*for all of you readers, sorry if I sound bitter and mean! But this really is how I feel. Comment if you like, I won't scream at you lol.

I know that when a person begins/is in a romantic relationship, their significant other always comes first. I understand simply, that you want to spend all of your days with that person before leaving for three months. But the problem? You didn't even have time for your so called "best friends" before you left. Both of us didn't have a chance to have a last hoorah with you, and both of us didn't say goodbye.

I mean, it is my fault partially, for not saying goodbye. I wanted to atleast send you a text before you left, but I actually forgot today was the day you were leaving :P. In any case, that probably shows how much we have drifted apart anyways. I get why we would drift, but I don't get how you could just leave without saying goodbye to our, no my best friend. Supposedly you guys are close, and you hold her dear to your heart. If any of us are dear to your heart, then why did you flake when we decided to hang out one last time? Oh yeah, because your boyfriend showed up and BAM, you forget you have friends.

But then again, why should I care? You've always done this. Even before, you told me your old best friend would complain about you spending so much time with your ex. Obviously, she was right, and you were wrong.

So I guess I just gotta let it go. You are not a best friend. Finally, I said it. Best friends have at least an ounce of your time. But it goes both ways. You are not my best friend because you don't put time into our friendship, and I am not your best friend because I don't mean enough to you to say goodbye to.

So ode to friendship, where we will at least be okay friends, maybe even good friends. But honey, you never deserve the title from anyone, to be a best friend. Oh nevermind, if it's a guy, you sure will have a best friend there!

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that sounded really really mean. But it doesn't matter, because she would never care enough about her friends to even spend time on reading their blogs. So, I am ok :)

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so i found out one of my friends went pretty far with her boyfriend in the bedroom. no sex, but boundaries were crossed. I mean, yeah, sex is something everyone has or will experience one day, but that's what I am worried about for myself.

See, my friend is the purest of the pure. Sweet, loving, and always watches out for boundaries. But just one time, and it led to her doing something she partially felt was wrong. we both are for having sex after marriage, and this happened just one random day.

Well, she is very responsible, and I am not. I am reckless, live for the moment, and I never think of the consequences. If my friend, who thinks about the future can get caught up in a situation like hers, then doesn't that mean that I am more susceptible to accidentally going all the way with my future boyfriend?

I know sex is something that a lot of people have. But personally, I truly want to wait until marriage. It just worries me how easy it is to get caught up in sexual acts. When I have my next boyfriend, I hope we have boundaries, and stick by them until we are married (if I marry him).

I am not condemning anyone who is having sex before marriage, or have gotten close to it. I am just saying, that if other people who are more careful than I that have a desire to save themselves but STILL get caught up in this, then I am in some deep waters when I am in a relationship.

I guess I'll just need some mad boundaries, like we could only be in a room alone together for a limited time. Or maybe, that only one of us can be on the bed while the other is sitting in a chair. Ha, yeah, those are weird boundaries. But I guess, whatever it takes right? It's easy though, to make these boundaries when you are not in a relationship. But once you are in love and such, boundaries easily go out the window. And that is what I fear >.<

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