm so happy AFI won! omg. i didn't think they'd win, i thought it was gonna be QOTSA, which i woulda been happy for too. but i mainly wanted AFI to win. so happy. metallica kinda disappointed me at the end of the show. they know they could have done a lot better than that shit they pulled. lol!
Monday. 8.25.03 2:21 am
So today i was pleasantly surprised by laura and brit at work today. lol. they brought me this cute lil foam mat thing that's pink (my fav. color) with all these pretty flowers and stuff all over it that says Stephanie N Quin. i was like 'awwwwwwwwwww!' so i spreaded the love and gave em big hugs. lol. then in the corner of the thing it says WBL. haha! it was great. brit looked dead tired though. poor thing. :( and laura has to go to her grandpa's funeral tomorrow. :( i think i'm gonna try to visit her after work tomorrow to see how she's doin. they're tryin to go to the beach this weekend, i gotta see if tiffany will work for me on sunday. hmm. i'm sure she will, cuz jesse works sundays. i dunno if i put it in my last entry, but i went to old navy and bought this bad ass black blazer and some jeans. they're cute. :) gotta go back and do some more shopping.
i read a certain persons blog today, said some stupid things about me in there, but stupid things that didn't really surprise me, considering the type of person she is. but whatever. gotta move on from that stage in my life.
oh my gosh i've been gettin fuckin bit like crazy. i need to stay from outside so much. lol. cuz these things are itching like hell.
i gotta go to freakin work at 9 a.m. tomorrow! ::huffs:: and i don't get off til 8! craziness man! tired of dis shat! lol. oh well, i should be gettin a fat check come next week. i gotta make a deposit soon. i just got my check today and when i spent all that money at old navy the other day it only left like 6 bucks in my checking account. ha. so yeah, needa put some green in there.
oh yeah! quincy sent me the SWEETEST greeting last night. omg. when i signed on this morning i saw it and i was like 'awwwwwwwwww!' it was too sweet. then he burned some episodes of clone high for me cuz he knew i really wanted, i wasn't expecting him to do that. he's way too good to me... waaaay too good. he's such a sweetheart. i couldn't ask for a better person to be with. laura and brit think he's the sweetest thing too. i could really see myself spending the rest of my life with him. cuz i mean, i'm going to a technical college for 17 months, then after that i'll be trying to build a career. i couldn't see myself being with anyone else but him. i mean u might as well say we're married now, we spend almost every waking moment together. lol. hopefully me and him can spend another weekend at the beach together. that'd be really nice. well i'm tired and i gotta get up early so i'm gone. keep it real homies!
Lets spread the love homies!
Sunday. 8.24.03 1:28 am
Awwww, brit said her and laura had a surprise for me and they're gonna bring it into the pharmacy tomorrow. :-D but she caved in and sent me an email of what she was bringing me and it's a pillow that said Stephanie n Quin... i was like awwwwwwwww! and in the corners of the pillow it had the letters WBL. haha! my girls! i wasn't expecting them to make me a freakin pillow, that's hella cool. Gabe said he's gonna visit me at the pharmacy too. i hope he doesn't come in at the same time at them, cuz he kinda craves attention and i wanna talk to my girls too cuz i haven't seen them in a while. sounded like laura and brit had a lot of fun today, but they said they missed me though. brit was handing out fake phone numbers tonight, i was like 'go brit! its ya birthday!" haha. but yeah we're all supposed to hang out thursday so i'm lookin forward to it. today was pretty good. i got to see my quincy today. we went to see american wedding, then we go to go to old navy where i bought this cute black jacket and some flare jeans. theeeeen, we went back to his house to the rock quarry again. :) but it started to get really dark so then we went back to my house where he warmed up his left over italian food and we just hung out in my room. american wedding was surprisingly funny. cuz i was wondering how they were gonna pull this movie off, but it was actually pretty good. i kinda wanna see pirates of the caribbean again. that was a GOOD movie.
well it never fails, worked pissed me off again today. me and luke were talking about how we don't think its fair that tiffany gets to basically get paid for being a lazy ass half the day and luke was talkin bout how ditsy she was. its sad but its true, kinda funny too. but i don't really give up too much of my thoughts in that place cuz i don't really trust anyone in there. almost everyone is fulla shit in that place. but imma talk to tommy about how i don't think i've been treated fairly in the place. especially since i've been there LONGER than tiffany... wtf? tiffany IMed me too and asked me what was wrong cuz she said i looked pissed at work and i told her that it was just something i needed to discuss with tommy. its craziness. but anyways, today i just plan on chillin out. i don't think i really wanna go anywhere. but i wanna go back to quincy's dorm. i like it. its like a cool lil hang out spot. u can tell a lot of the students in that dorm are pretty funny and laid back, so thats cool. maybe i could go over there tomorrow after work. that'd be fun. well i guess i'm gonna go i'm really tired and i needa get some sleep. later kids.
Friday. 8.22.03 11:53 pm
Friday. 8.22.03 11:19 pm
So as planned we went to the lake, it was pretty fun despite a few glitches along the way. it was nice being around vicky's neices and nephews. they're adorable. i love jasmine, shes cute, every five minutes she wanted to play a game with me. then i had to carry her on my back halfway through the water and junk. lol. but it was cool. mum looked like she was havin a good time. as usual vick was asking me "personal" stuff about me and quincy. lol. she always wants to get the dirt, but she don't get it all. lol. but after a while we got tired and left. one thing i hate about the lake is they got shitty bathrooms and showers. half of em didn't work and were dirty and ugh, ppl who know me know how i am about dirt and cleanliness. lol. but anyways, after me and quincy left the lake we got to spend some real quality time together. the time we spent together and the talking we did just made me look at him in a semi new light today. and i just appreciate him more than anyone could ever know. i really do. but we made our way to the rock quarry once again. and we talked down there some more for a good while, then i went in the water and climbed up on this huge rock that was halfway submerged in the water so that i can sit on it and have my feet dangle in the water. quincy sat on it with me, it was nice. i love it down there, its so pretty. i'm gonna take a picture of it one day. lol. its just that the bugs can be a bitch sometimes. but all in all it was very fun and... pleasurable down there. ;-) then after that we headed off to this italian restaurant on midlothian, its a cool place. they got really good food. then after that we went to my house where me and quincy chilled out on the couch and he fell asleep in my lap, cuz he was dead tired, and i don't blame him cuz i was really tired too, and my damn legs still hurt! grrrr! i dunno what i'm gonna do about this. hopefully it'll pass.
oh yeah, after i got out of the pool, i managed to wash my hair and put tons of conditioner on it and let it air dry as we were riding downt he road, and my hair crinkled up, and it didn't look bad, i was like KEWL! lol! my hair never does that! lol. but yeah it was one of the things that made my day. :) tomorrow i hopefully get to go out and see american wedding after work. fun fun.
groovy baby i piss on yer grave! lol! goodnight. :)
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