I'm just a normal boy
That sank when I fell overboard
My ship would leave the country
But I'd rather swim ashore

Without a life vest I'd be stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could learn to swim
Like 'fourteen miles away'

Now floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I'm cold as cold as cold can be
be

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion... yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down

Where is the coastguard
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
the jetsam sunk, I'm left behind
I'm treading for my life believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing)

Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
With envy for the solid ground
I'm reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending?
I thought of just your face
Relaxed, and floated into space

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion... yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down

Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow (yeah)
Just to prove I knew how (yeah)
It's midnight's late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
Set front row in my need to fall

Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
into the ocean...end it all

[Zayra]
Into the ocean ^(goodbye) end it all ^(goodbye)
Into the ocean ^(goodbye) end it all ^(goodbye)
Into the ocean ^(goodbye) end it all ^(goodbye)

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion (yeah)
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down

Into the ocean ^(goodbye) end it all ^(goodbye)
(In to space)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all ^(goodbye) x5
(I thought of just your face)
_{Into the ocean... end it all} x 4




-- Edit --
P.S. I'm going for a run.
It's midnight. It's dark. It's dreary. And it's rainy.
What better time?

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They're still happening.

They're great and all while I'm still unconscious, but once I wake up and for the remainder of the day. They haunt me.

And I don't know why.

The previous night I punched a friend in the face.
It was an accident. I felt bad the rest of day. Despite it being a dream and all.
Then yesterday evening I wanted punch my racist pig of a brother in the face.
This time it wasn't a dream. I decided not to.

But last night I dreamt something different.
This time I was a an adventurer. And a camera man for a movie we were filming.
At the end of my dream I was laying on a bed in between my "younger brother" and some girl that liked me, which I felt the same way about her. She was very attractive. She had long straight brown hair, a smile that warmed my black and white dream, and she seemed intelligent. Very intelligent. My "younger brother" was talking about Kay, "our" older brother. I told him that I didn't know why he did so much for him when he was such a douche. He looked shocked at me. I told him, "Well, Kay is our older brother after all, I guess."
Then she looked over at me and rubbed my stomach.
"So, when are you going to put on a little weight?" she asked.
I looked at her shocked and confused, "Me?!"
I mean I know I'm not fat, but I already have a few extra pounds. So why in the world was she asking me to add even MORE weight?
"Well, I hear you're fast," she said with a smile as she played with my hair, then my ear, "Faster than even truth, or life itself!"

I woke up.
Huh?

What does that even mean?


So, I'm at work right now. Waiting for two girls to finish up. So I can go. Go and do... I don't know. Whatever.

I applied at Jason's Deli today.
As a delivery driver.
I have an interview tomorrow.

yeay.

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