What's wrong with me
Monday. 5.7.07 2:22 am
It was either here or myspace.
And I don't want anyone who knows me to know me.
What's wrong with me?
Why do I always do this?
Why do I always believe or have hope?
"It's not how many times you fall down. It's how many times you get back up."
It's a very popular saying for those who help those who are considering giving up.
When does it become stupidity?
When does allowing these people back into your life cease being forgiving and become blatant stupidity?
I can feel myself hardening already. Assuming "crash positions". I won't feel a thing...
I don't give a fuck if people understand this anymore.
This is who I have to be. It's the only way.
I won't be made an idiot.
I won't allow myself to forgive and forget and try again.
Dr. Pepper owns your soul
Saturday. 5.5.07 12:47 am
Through out these past couple of years I've come to be known as a few new things.
I often relish the newer and more original insults, however, the most common used are still "asshole" and "bastard".
I do not get upset when anyone calls me by these names since I often earn them.
Nor do I regret what I've done to earn these titles.
I do what's right, most often enough. Whether everyone agrees with me or not.
Unfortunately, many in this world tend to believe that being an asshole is always a bad thing.
I've come to learn and believe strongly that sometimes the best thing you can do is to be this asshole.
So, I will continue to be who I am and do what I do until the day that I die.
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