bleh today was such a shitty day...but watevers....hmmm friday kicked it in p town wid da homies....just chillin n stuff....then saturday after work went to peewees pad picked him out..then we met up his god sis in rosemead.,.from there we went to sum city..i think glendora....*shurgs* but ya went there cuz it was his homies kids bday....da baby was soo kyoote too!!! i wanted to squeeze it so bad!! GrRrRr...but ya...then around 9ish....went to dimond bar to met up with his frens...it was his homies 32 bday!! wow huh!! LOL....from there followed them to lb area...near da queen mary.....he wanted me to go clubbin wid them but i said no cuz i wasnt dressed at all for da occasion and da club was hella high class... so ya......i was wearin a white tank jeans and chucks!! LOL....so he said that he was just gonna go in for 30mins and come back out....i told him to stay longer but he didnt want to...so ya...he left..and i got food..by da time i got da food he was out already!! lolz....crazy shit.....from there we went to joes pad.... sweeper, shorty, and giant were there...and of course tiff... =D..... oh man....once we got there...my whole day got fucked....peewee started trippin out agen bout shit... cuz ya hes an angry drunk and shit...so he was just talkin out of his ass..and i got soo mad....like hella fucken mad and kinda embarassed yannoes?.....but watever... everyone left...so i took him home...and hes all tryin to hold my hand while i was drivin and i was like no....and we got into for a lil...but at the same time i opened up to him..tellin him how like if he gets his 3rd strike.....hes gonna be leavin me behind....and i told him hes bein selfish and not thinkin bout how its gonna effect me too....so ya....oreoz.....i just try my hardest to keep him from gettin into trouble wid da law...cuz if he does...its all over for him...and hes a good guy....i dont wanna see him in da penitentiary....ack...but it was all blah da whole ride to his house..... got him home by like 3ish....then i got home at like 4... knocked out...woke up at 830.....cuz i had a hoorible dream that my babe died!!!! crazy huh!!!...ack..i ended up sleepin agen til 1030....once i got up..i called peewee and he sounded soo surprise that i was callin..it was really kyoote... hehe...but ya i told him bout my dream..and he just said he aint gonna die...only of old age...hehe ^_^....but gyea.....talked to him for a lil....then told him i was gonna come down after i have lunch wid my family and close aunt n uncle.... got ready by 12....headed down to oc.....the drive there was soo horrible!!! uge.....my catalyic convertor has been messed up for a cool minute now..but i didnt know that in da long run it will fuck up ur acceleration...and cause u to not go 50!!! on fa fucken frwy!!! ack!...but watevers...got there in a fucken hour....mad at my dad for not tellin me that shit..but ya...ate...then had to drive bak home to use my sisters car.....from h ome went to elmonte.....just chilled there for like ever.....i dunnoz y but we were just lazy ass bums all day... haha...around 9ish went to safaris and shoot pool...then at 10ish headed down to da beach...... it was pretty fun tho....opened up alot more....then on our way bak...he took da wronf frwy!!! and we ended up near compton....ahahahaha watta nerd huh!!!..but gyea....got to his pad..and he told me to wash my face case i was complain bout it.....i just felt dirty.....but oh no!! he saw me wid no make-up =x...gRrRr.....lol......i dunnoz to alot of pplz thats not a big deal..but thats a major step for me...haha crazy huh...its cuz im kinda self conscious and shit...soo ya.....u'll only see mee wid no make up if im really comfortable wid u... yannoes!!...haha...im brazy....wat evers tho....left his house around 2ish....got home at 230!! woop!!! made it home with a quickness!! haha.... but gyea.... got home and knocked out....and ya.....now bout today.....-_-...family kepy on callin me all fucken mornin!!....so i got up at 930...went to work..from work i went to p-town...waited at least an hour to smoke and brake cheak da ion we sold....then from there found out it needed a ho² sensor.....so i had to go bak to fontana....then ordered da part........after that went to ontario to pick up da part...but found out that sum guy just left da dealership to deliever da part to us...so i had to go bak to da shop....from da shop went bak to p town!!!! waited for at least another hour...then had to drive da car around ptown for 20 miles.... so da part can kick in...after 20 miles..brought it bak.waited another 30 mins....bu that time it was likr 5....then got bak to da shop at 530ish....oh man...was i mad.... i woke up hella moody as is...and all that drivin in a car that had no AC made it worst.....-_-.....blah.....anywayz ...imma bounce k...byebye

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well so far everythings good....saturday went down to peewees and picked him up...chilled around da area....went to irvine spectrum which is really really nice!!!! then we went to da beach....just chilled and kicked in the sand...walked around for a lil..then went to his pad....sat outside for a lil while just talkin n stuff.... then i left at like 3...got home..and knocked out...then he calls me at 10...but i didnt pick up cuz i was tryin to sleep..but that fucker called at 12 so i woke up...jumped around da house for a lil....like i was seriously jumpin around da pad...haha....took a shower got ready...then headed down to peewees..got there at like 230...there was soo much traffic cuz of a accident on da 15 be4 da 10...then in west co area theres always traffic...got to his pad...chilled in his room lookin thru his baby pictures..^_^...which was crazy cuz none of my other exs ever let me do that....gay huh!!...but ya then i watched him cook for me n him... he made da bo lup loc really good!! =D...its nice havin a man cook for ya once in awahile u noe.....then we ate...he washed da dishes and everything... made him take me to china town cuz i needed eyeliner...which they didnt have any more of!!!! =(...oh well...after that went to hollywood video and rented so close..and twisted...watched so close first..then after that we went to go shoot pool...then ate at albertos....went back to his pad....chilled outside for a lil....then i left...got home at like 1230....knocked out...woke up at 10...got ready for work...bought lunch for me n my dad....after work went to walmart...then got meat for dinner....got home...walked around for like a min....then had to go to kittys to get da comp.....*thanks kitty!!!*.....dropped da comp off..then headed down to peewees pad...he made me food agen!!! =D...YUM!!! watched twisted..which was a really good movie!! then ya...took me to da chevron so ican get gas....dropped him off at home..then left....and now im home...writtin in my nutang!!! haha...but gyea....hmmm....life is good..i mean seriously..it really is.... i cant complain bout nada really....well cept that jedduhs been like blah wid me...he dont call or text me any more...like he use to ever since i got wid peewee... and i know he doesnt like peewee b'cuz he too crazy and shit....but he hasnt seen the other side of him...da side that i see everyday....u only see the crazy side of him wen he feels endangered...i guess u can say that..but ya....just we shit bracks yannoes?uhhh...oreos....need to find someone to help me finace da bike i wanna get.....i mean i can for it..just that i aint got no credit!! BLAH!!! oreos!!imma go now..cuz i gotta wake up early to go do shit at work...you noe da routine!! ^_^...nites!

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hmmm lets see wat ive been doin......ummmm well alot has happend these pass few days but ill just go on to last nite ^_^.....worked til about 6...got home showered then peewee called me..got ready then cooked food for da family...after that i left..picked up peewee.....got boba like we always do wen i go down there...then started headin down to ontario miss to watch a movie then joe called and asked if we wanted to chill in ptown wid da homies...so i headed to tiffs pad...from there folled her to ptown....and all da homies were there...everyone just drank and kicked it...and of course peewee was brazy as always....*-_-.....i dunnoz y he so crazy....then around 1ish...peewee came up to me and was like...so wussup...and i was like huh...wat?...and hes all i've asked u twice already...wats up...u gonna give me a chance..and i was like hmmmm......then he was just tellin me all this stuff bout my one of the guyz i dated and told me that he show me a side that that guy culd never show me..and do me better then him..and just said fuck him..i dunt care bout him......^_^...>_< ekkk..haha...and i was like ya....ill give it a shot....=p.....then ya...kissed and made it official....ulike in da old entry i wrote a few days ago i was talkin bout how i culdnt get that guy that i wanted.....but i go him!!! YAY!!!! hehe...i seriously had butterflies wen we kissed...b'cuz it felt really good....like i was holdin off for so long...and i finally said yes yannoes....it feels good takin it slow.....*cheesy smile* haha...but whoa....i dunnoz..i get hella worried and stuff sometimes bout him...cuz hes so brazy and shit and hes goin clubbin next week with his frens......and hes always gettin into fights at clubs...so im like uge.....he said he'll try his hardess to stay outta trouble for me...=D....i dunnoz he kept tellin me that he'll prove himself to me..andim like no...u dont have to prova nada to me....i aint like that....i mean be who u are....and thats all that matters.....hes proven to me already that hes patient...cuz he asked me twice and got turned down twice..and was still presistant on me...and didnt give up...that tells me alot bout him....and i dunt no many guyz out there that wuld just wait....and i mean daym...peewe can get alot of girls....cuz he one fine mutha fucker.... >_<" lol....oh gosh im blushin now..haha....but ya...like he said hes not lookin for them girls cuz they just hoes and hoodies...and he wants me...=D...haha daym...okies....imma go before i start giggling to much...^.~ peace da fuck out......

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BLAHBLAHBLAH.......WELL LETS SEE WTS BEEN CRACKIN?.....HAHA UMM SATURDAY WENT TO EL MONTE AND PICKED UP PEEWEE..THEN WE WENT TO A PARTY IN MOVAL...WHICH WAS OK.....WAS PRETTY BORED BUT FOUND PEEWEE GETTIN HES FREAK ON QUITE AMUESING ^_^ BUT GYEA...THEN AT LIKE 11ISH I TOOK HIM HOME..THEN WENT BACK HOME AND HALF WAY HOME MY RADIO WENT OUT!!! I GUESS THE FREAKEN FUSE WENT OUT...BLAH....BUT GYEA ALL G...DROPPED BY JEDDUHS PAD AND HAD A FEW SMOKES WID HIM.....WENT HOME KNOCKED OUT...WOKE UP TO MY SISTER PEEPIN INTO MY ROOM AND ASKIN IF I WANTED TO GO TO THE FAIR....WAS GONNA GO BUT LAST MINUTE DECIDED NOT TO..TOLD HER ILL PROBALLY MEET HER THERE CUZ I WANTED TO BRING FRENS WITH ME....AND WAIT TIL IT GOT DARKER...THEN PEEWEE HIT ME UP TO GO CHILL SO I WENT DOWN TO DIAMOND BAR AND PICKED HIM UP...SHOOT SUM POOL....THEN ATE....WENT TO P TOEN AND PICKED UP COY...THEN HEADED DOWN TO THE FAIR JUST STAYED THERE FOR LIKE AN HOUR THEN I TOOK COY HOME AND THEN ME N PEEWEE WENT TO MIXBOWL TO EAT.....AFTER THAT I TOOK HIM BAK TO HIS CAR IN DIAMOND BAR THEN WENT HOME.....THEN MONDAY CHILLED AT HOME..DID ALOT OF CLEANIN.... THEN GYEA.....LATER ON WENT TO ROROS PAD..AND CHILLED WID DA HOMIES....ACTUALLY DRANK TOO...HAHA CROWN ROYAL...DAYM THAT SHIT GAVE ME A COOL AS DRUNK.....-_-...HAHA...FUCK THO AT 1130ISH HAD JEDDUH DRIVEME HOME...AND TIFF FOLLOWED.......GOT HOME..THEN KNOCKED OUT..WELL TRIED TO....BUT FUCK I CULDNT....SO DRUNK TRYIN TO SLEEP ON CROWN.....BLAH....FINALLY SLEPT FOR A LIL AND WOKE UP AT 6ISH SHOWERED THEN GOT READY..WOKE MY DAD UP TOOK HIM TO WORK....SHIT WAS CRAZY THO..IT WAS ALL GLOOMY N SPRINKLING....FELT HELLA GOOD THO...I MISS GLOOMY DAYS...IT FEELS KINDA GOOD...BUT GYEA...TOOK DAD TO WORK...THEN BONED OUT TO SCHOOL.....TOOK 3 TEESTS TODAY....MATH,SOCIAL STUDIES,AND READING...TOMORROW IMM DO SCIENCE AND WRITTIN...THEN ILL BE DONE...YAY!!! HAHA......I PRAY I PASS!!!! IM SO SERIOUS...ACK......I WENT THRU THE TEST PRETTY FAST THO...I MEAN I GUESS ON SUM OF THEM CUZ FUCK!!I HAD NO IDEA WAT THEY WERE TALKIN BOUT EH...HAHA....FUCK IT...ALL G....BUT GYEA....OREOS...GOTTA WAKE UP AT 6 AGEN AND DO WAT I JUST DID TODAY ALL OVER AGEN..ACK MAN I SWEAR MY LIFE IS SO LIKE..PLANNED OUT AND SHIT....BLAH..WELL IM OUTS FOR NOW...BYEBYE!!!

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blah......this weekend was fun..spent most of the weekend chillin wid peewee.... goin around the whole state n back! haha j/k...but ya....we watched that movie excorsist....it was okies...butit did make me jump a shit load of times.....but yupyup......for sum reason i cant stop thinkin bout that person...but i noe i cant have him because of my mistakes in the past....sucks huh!!!! RAWR......fuck it.....all g.....its probally better this way anywayz...well imma bone out for now......cuz i dont feel like writtin...=0..byebye

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YOUR PASS WILL HAUNT U FOR DA REST OF UR FUCKEN LIFE....JUST A WORD OF ADVICE NOT TO FUCK UP....GEEZZZ FEELIN A LIL SHITTY RAH NOW BUT FUCK IT RITE?... ISNT THAT DA FAMOUS LINE OF MY DEAR BRO RECKLESS....-_-...I JUST DONT NOE WAT TO THINK NO MORE OR WAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE.....AS HARD AS I TRY TO CHANGE N FIX MY MISTAKES IT SEEMS TO NOT WORK..... ALOT OF PPLZ IN MY LIFE WERE MISTAKES AND TIL THIS DAY IT HAUNTS ME....AINT THAT SUM SHIT.. I JUST GOTTA DEAL WITH IT I GUESS....AND MOVE ON TO NEWER BRIGHTER THINGS... OH WELLZ.....*MAYB ITS BETTER THIS WAY*? UGE IM GOIN CRAZY RITE NOW AND I CANT SEEM TO GET OF OF THIS SHIT..... AND I WONT BE ABLE TO OF COURSE......WELL IM OUTS....

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